SIAL KAU...

...mother, you alcoholic cheebye.

I was right saying that I'd probably need an Mulan therapy. Right after I'm back with Haku, I'm gonna watch it. AARGGGHHH.

Malas to type a lot. My wrist hurts after the 1st ever tennis training.

TODAY'S PROS:

• finished interieur drawing
  
• nice lunch (Liberty Burrito) at the L. A. Restaurant in Polus
• nice time with Kuci
• the Shiseido mascara is good
• Kuci bought a nice bday gift for Mom with my help
• two guys in a sleek black Audi were staring at me apparently mesmerized - I wonder why I didn't smile back! *slaps head*
  Audi = got money = la dolce vita. Rich boyfriend = la dolce vita again! Aigooo. I'm such a materialist. -_-
  
• nice tennis, nice trainer
• my beautiful, pure, snowy white debit card is unblocked!
  

TODAY'S CONS:

• getting caught by the dude who controls the bus tickets. I travelled ONE bus stop from Trnavske myto to Racianske myto (2mins) & I got caught. FUCK!!!!!!!!! 1400Skk is gone!!!!!!!!
• getting home after paying up the fucking 1400Skk and finding my cheebye mother drunk. FUCK. YOU. BITCH. I don't give a flying FUCK about you being my mother, STOP DRINKING YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• getting my period & having cramps right in Polus. Thank god for Panadol Extra, I don't like fainting on public places!
  
• fucking bitch asking me whether I'm PREGNANT when I didn't get my period - which I did get, only she's too drunk to get it. CHEEBYE.
• my wrist hurts!!!!
• feeling very weak because of the period
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• bitch
• no money for an iPod nano 2GB
• no money for Sony Cybershot DSC-w100/W50/W40 or the lovingly designed Sony T9
• no money for nothing
• I can't reinstall iTunes cuz the fucked up PC has not enough memory on its fucking disc
  

Off I go with Haku. I'm trying to calm myself down with listening to the Ying-Yang instrumental CD for meditating but it's NOT helping.

FUCK EVERYTHING, FUCK ALCOHOL.
Studying in KL is gonna help me a lot... I'll be away from this fucking alcoholic bitch.




Listening to: That Ying-Yang CD
Yay! & Grrr: READ ABOVE.