Saturday, December 09, 2006

Soar

When they push, when they pull, tell me, can you hold on?
When they say you should change, can you lift your head high and stay strong?
Will you give up, give in, when your heart's crying out that it's wrong?
Will you love you for you at the end of it all?

In life, there's gonna be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind, insecurities seems to take control
We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that the one thing we should know is

[CHORUS:]

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

The boy who wonders is he good enough for them
Keeps tryin' to please 'em all but he just never seems to fit in
Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be good enough for him
Keeps tryin' to change and that's a game she'll never win

Now, in life, there's gonna be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind, insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that the one thing we should know is

[CHORUS]

In the mirror is where she comes face to face with her fears
Her own reflection now foreign to her after all these years
All of her life she has tried to be something besides herself
Now, time has passed and she's ended up someone else with regret
What is it in us that makes us feel the need to keep pretending?
Gotta let ourselves be

[CHORUS (2x)]

[SPOKEN:]

So, what're you waiting for?



That was Christina Aguilera's "Soar" from her "Stripped" album.
OMD. That sng's giving me so much strenght in these fucked up scholar times!!!! *_*

*hums*

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar lalalaaaaaa.....


I AM OFF TO PN YET AGAIN FOR THE MATHS TUTORING.
Please, someone kill me.
Yesterday we wrote that test and Ivor asked me to turn over the paper with people's already finished tests of the group A (I was B) and stupid bitch me did so AND the professor saw me and started to yell at me like fuck and that dickhead Ivor was just LOOKING, BEING QUIET AND SAYING NOTHING FOR MY DEFENCE! And! After she ended her yelling speech, he tapped my shoulder and said "Sorry".

I HATE PEOPLE WITH NO CHARACTER.
I HATE THAT FUCKING CHICKEN DICKHEAD.
NOW IT'S ME HAVING PROBLEMS AGAIN FOR SOMETHING I DID FOR THAT FUCKER WHO WASN'T BRAVE EVEN FOR SAYING THAT IT'S ALL HIS FUCKING FAULT!!!!!!
If it was the other way round, I'd say that it was all cuz of me. Fucked up asshole Ivor, go lick your stinky balls you goddamned fucker.
The best thing is, my father when to the school to that prof the other day cuz I'm failing Maths & he wanted to discuss whatever - and few days after that THIS HAPPENED TO ME AND NOW I LOOK LIKE A COMPLETE BITCH IN FRONT OF EVERYONE.

I HATE THIS LIFE.

Now my mother came here, told me to pack my Maths notebook and when I told her that I have forgotten in at school, SHE STARTED YELLING ME THAT EVERYTHING I DO, IS WRONG!!!!!!!!

Please, lemme die, lemme just die, I can't fucking tahan this treatment, this attitude, this school, this life, these fucking society rules, this fucking cage I am in, I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS ANYFUCKINGMORE!!!!!!!


Off to that fucked up PN I go.
Byebye. I hope some truck's gonna run over me accidentally or I'm gonna jump under it!

3 comments:

Ilkka said...

My dear baibee... Just keep your head up and don´t care what the others say. I believe in you! I´m your biggest fan!

Take care mai daarlynk and be strong!

Michie said...

FENK JUU MAI LAAAAV!!!! ^_____^
*biggest hugs*

And I miss youuuu...omp..when will I have time to go online.... *sigh*

QUACK ON!!!

SebThePleb said...

Don't worry. School is nearly over! No more maths... Just think.......... mmmmmmm