THE Challenge
Mérde!!!! O_O
Look at this:
"Applicants for degree programs must submit the application form and fee, transcripts of previous study, test scores (SAT, ACT, TOEFL as per educational background - see What tests do I need to take section for more information), Portfolio (for BFA programs) and Home Exam. Please make note of the details specific to the program for which you plan to apply in the Application Materials section.
The following is to be complete regardless of intended major.
Home Exam
1. Draw a self-portrait in pencil. Colored pencil is acceptable. Draw from a mirror and include foreground and background. (Oh, no. ._.)
2. Use cut or torn paper to construct a color collage representing an interior scene. (Shit, I've never done that!!!!)
3. After completing the collage described above, draw the same scene in a black and white medium.
Portfolio
1. The portfolio should consist of observational drawing and painting work, including portraits, still life, figure drawing and interior and exterior spaces. Artwork should demonstrate the applicant's ability to represent the three-dimensional world on a two-dimensional plane.
2. Portfolios should not contain work specific to an intended major. You are not applying to a particular department. You are applying for entry into the school based on our freshman requirements.
3. We will not review work copied from a two-dimensional source, such as a photograph or work created solely from the imagination."
OH MY DUCKNESS.
Should I die or what?! O_o
I seriously doubt getting into Parsons Paris... TOEFL, Home Exam & Portfolio....OMG... That's just MAD. O_# I'm not that good... ._.
Well, this is nice. My this year's summer holidays will consist of learning the whole Spanish grammar, attending the TOEFL prep classes & drawing, painting, drawing, painting, drawing, painting, drawing, painting, drawing, painting, drawing, painting, drawing, painting and...drawing, painting!!!! *faints*
Hmm. But you know what... I'm thinking about Fashion Design as well. They say I have a good taste in clothes, accessories & I'm quite good at doing make up to people so.. Well, I think I could be a good fashion designer..plus fashion designers usually work freelance what's really great I think. FREEDOM. Waaahhh~~~ ^_^ Freedom is just great... Plus... Seeing my work published somewhere in Elle or Vogue would be nice.
Haha, I admit that Oh Chelin inspired me! :P
Ooops, alright, it's almost 10pm so I must quack away to learn the whole Psychology for tmr's Society Studies test. -_- Tolonglah!!!! *dies*
Listening to: "King Without A Crown" by the hella kool orthodox Jew Matisyahu. Yay! :D LOVE IT!!!!!!!
Yay!: Me & Kika went to Aupark today & Kika bought herself elegant black pants & really beautiful white heels. I LOVE advicing people by shopping. See see. I must consider Fashion Design too. ^_^ Heh.
Oooohhh & yes, my friend Lucia said that she thinks that me & S are meant to be together one day. *ah lian giggle* I told her I find it ridiculous & don't believe such blabs but to be honest, I wouldn't really mind it. :P ^^;;;;
Grrr: I still feel guilty & think of what's R doing and all.... I care for him... But....cuz I care, I know I CAN'T return to him or anything. That'd be a disaster!
TMR: Set the date for writing the Chem test!!!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Signs & Symbols
Normally I don't believe in signs but now I maybe should! Since yesterday I saw the following things which kind of made me confirm that the break-up was a good thing to do:
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: 61% from Physics test - I think I believe in miracles. O_O
Grrr: School school, school. Sigh.
Normally I don't believe in signs but now I maybe should! Since yesterday I saw the following things which kind of made me confirm that the break-up was a good thing to do:
- Arirang TV - early morning. The ad for some program said: "Ray goes to Korea to pursue his dreams.." and I immidiatelly switched it to something else. However...what is my my reality? Ray went..to pursue his dreams too, in case he's not a total retard.
- Obchodna street. A girl wearing a dark t-shirt with a big bright "BOYS COME & GO". So true.
- My book with short Buddhist essays. Yesterday I randomly opened it at Kazuaki Tanahashi's "The Art Of Living" essay & read:
"In oriental calligraphy we must not repair the brush-strokes. Each brush-stroke must be definite; we must not go back. It's just like in life."
Do I need to comment it..? :) I guess not. - 6.25am. The 1st song by Natasha Bedingfield from her CD which I own was "Single".
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant - Today's morning in father's car. The radio was on & what was the 2nd song played? "A New Day Has Come" by Céline Dion.
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come
Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
Originally it's a love song but this excerpt is just so...fitting. :) - PE class, today in the school. The song "Still In Love With You" by No Angels. In case you think I were teary-eyed thinking of R, I must confess (feeling very guilty) that the first name which came to my mind was......S. I AM PATHETIC. But it also means that I'm better off single. S, S, S.... *sigh* When am I gonna see him again?
Why you had to steal my heart
When we're a world apart
So tell me, baby what should I do
You're always on my mind
The whole song is too mushy & n/a to my case but I paid attention only to this part of it. I AM PATHETIC. He didn't steal my heart but he is always on my mind. I AM PATHETIC!
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: 61% from Physics test - I think I believe in miracles. O_O
Grrr: School school, school. Sigh.
Monday, May 15, 2006
My major?
Ohhh yes, it's VISUAL ARTS. *happy sigh of relief*
Parsons in Paris, I'm coming. Your classes are in English! ^___^
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Ohhh yes, it's VISUAL ARTS. *happy sigh of relief*
Parsons in Paris, I'm coming. Your classes are in English! ^___^
Over & Done
I just did it.
I broke up with R.
For REAL now.
He even had the guts to start accusing me of how he hated my behaviour in the last few weeks anyways & how he was trying to change for me & I didn't do anything & so on. PATHETIC. I know that it's just a cover up & he's hurting but - but...can I avoid hurting him?
I would have been hurting him (and myself too) much more, if I pretended my 'eternal love' and stayed in the relationship.
I'm sad & I feel a bit lonely but I know that what I've done was wise. On the break-up No. 1 I wasn't prepared for that & I didn't know what to do...like a weakling I begged R to come back and he did and we believed at first that we would be fine but we didn't.
C'est la vie.
People don't change... I was thinking about break-up for so many times..then when it happened for the 1st time, I was too weak...R suggested it and even though I wanted it, I was hurt & sad...now it was me who initialized it & that certainly feels better, but R...he...he must be the one hurt now. *sigh*
I'm sorry, dear R.
I still like you & care for you but I can't seem to awaken the love.
One day, when you'll feel like it, contact me. I'll unblock your MSN addy when certain time passes...and if you'll want to talk to me then, I'll be glad.
Now I must MOVE ON & SMILE.
The sun is still shining.
The birds are still chirping.
The flowers are still blooming.
The clouds are still beautiful.
The Earth is still spinning.
The gravity is still the same (9,81 m/s).
The life of mine is still unpredictable & surely full of joy.
The friends of mine are still here for me & I still love them.
The family of mine is still here for me & I still love them.
When I wake up tommorrow, it'll be the 1st full day without the LDR going nowhere.
Will I feel better? Will I not miss him? Yes, I will miss him. I got used to his online presence & presence in SMSes so much & now I won't be even able to contact him (I've never remembered his cellphone number).
But should I cry & give up hope & joy & die of sadness?
No, I should not.
He's sad now & I'm down as well...but after some time passes, we'll both know that separating had been the best thing for both of us.
I can admit now, that I wanted to go study at Cenfad cuz of him as well. I finally wanted this LDR to end & start a normal rship....but...now when it's over, I should keep in mind the same school, only in the different area - Paris.
Many things have changed.
I think that I'll be able to come to Malaysia only after few years.. Malaysia means him & he means...well, I feel guilty & in the same time I feel free & satisfied...for him as well, for he doesn't have to suffer anymore.
A big burden has fallen down from my heart.
I won't have to be stuck to the PC right after my schoo... If I'll be, it'll be for my dearest duckies hubooby, baibee, ducky sis, Pom, Kuc, UE & Tsung Long.
I won't have to question myself over & over again whether we're fine together or no...whether we'll change or no...whether we have a future or no.
Now I know we don't.
Goodbye, my friend.
It hurts to say these words but I know that you never want to see me again. Be happy & safe.
I AM FREE & SINGLE & I DON'T HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY ANYMORE WHEN SIGHING OVER HUNKY ASIANS. Hihihihihi.
Please, my friends, slap (or hug) me well in case I'll be falling into endless sadness or something! Remind me of the fact that if we were not meant to be, then we were not.
TELL ME TO FUCKIN STOP FEELING GUILTY!!!!!!!!
I bought a black hair color & I'm gonna try it on during the weekend or maybe even earlier, if I feel like it. We women have one certain weirdness - when something significant happens in our lifes, we tend to experiment with our hair. I'm no exception.
I'll become Sexy Black Haired Fair Skinned Duckling when I dye my hair. I promise I'll post pics then.
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: The burden has fallen down
Grrr: I feel so guilty. ._.
TMR: "Polarisation" - short assignment for Physics!!!!!
I just did it.
I broke up with R.
For REAL now.
He even had the guts to start accusing me of how he hated my behaviour in the last few weeks anyways & how he was trying to change for me & I didn't do anything & so on. PATHETIC. I know that it's just a cover up & he's hurting but - but...can I avoid hurting him?
I would have been hurting him (and myself too) much more, if I pretended my 'eternal love' and stayed in the relationship.
I'm sad & I feel a bit lonely but I know that what I've done was wise. On the break-up No. 1 I wasn't prepared for that & I didn't know what to do...like a weakling I begged R to come back and he did and we believed at first that we would be fine but we didn't.
C'est la vie.
People don't change... I was thinking about break-up for so many times..then when it happened for the 1st time, I was too weak...R suggested it and even though I wanted it, I was hurt & sad...now it was me who initialized it & that certainly feels better, but R...he...he must be the one hurt now. *sigh*
I'm sorry, dear R.
I still like you & care for you but I can't seem to awaken the love.
One day, when you'll feel like it, contact me. I'll unblock your MSN addy when certain time passes...and if you'll want to talk to me then, I'll be glad.
Now I must MOVE ON & SMILE.
The sun is still shining.
The birds are still chirping.
The flowers are still blooming.
The clouds are still beautiful.
The Earth is still spinning.
The gravity is still the same (9,81 m/s).
The life of mine is still unpredictable & surely full of joy.
The friends of mine are still here for me & I still love them.
The family of mine is still here for me & I still love them.
When I wake up tommorrow, it'll be the 1st full day without the LDR going nowhere.
Will I feel better? Will I not miss him? Yes, I will miss him. I got used to his online presence & presence in SMSes so much & now I won't be even able to contact him (I've never remembered his cellphone number).
But should I cry & give up hope & joy & die of sadness?
No, I should not.
He's sad now & I'm down as well...but after some time passes, we'll both know that separating had been the best thing for both of us.
I can admit now, that I wanted to go study at Cenfad cuz of him as well. I finally wanted this LDR to end & start a normal rship....but...now when it's over, I should keep in mind the same school, only in the different area - Paris.
Many things have changed.
I think that I'll be able to come to Malaysia only after few years.. Malaysia means him & he means...well, I feel guilty & in the same time I feel free & satisfied...for him as well, for he doesn't have to suffer anymore.
A big burden has fallen down from my heart.
I won't have to be stuck to the PC right after my schoo... If I'll be, it'll be for my dearest duckies hubooby, baibee, ducky sis, Pom, Kuc, UE & Tsung Long.
I won't have to question myself over & over again whether we're fine together or no...whether we'll change or no...whether we have a future or no.
Now I know we don't.
Goodbye, my friend.
It hurts to say these words but I know that you never want to see me again. Be happy & safe.
I AM FREE & SINGLE & I DON'T HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY ANYMORE WHEN SIGHING OVER HUNKY ASIANS. Hihihihihi.
Please, my friends, slap (or hug) me well in case I'll be falling into endless sadness or something! Remind me of the fact that if we were not meant to be, then we were not.
TELL ME TO FUCKIN STOP FEELING GUILTY!!!!!!!!
I bought a black hair color & I'm gonna try it on during the weekend or maybe even earlier, if I feel like it. We women have one certain weirdness - when something significant happens in our lifes, we tend to experiment with our hair. I'm no exception.
I'll become Sexy Black Haired Fair Skinned Duckling when I dye my hair. I promise I'll post pics then.
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: The burden has fallen down
Grrr: I feel so guilty. ._.
TMR: "Polarisation" - short assignment for Physics!!!!!
The Decision
I've came to a decision. I'll do it sooner or later when I'm ready & then I'll die of sadness but it's necessary.
No matter how much I'm trying to tell myself that "we'll be fine after a while" & "he'll change and I'll change for him" & "he'll mature" & "I won't be a bitch anymore", I'm always coming to the one & only result - NONE OF IT WILL HAPPEN.
We were born to be with someone else, not with each other.
I'll be strong & won't cry & get headache and fever again. Girl power!
I loved him but now I only like him. I still care for him & because I do, I shall not let him suffer in a relationship which is going nowhere. He deserves better, I deserve better.
Even imagining me doing *that* makes me depressed but I'll be strong. I promise I will. Nothing is eternal. Once, even the Sun will perish but during my life it'll still shine.
What do the Buddhists say except for "nothing is eternal"? "If you're too attached to a certain thing/person, you can't let it go easily."
Yes, that's my case. But it's certainly just holding onto a sinking ship. We're sinking, no matter how hard are we trying to fake being alright.
*That* will be better for both of us.
I have spoken.
I'll need your help my lovely duckies - in case I'll try to change this decision, slap me hard. I'll also need your help in making me feel better. I'm oversensitive so I'll be depressed like fuck but I beg you to make me smile. THANK YOU. I LOVE YOU ALL.
I've came to a decision. I'll do it sooner or later when I'm ready & then I'll die of sadness but it's necessary.
No matter how much I'm trying to tell myself that "we'll be fine after a while" & "he'll change and I'll change for him" & "he'll mature" & "I won't be a bitch anymore", I'm always coming to the one & only result - NONE OF IT WILL HAPPEN.
We were born to be with someone else, not with each other.
I'll be strong & won't cry & get headache and fever again. Girl power!
I loved him but now I only like him. I still care for him & because I do, I shall not let him suffer in a relationship which is going nowhere. He deserves better, I deserve better.
Even imagining me doing *that* makes me depressed but I'll be strong. I promise I will. Nothing is eternal. Once, even the Sun will perish but during my life it'll still shine.
What do the Buddhists say except for "nothing is eternal"? "If you're too attached to a certain thing/person, you can't let it go easily."
Yes, that's my case. But it's certainly just holding onto a sinking ship. We're sinking, no matter how hard are we trying to fake being alright.
*That* will be better for both of us.
I have spoken.
I'll need your help my lovely duckies - in case I'll try to change this decision, slap me hard. I'll also need your help in making me feel better. I'm oversensitive so I'll be depressed like fuck but I beg you to make me smile. THANK YOU. I LOVE YOU ALL.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Bitchy Me Carries On
I can't seem to stop ranting these days. Ranting or complaining or wailing or teasing or attacking people. Haiyah. -_-
Topic of May 14th, 2006:
What's wrong with you men, that you can't tell straightly that you have a problem or you're sad?!
Seriously.
I was just talking to Mr. Wavy for few mins & throughout the whole chat he was very grim, silent & apparently down. When I told him that he sounds like that & asked him whether anything is wrong...he said "No, I'm fine". Ha! Like I'd believe him. -_~
It's interesting.
Before he was telling me so many things...now nope.
Hey! I don't bite!!!!! I won't even kick your ass & laugh at you if you tell me what's going on!!!
The only one explanation of why he can't tell me what's going on is, that it's about me. That "kiss" wink in the end could mean it but..eh? ME?! Man, I'm a closed chapter liao, it shouldn't be about me (But well, wavy haired creatures have always been mysterious).
Sigh.
Can I abruptly change onto another thing?
We've returned from Aupark now where I ate miso shiru (I have a certain feeling that it's the instant one sold in Korean grocery stores. If yes, the cooks are DEAD.) & other food inculding tempura & fried mee with vegetables & "8 gems" which is a mix of meat & etc.
I have one new t-shirt (with "Early Bird" written on it - and that's a lie! XD) & white linen trousers! :D Wahoooooooo~~~~ ^__^ Veeery pretty.
How come we, here in Slovakia don't have anything like Singaporeans have their Localbrand? O_o If I knew how to, I'd LOVE to establish a brand like that...something like a Slovak version of Localbrand. We Slovaks need to learn how to be proud of being Slovaks - so far we're proud of that only during the ice hockey world champs or when staring at tennis. ._. :P
*cough* Btw, if you love me, buy me some Localbrand t-shirt, they're so kool. *cough*
What about if I were designing t-shirts? ^^
For example this one, with a green lime leaf - i. e. a symbol of Slavs. "Be Proud", I know I know, it's in English but on the actual t-shirt I'd write it either in Slovak & under it in English or - this I like even more - in Slovak AND Russian under it!
Hohoo, it's so weird to design t-shirts with a Slavic/Slovak theme, especially when I use to say that Slovak nature is really beautiful but the people are a group of primitive villagers. =_= Strangle me, I know I deserve it.
My father was impressed with my photos! :D ^_____^ *proudly thrusts nanoboobs forth* He said that they're taken so well..wah..me likes such talking, suddenly me feels like a talented duck. ^^;;;
Talking about art.... I've found out that I'm afraid of contrasts! What do I mean by that, you ask?
When painting or making make-up (sounds anal) or even dressing up/choosing clothes, I always stick to those soft colors...never to something which contrasts a lot. Even when drawing/painting shadows I'm very scared to make them too deep & dark.
THIS MUST STOP ASAP. >_< style="font-weight: bold;">wild with colors, shadows, make-ups, clothes & blahblah. I don't care whether I'll (or my paintings) will look like after smoking too much weed! I don't care!!! I'm 17, I can & should have the fun NOW, not later in my 40s when I'm all saggy, flabby, wrinkly & worn out!!!! <------ Scary! x_x BTW!!!!!! I saw a bunch of Chinese today & two of them were staring at me rather mesmerized. *blushes* Ain't that kool? ^^ *"No, it ain't kool", says Ray angrily.* Muahahaha. My self-confidence has hopped, Chinese guys stare at me mesmerized! *_* ^^;;;; It's good to be a 1/4 Korean. Hihihihihi. *giggles like the biggest ah lian*
Irrelevantly... Do we have that Bio test tmr or no? O_o I hope we don't... it's 10.36pm now & I haven't studied yet.. =_= I'd better go do that... *sighhhhhh*
Listening to: "Real Luv Story" by Wheesung, Taebin & Se7en
Yay!: It was a nice day today. Me liked it. ^^
Grrr: I DON'T, I repeat, I DON'T want school tmr. >_< WHAT DO I HAVE TO PAY UP WITHOUT ANY MONEY:
I can't seem to stop ranting these days. Ranting or complaining or wailing or teasing or attacking people. Haiyah. -_-
Topic of May 14th, 2006:
What's wrong with you men, that you can't tell straightly that you have a problem or you're sad?!
Seriously.
I was just talking to Mr. Wavy for few mins & throughout the whole chat he was very grim, silent & apparently down. When I told him that he sounds like that & asked him whether anything is wrong...he said "No, I'm fine". Ha! Like I'd believe him. -_~
It's interesting.
Before he was telling me so many things...now nope.
Hey! I don't bite!!!!! I won't even kick your ass & laugh at you if you tell me what's going on!!!
The only one explanation of why he can't tell me what's going on is, that it's about me. That "kiss" wink in the end could mean it but..eh? ME?! Man, I'm a closed chapter liao, it shouldn't be about me (But well, wavy haired creatures have always been mysterious).
Sigh.
Can I abruptly change onto another thing?
We've returned from Aupark now where I ate miso shiru (I have a certain feeling that it's the instant one sold in Korean grocery stores. If yes, the cooks are DEAD.) & other food inculding tempura & fried mee with vegetables & "8 gems" which is a mix of meat & etc.
I have one new t-shirt (with "Early Bird" written on it - and that's a lie! XD) & white linen trousers! :D Wahoooooooo~~~~ ^__^ Veeery pretty.
How come we, here in Slovakia don't have anything like Singaporeans have their Localbrand? O_o If I knew how to, I'd LOVE to establish a brand like that...something like a Slovak version of Localbrand. We Slovaks need to learn how to be proud of being Slovaks - so far we're proud of that only during the ice hockey world champs or when staring at tennis. ._. :P
*cough* Btw, if you love me, buy me some Localbrand t-shirt, they're so kool. *cough*
What about if I were designing t-shirts? ^^
For example this one, with a green lime leaf - i. e. a symbol of Slavs. "Be Proud", I know I know, it's in English but on the actual t-shirt I'd write it either in Slovak & under it in English or - this I like even more - in Slovak AND Russian under it!
Hohoo, it's so weird to design t-shirts with a Slavic/Slovak theme, especially when I use to say that Slovak nature is really beautiful but the people are a group of primitive villagers. =_= Strangle me, I know I deserve it.
My father was impressed with my photos! :D ^_____^ *proudly thrusts nanoboobs forth* He said that they're taken so well..wah..me likes such talking, suddenly me feels like a talented duck. ^^;;;
Talking about art.... I've found out that I'm afraid of contrasts! What do I mean by that, you ask?
When painting or making make-up (sounds anal) or even dressing up/choosing clothes, I always stick to those soft colors...never to something which contrasts a lot. Even when drawing/painting shadows I'm very scared to make them too deep & dark.
THIS MUST STOP ASAP. >_< style="font-weight: bold;">wild with colors, shadows, make-ups, clothes & blahblah. I don't care whether I'll (or my paintings) will look like after smoking too much weed! I don't care!!! I'm 17, I can & should have the fun NOW, not later in my 40s when I'm all saggy, flabby, wrinkly & worn out!!!! <------ Scary! x_x BTW!!!!!! I saw a bunch of Chinese today & two of them were staring at me rather mesmerized. *blushes* Ain't that kool? ^^ *"No, it ain't kool", says Ray angrily.* Muahahaha. My self-confidence has hopped, Chinese guys stare at me mesmerized! *_* ^^;;;; It's good to be a 1/4 Korean. Hihihihihi. *giggles like the biggest ah lian*
Irrelevantly... Do we have that Bio test tmr or no? O_o I hope we don't... it's 10.36pm now & I haven't studied yet.. =_= I'd better go do that... *sighhhhhh*
Listening to: "Real Luv Story" by Wheesung, Taebin & Se7en
Yay!: It was a nice day today. Me liked it. ^^
Grrr: I DON'T, I repeat, I DON'T want school tmr. >_< WHAT DO I HAVE TO PAY UP WITHOUT ANY MONEY:
- art course - 1600Skk
- contact lenses - 2000Skk
- English books - 700Skk
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Why?
What is it about Taiwanese dramas (well, Korean too sometimes - Winter Sonata for example) where bad guys with complicated brutally stylish hairstyles fall for innocent girls with no make-up, ballerinas instead of sexy high heels, black long hair in a (non-existent) boring hairstyle, boring clothes á la "I'm Mommy's good girl & revealed skin is a sin" & bigggg dovey eyes?
See:
Typical!!!! A wannabe hot guy (he'd be hot with different & normal hair) & an innocent girlie which looks like 6 years old even though she's maybe 19 (I dunno her actual age, I'm just guessing). And see those plushy toys?! OMFP! *faints*
Is it that Asian guys want boring women with no interest in their looks, pure & uncorrupted mind and no IQ as well & the dramas are just copying that trend? O_o Please, NO! *prays*
Another thing. The pretty gals who care about themselves are always the bad ones. Notice the very right gal wearing high heels & having a pretty hair.
(Both pics - credits to Ahnyounghasaeyo which will KILL me after seeing this entry!)
Now also notice the one on the very left (that's the one from the previous pic) wearing that hmm...blue buttoned sack for potatoes?, granny's slippers & having a "I'm-from-kindergarten" hairstyle with an awfully uninteresting fringe. Well, and the damsel in distress face expression which is horribly pissing me off, alongside with the retarded way she stands.
The same goes for Winter Sonata, only the good girl Jung Yujin played by Choi Ji Woo is WAY prettier & the bad ass Oh Chelin (by Park Sol Mi) is..well, quite similar in few things to this Taiwanese bad ass. Long curly dyed hair, high heels, make-up, trendy clothes. And she's prettier as well.
What's wrong with you, men?! O_o
Even Lee Min-Hyung & then Kang Joon-Sang has chosen the boring pure Yujin over the sexy Chelin with long (fake?) eyelashes & luscious lips. Why didn't he choose me? *cough*
.... -_-
(Credits for Yujin to Ngoisao.net)
(Credits for Oh Chelin to JKdramas.com)
Aiyoh. You, Asian guys in dramas must have some severe Cinderella syndrome. :P
When talking about looks & all... I'm thinking of trying a black shampoo. What do you think, how would I look?! Like idiot? O_o XD
My (HORRIBLY UNTRIMMED!!!!!!!!! *dies in horror*) eyebrows are almost black anyways, it wouldn't be such a brutal thing to do then...I mean - when your hair is, let's say, blonde & your eyebrows dark brown, it looks AWFUL. But if my hair will be black & my eyebrows too..... It can't be bad!
Or maybe I should try the Oh Chelin's hair color?
Well no, I'd look like a cheap bitch then. =_=''' :P
Poor Ray, I'm just giving him various random questions (e. g.: "Do you more like to have a girl with brains & a personality or someone who'll listen to you no matter what & follow you anywhere & have no brain at all?") and he's suffering replying.
BUT...BUT!!!! *dies in horror again*
He....likes....the...idea....of....HOUSEWIVES!!!!! Eeeeeeeekkkkkk!!!!!! If there's anything I would never want to be, it's housewife. @_# Better die..ugh...call me a crazy feminist but this is the 21st century & women are no longer dependant on men & WTF. *mumble mumble*
Eh, anyways. The rant has ended! ^^
Listening to: "Fantasy" by Mariah Carey
Yay!: It's WEEKEND.
Grrr: I'm tired. =_=
TMR: We're off to Aupark! Yay! :D Shooooooppingggggg~~~~~ ^___^
What is it about Taiwanese dramas (well, Korean too sometimes - Winter Sonata for example) where bad guys with complicated brutally stylish hairstyles fall for innocent girls with no make-up, ballerinas instead of sexy high heels, black long hair in a (non-existent) boring hairstyle, boring clothes á la "I'm Mommy's good girl & revealed skin is a sin" & bigggg dovey eyes?
See:
Typical!!!! A wannabe hot guy (he'd be hot with different & normal hair) & an innocent girlie which looks like 6 years old even though she's maybe 19 (I dunno her actual age, I'm just guessing). And see those plushy toys?! OMFP! *faints*
Is it that Asian guys want boring women with no interest in their looks, pure & uncorrupted mind and no IQ as well & the dramas are just copying that trend? O_o Please, NO! *prays*
Another thing. The pretty gals who care about themselves are always the bad ones. Notice the very right gal wearing high heels & having a pretty hair.
(Both pics - credits to Ahnyounghasaeyo which will KILL me after seeing this entry!)
Now also notice the one on the very left (that's the one from the previous pic) wearing that hmm...blue buttoned sack for potatoes?, granny's slippers & having a "I'm-from-kindergarten" hairstyle with an awfully uninteresting fringe. Well, and the damsel in distress face expression which is horribly pissing me off, alongside with the retarded way she stands.
The same goes for Winter Sonata, only the good girl Jung Yujin played by Choi Ji Woo is WAY prettier & the bad ass Oh Chelin (by Park Sol Mi) is..well, quite similar in few things to this Taiwanese bad ass. Long curly dyed hair, high heels, make-up, trendy clothes. And she's prettier as well.What's wrong with you, men?! O_o
Even Lee Min-Hyung & then Kang Joon-Sang has chosen the boring pure Yujin over the sexy Chelin with long (fake?) eyelashes & luscious lips. Why didn't he choose me? *cough*
.... -_-
(Credits for Yujin to Ngoisao.net)
(Credits for Oh Chelin to JKdramas.com)
Aiyoh. You, Asian guys in dramas must have some severe Cinderella syndrome. :P
When talking about looks & all... I'm thinking of trying a black shampoo. What do you think, how would I look?! Like idiot? O_o XD
My (HORRIBLY UNTRIMMED!!!!!!!!! *dies in horror*) eyebrows are almost black anyways, it wouldn't be such a brutal thing to do then...I mean - when your hair is, let's say, blonde & your eyebrows dark brown, it looks AWFUL. But if my hair will be black & my eyebrows too..... It can't be bad!
Or maybe I should try the Oh Chelin's hair color?
Well no, I'd look like a cheap bitch then. =_=''' :P
Poor Ray, I'm just giving him various random questions (e. g.: "Do you more like to have a girl with brains & a personality or someone who'll listen to you no matter what & follow you anywhere & have no brain at all?") and he's suffering replying.
BUT...BUT!!!! *dies in horror again*
He....likes....the...idea....of....HOUSEWIVES!!!!! Eeeeeeeekkkkkk!!!!!! If there's anything I would never want to be, it's housewife. @_# Better die..ugh...call me a crazy feminist but this is the 21st century & women are no longer dependant on men & WTF. *mumble mumble*
Eh, anyways. The rant has ended! ^^
Listening to: "Fantasy" by Mariah Carey
Yay!: It's WEEKEND.
Grrr: I'm tired. =_=
TMR: We're off to Aupark! Yay! :D Shooooooppingggggg~~~~~ ^___^
Friday, May 12, 2006
Primitive waitress assholes
Today would be a pretty nice day weren't it for the fucking primitive attitude of the typical Slovaks.
Me, Linda, Ali & Dada went out to the downtown (with palm trees in pots by the cafés & heaps of disgusting chest-hairy Italians stripping us with eyes) & we decided to sit in one café at Ventúrska street. It's on the corner of Ventúrska and Panská streets. I forgot the name of the café but in case you're in Bratislava or planning to go there, then do NOT visit a place right at the corner of these two streets.
Yeah. So we sat down & a bleached waitress looking like the last slut brought us the menus. We couldn't decide on what to drink - we didn't want a coffee nor whiskey nor mojito (Dada feels sick of it after returning from Cuba) nor tea....but we've spotted that they have fresh juices & Linda also spotted something of which she thought that it's frappe.
I'll now try to recreate the conversation we had with the slutty waitress:
Linda: "Excuse me...this *points at the menu* is something like frappe?"
Waitress: *arrogant bitchy stare at Linda* NO, that's a coffee with nuts. But we have frappe too."
Linda: "Hm, well okay, then one frappe for me please."
Waitress: *bored stare, says nothing to Linda & then groans in arrogant annoyed voice* Next?!?"
Me: "Is this *points at FRESH MANDARINE JUICE in the menu* from tangerines?"
Waitress: "That's from fruits."
Me: "Yes, but from what fruits? Tangerines?"
Waitress: *throws a you-brainless-bitch glare at me* "That's like a fresh juice freshly made from fruits."
Me: "I geddit but I'm asking you whether it's from tangerines."
Waitress: *you-don't-geddit-you-bitch-you-dunno-English? smirk* YEAH, tangerines.
Fascinating. AAARRGGGH!!!!! How can she be so fucking rude?! The location of that shitty café is absolutely posh, in the downtown I automatically expect a 100% perfect service, not arrogant waitresses!
In Slovak the tangerine is "mandarinka". The word "mandarine" also means "mandarinka", I know, but it's not well-known here & in this menu they somehow had the fresh juice chapter only in English, unlike the rest.
Then after like 40mins when I was finishing my mandarine juice (for 85Skk/2dl mind you!!!! FUCKING OVERPRICED!!!!!) the HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY came.
I found a piece of wire in it.
YEAH!!!!!!!!!
That's true!!!!
A PIECE OF A NORMAL, REGULAR WIRE!!!!!! *steams from ears*
I thought I'm going to die of anger seeing it. Not only the waitress was fucking arrogant & the juice overpriced but also I've found a fucking WIRE on the bottom of the glass.
Seeing it I got into thinking what to do.
At first I thought I'm gonna call the slutty waitress & smash her to the ground with my words but cuz there was one Heineken stage with a DJ playing loud reggae-latino music while smoking weed by it, I decided that I'll go inside the place & verbally smash her like fuck there.
Me: *taking up the wire on the straw & showing it off to the staff* Excuse me, but I've found THIS in my drink just now!"
Waitress: *says nothing, keeps throwing arrogant stares*
Waiter: *looks up closely* Aaaeehh...arm...this?! Well, maybe it came from the outside or something." (You fucking bastard, you think I actually PUT it there, issit?!?! PRIMITIVE DICK.)
Me: *sarcastic annoyed angry look & completely cold voice* "YEAH, totally..a wire!"
Waiter: So what now...hm..should I like offer you another drink then?"
Me: *steaming from anger & not wanting any other drink* Well, what I think is that I SHOULDN'T pay for it at all!"
Waiter: *all uneasy* "Sure, sure, sure."
Me: "Thank you very much." *walks out angrily*
From this I can see that those asses dunno what's a standart & customer orientation or a simple respect! FUCKERS!!! In any other café I'd get my money back or in other words, I wouldn't have to pay....and the staff would just KEEP THEIR MOUTHS SHUT & pray that such a thing won't happen again. But those assholes thought that cuz I'm a young Slovak student & not a rich German (Italian, American... foreign~) tourist, I would crouch down & agree to their fucking blabbing of the wire just appearing there in the glass by itself. >_< Argghh.
Btw, when the slutty waitress was giving us a change (it all was for for freaky 235Skk without my drink) she gave us 2Skk from the change in 4 50 haliers (like cents for US$). DAMN RUDE. I've never seen any waiter ever giving a change in haliers! *more steams* We left no tip only those haliers there. WTF.
End of rant.
The point of it?
ONE WOULD THINK THAT SLOVAKIA IS A MODERN COUNTRY WITH NICE PEOPLE WITH MANNERS BUT IT'S STILL FULL OF PRIMITIVE RUDE ARROGANT ASSES.
My readership has actually DROPPED!!!! *faints from shock that it's even possible*
See here!
How sad. *sniff* u_u It's only 14 now, before it was 17! Man, I suck but okay, who cares. *fake smirk* Actually I do care but that's in my for-recognition-mumbling vain soul so I'll just pretend that I don't care, the always nasty Mich must be indifferent to the things like "readership". Huahaha. -_~ :P
I loooove this template, I REALLY do. ^________________^
Ray is coming back tommorrow!!! Yay! :D
Mentioning him reminds me of this beautiful NG wallpaper of Sabah, Malaysia I've found. That water seems almost...well...FAKE! O_o It's so wonderfully turquoise, I can't believe *such* a heavenly place is in this world....
Waaaahhh.... *_* ^_^
It's fullmoon & I won't be able to sleep so I must go out with Haku now... 11.17pm, I hope no one kills me there. Yeah. In overall this was a shitty day starting with coming late to the school, screwing up the Maths exam, almost (thank God) falling down in the bus & this bitch at the fucked up café. Sleep is what I need, SLEEP & PEACE & PRIVACY.
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: Hm, nothing.
Grrr: Hm, everything.
TMR: Sleep until 12pm at least. Meet up with Pom online.
Today would be a pretty nice day weren't it for the fucking primitive attitude of the typical Slovaks.
Me, Linda, Ali & Dada went out to the downtown (with palm trees in pots by the cafés & heaps of disgusting chest-hairy Italians stripping us with eyes) & we decided to sit in one café at Ventúrska street. It's on the corner of Ventúrska and Panská streets. I forgot the name of the café but in case you're in Bratislava or planning to go there, then do NOT visit a place right at the corner of these two streets.
Yeah. So we sat down & a bleached waitress looking like the last slut brought us the menus. We couldn't decide on what to drink - we didn't want a coffee nor whiskey nor mojito (Dada feels sick of it after returning from Cuba) nor tea....but we've spotted that they have fresh juices & Linda also spotted something of which she thought that it's frappe.
I'll now try to recreate the conversation we had with the slutty waitress:
Linda: "Excuse me...this *points at the menu* is something like frappe?"
Waitress: *arrogant bitchy stare at Linda* NO, that's a coffee with nuts. But we have frappe too."
Linda: "Hm, well okay, then one frappe for me please."
Waitress: *bored stare, says nothing to Linda & then groans in arrogant annoyed voice* Next?!?"
Me: "Is this *points at FRESH MANDARINE JUICE in the menu* from tangerines?"
Waitress: "That's from fruits."
Me: "Yes, but from what fruits? Tangerines?"
Waitress: *throws a you-brainless-bitch glare at me* "That's like a fresh juice freshly made from fruits."
Me: "I geddit but I'm asking you whether it's from tangerines."
Waitress: *you-don't-geddit-you-bitch-you-dunno-English? smirk* YEAH, tangerines.
Fascinating. AAARRGGGH!!!!! How can she be so fucking rude?! The location of that shitty café is absolutely posh, in the downtown I automatically expect a 100% perfect service, not arrogant waitresses!
In Slovak the tangerine is "mandarinka". The word "mandarine" also means "mandarinka", I know, but it's not well-known here & in this menu they somehow had the fresh juice chapter only in English, unlike the rest.
Then after like 40mins when I was finishing my mandarine juice (for 85Skk/2dl mind you!!!! FUCKING OVERPRICED!!!!!) the HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY came.
I found a piece of wire in it.
YEAH!!!!!!!!!
That's true!!!!
A PIECE OF A NORMAL, REGULAR WIRE!!!!!! *steams from ears*
I thought I'm going to die of anger seeing it. Not only the waitress was fucking arrogant & the juice overpriced but also I've found a fucking WIRE on the bottom of the glass.
Seeing it I got into thinking what to do.
At first I thought I'm gonna call the slutty waitress & smash her to the ground with my words but cuz there was one Heineken stage with a DJ playing loud reggae-latino music while smoking weed by it, I decided that I'll go inside the place & verbally smash her like fuck there.
Me: *taking up the wire on the straw & showing it off to the staff* Excuse me, but I've found THIS in my drink just now!"
Waitress: *says nothing, keeps throwing arrogant stares*
Waiter: *looks up closely* Aaaeehh...arm...this?! Well, maybe it came from the outside or something." (You fucking bastard, you think I actually PUT it there, issit?!?! PRIMITIVE DICK.)
Me: *sarcastic annoyed angry look & completely cold voice* "YEAH, totally..a wire!"
Waiter: So what now...hm..should I like offer you another drink then?"
Me: *steaming from anger & not wanting any other drink* Well, what I think is that I SHOULDN'T pay for it at all!"
Waiter: *all uneasy* "Sure, sure, sure."
Me: "Thank you very much." *walks out angrily*
From this I can see that those asses dunno what's a standart & customer orientation or a simple respect! FUCKERS!!! In any other café I'd get my money back or in other words, I wouldn't have to pay....and the staff would just KEEP THEIR MOUTHS SHUT & pray that such a thing won't happen again. But those assholes thought that cuz I'm a young Slovak student & not a rich German (Italian, American... foreign~) tourist, I would crouch down & agree to their fucking blabbing of the wire just appearing there in the glass by itself. >_< Argghh.
Btw, when the slutty waitress was giving us a change (it all was for for freaky 235Skk without my drink) she gave us 2Skk from the change in 4 50 haliers (like cents for US$). DAMN RUDE. I've never seen any waiter ever giving a change in haliers! *more steams* We left no tip only those haliers there. WTF.
End of rant.
The point of it?
ONE WOULD THINK THAT SLOVAKIA IS A MODERN COUNTRY WITH NICE PEOPLE WITH MANNERS BUT IT'S STILL FULL OF PRIMITIVE RUDE ARROGANT ASSES.
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My readership has actually DROPPED!!!! *faints from shock that it's even possible*
See here!
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| | Average Per Day | 14 | | |
| | Average Visit Length | 5:11 | | |
| | Last Hour | 0 | | |
| | Today | 15 | | |
| | This Week | 95 | | |
How sad. *sniff* u_u It's only 14 now, before it was 17! Man, I suck but okay, who cares. *fake smirk* Actually I do care but that's in my for-recognition-mumbling vain soul so I'll just pretend that I don't care, the always nasty Mich must be indifferent to the things like "readership". Huahaha. -_~ :P
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I loooove this template, I REALLY do. ^________________^
***
Ray is coming back tommorrow!!! Yay! :D
Mentioning him reminds me of this beautiful NG wallpaper of Sabah, Malaysia I've found. That water seems almost...well...FAKE! O_o It's so wonderfully turquoise, I can't believe *such* a heavenly place is in this world....
Waaaahhh.... *_* ^_^
***
It's fullmoon & I won't be able to sleep so I must go out with Haku now... 11.17pm, I hope no one kills me there. Yeah. In overall this was a shitty day starting with coming late to the school, screwing up the Maths exam, almost (thank God) falling down in the bus & this bitch at the fucked up café. Sleep is what I need, SLEEP & PEACE & PRIVACY.
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: Hm, nothing.
Grrr: Hm, everything.
TMR: Sleep until 12pm at least. Meet up with Pom online.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
So springy
After editing the template for 468864 times & adding all the links in a different HTML style (or whatever it is), here is finally my beloooooooooved beauuuutttiful fresh clean neat feminine springy blog look!!!! ^____^
If you wanna see MORE beautiful templates, go here.
YAY!!! ^_^
Me is happy for a vain blog layout reason. :P ^^
Listening to: One song by Epik High which name I can't remember now. ._.
Yay!: This layout rocks ducks. And LI HONG IS OFF TO CHINA IN 2 DAYS AFTER 5 YEARS!!!! ^___________^ I'm so happy for her! *dances samba*
Grrr: Maths exam tmr. Haiyoh! -_-
TMR:
After editing the template for 468864 times & adding all the links in a different HTML style (or whatever it is), here is finally my beloooooooooved beauuuutttiful fresh clean neat feminine springy blog look!!!! ^____^
If you wanna see MORE beautiful templates, go here.
YAY!!! ^_^
Me is happy for a vain blog layout reason. :P ^^
Listening to: One song by Epik High which name I can't remember now. ._.
Yay!: This layout rocks ducks. And LI HONG IS OFF TO CHINA IN 2 DAYS AFTER 5 YEARS!!!! ^___________^ I'm so happy for her! *dances samba*
Grrr: Maths exam tmr. Haiyoh! -_-
TMR:
- school
- out with Haku
- online cuz of Pom
- meet up with friends - Thai cuisine
OR - wait home until maybe 6pm & go out with Linda in an ah lian way
OR - meet up with Li Hong if she has time
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
The Meme
I've found it at the nice Potatomus Maximus blog & decided to try it too. I hope I could!
I AM: The future Communication Designer! *big grin*
I WANT: To pay back my parents & grandma & uncle for all they've done for me.
I WISH: I wish....I wish...I wish I knew what was before the Big Bang.
I HATE: Fake people.
I MISS: The summer in Malaysia, Singapore & Thailand.
I FEAR: That I don't achieve what I want.
I HEAR: That I'm individualistic & sarcastic. I AGREE.
I WONDER: Why does the heart hurt when we're in emotional pain, even though the centre of emotions is in the brain & not in the heart.
I REGRET: Not going to the Súkromná stredná umelecká škola (Private high school of art) with beautiful design courses...
I AM NOT: The strong emotion-less asshole I may seem to be.
I DANCE: When I feel happy!
I SING: When I'm happy as well!
I CRY: More often than you think.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: As indifferent to you as I look.
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: Photos, paintings, poems, drawings & caresses.
I WRITE: This pointless blog, English essays, poems & idiotic notes in the school!!!!
I CONFUSE: Everyone but especially myself & my boyfriend.
I NEED: To feel free & loved.
I SHOULD: Draw/paint more & chat less.
I START: I'll start my after-maturita-life by treating myself to a nice loooong soothing Thai massage. ^^
I FINISH: Physics, History, Biology & Chemistry this year!
I LOVE: When the sun is shining & all people are happily smiling. ^^
I REMEMBER: The days of my life by writing this blog & my diary.
Listening to: "Paradise" by Eddie. THANKS, JUSTINE!!! ^____^ *huuuge hugs* That boy rules, he's totally different from all the other K-pop stars & his English pronounciation is totally good. And the lyrics of this song...mmmm.... ^__^
I've found it at the nice Potatomus Maximus blog & decided to try it too. I hope I could!
I AM: The future Communication Designer! *big grin*
I WANT: To pay back my parents & grandma & uncle for all they've done for me.
I WISH: I wish....I wish...I wish I knew what was before the Big Bang.
I HATE: Fake people.
I MISS: The summer in Malaysia, Singapore & Thailand.
I FEAR: That I don't achieve what I want.
I HEAR: That I'm individualistic & sarcastic. I AGREE.
I WONDER: Why does the heart hurt when we're in emotional pain, even though the centre of emotions is in the brain & not in the heart.
I REGRET: Not going to the Súkromná stredná umelecká škola (Private high school of art) with beautiful design courses...
I AM NOT: The strong emotion-less asshole I may seem to be.
I DANCE: When I feel happy!
I SING: When I'm happy as well!
I CRY: More often than you think.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: As indifferent to you as I look.
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: Photos, paintings, poems, drawings & caresses.
I WRITE: This pointless blog, English essays, poems & idiotic notes in the school!!!!
I CONFUSE: Everyone but especially myself & my boyfriend.
I NEED: To feel free & loved.
I SHOULD: Draw/paint more & chat less.
I START: I'll start my after-maturita-life by treating myself to a nice loooong soothing Thai massage. ^^
I FINISH: Physics, History, Biology & Chemistry this year!
I LOVE: When the sun is shining & all people are happily smiling. ^^
I REMEMBER: The days of my life by writing this blog & my diary.
Listening to: "Paradise" by Eddie. THANKS, JUSTINE!!! ^____^ *huuuge hugs* That boy rules, he's totally different from all the other K-pop stars & his English pronounciation is totally good. And the lyrics of this song...mmmm.... ^__^
Random Tuesday Quacking
I LOVE this picture.
Isn't it simply beautiful?
The blue blue sky...turquoise line of the pool or whatever...the woman staring up as if deep in thought...gentle rays of sun shining at her curved body...the deep blue, distant sea full of silver sparkling fish & colorful corals...
Whenever I feel like I need to relax, I look at this picture...
I imagine it's myself on the picture......And I feel good. ^_______^
Nice therapy, ain't it? ^_^
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My former Taekwon-Do instructor Roman has replied to my email telling me that our club had been closed & that now he joined another TKD ITF club - Taekwon-Do Klub Bratislava - led by his friend. I was looking at the pictures (click on "galéria") & I saw all the people I knew in the former club.
Oh man, I MISS TKD!!!!!! *sniff*
After the master Pak Chol Min (팤 홀 민, am I right?) left, a new master came, called Yi Yong Sok (이 영 족???? O_o Or "Yong" is 여 only??? I'm practicing my crappy Hangul, sorry~) but I didn't get a chance to see him yet cuz my lovely Chlamydia pneumoniae which I caught somewhere decided to linger in my lungs so I got antibiotics for 1.5 months & couldn't exercise for another 1.5 months which I prolonged until....now. *sigh*
Taekwon-Doooo.....AAAAHHH...... *_*
Anyways.
Today me & Linda went out to the downtown cuz Linda broke up with her bf (or it looked like that) & I decided that I must cheer her up so I bought her a beads necklace & earrings.
I'm such a good friend, I'm sure you all love me. Teeheheee. ^^
His Wavy Hair-ness SMSed me today....nice to hear from him after 45785389 years. :P He's either very lucky or very intelligent cuz he passed all his exams without studying - he couldn't study cuz he was watching some anime instead! *slaps head* Lil' kid!!!! XD
Mentioning His Wavy Hair-ness....
I got to know yet another Thai! :P She's from Chanthaburi (again), 18 yrs old, her name is Thip & she's damn kool. :D We had a lil' spazzy chat yesterday where we were drooling over hot Koreans. Wahahaha. XD If Ray saw that..... #_@ XD
I'm getting to know more & more people from Chanthaburi. :P
It started with Pom 4yrs+ ago & now it's also Pong, Thip & Pui. Well & one dude called Ninews but I don't really know him, he doesn't speak good English (and I speak no Thai), I only met him at some random conversation with Thip & 3 her friends. And yes, it was all in Thai & I understood NOTHING. :P
I think it's gonna be a lot of fun when I go there on Xmas. ^__^ I CAN'T WAIT!!!! :D ^___^
On Friday I finally am gonna have that Maths exam. EWWW. I'll die but okay - nothing is eternal, I must die one day too. =_=
Hmm well, now I should go for a walk with Haku - and then I'll relax.... I'll go read LOTR III in English or watch Winter Sonata & drool happily. :P ^^
Listening to: "Percalayah" by Siti Nurhaliza
Yay!: I made Linda happier, I'm happy toooooo~~~~ ^___^
Grrr: Man, I want just catch a lil glimpse of S. Somehow I can't,that's very stupid. Ray, if you're reading this, no need for jealousy, I'm no longer crazy in love with him but I just wanna see him! Oh, and I got 2/5 from Literature test. =_= Cialat.
DON'T FORGET: Be online on Friday when His Wavy Hair-ness promised to be online as well.
I LOVE this picture.Isn't it simply beautiful?
The blue blue sky...turquoise line of the pool or whatever...the woman staring up as if deep in thought...gentle rays of sun shining at her curved body...the deep blue, distant sea full of silver sparkling fish & colorful corals...
Whenever I feel like I need to relax, I look at this picture...
I imagine it's myself on the picture......And I feel good. ^_______^
Nice therapy, ain't it? ^_^
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My former Taekwon-Do instructor Roman has replied to my email telling me that our club had been closed & that now he joined another TKD ITF club - Taekwon-Do Klub Bratislava - led by his friend. I was looking at the pictures (click on "galéria") & I saw all the people I knew in the former club.
Oh man, I MISS TKD!!!!!! *sniff*
After the master Pak Chol Min (팤 홀 민, am I right?) left, a new master came, called Yi Yong Sok (이 영 족???? O_o Or "Yong" is 여 only??? I'm practicing my crappy Hangul, sorry~) but I didn't get a chance to see him yet cuz my lovely Chlamydia pneumoniae which I caught somewhere decided to linger in my lungs so I got antibiotics for 1.5 months & couldn't exercise for another 1.5 months which I prolonged until....now. *sigh*
Taekwon-Doooo.....AAAAHHH...... *_*
Anyways.
Today me & Linda went out to the downtown cuz Linda broke up with her bf (or it looked like that) & I decided that I must cheer her up so I bought her a beads necklace & earrings.
I'm such a good friend, I'm sure you all love me. Teeheheee. ^^
His Wavy Hair-ness SMSed me today....nice to hear from him after 45785389 years. :P He's either very lucky or very intelligent cuz he passed all his exams without studying - he couldn't study cuz he was watching some anime instead! *slaps head* Lil' kid!!!! XD
Mentioning His Wavy Hair-ness....
I got to know yet another Thai! :P She's from Chanthaburi (again), 18 yrs old, her name is Thip & she's damn kool. :D We had a lil' spazzy chat yesterday where we were drooling over hot Koreans. Wahahaha. XD If Ray saw that..... #_@ XD
I'm getting to know more & more people from Chanthaburi. :P
It started with Pom 4yrs+ ago & now it's also Pong, Thip & Pui. Well & one dude called Ninews but I don't really know him, he doesn't speak good English (and I speak no Thai), I only met him at some random conversation with Thip & 3 her friends. And yes, it was all in Thai & I understood NOTHING. :P
I think it's gonna be a lot of fun when I go there on Xmas. ^__^ I CAN'T WAIT!!!! :D ^___^
On Friday I finally am gonna have that Maths exam. EWWW. I'll die but okay - nothing is eternal, I must die one day too. =_=
Hmm well, now I should go for a walk with Haku - and then I'll relax.... I'll go read LOTR III in English or watch Winter Sonata & drool happily. :P ^^
Listening to: "Percalayah" by Siti Nurhaliza
Yay!: I made Linda happier, I'm happy toooooo~~~~ ^___^
Grrr: Man, I want just catch a lil glimpse of S. Somehow I can't,that's very stupid. Ray, if you're reading this, no need for jealousy, I'm no longer crazy in love with him but I just wanna see him! Oh, and I got 2/5 from Literature test. =_= Cialat.
DON'T FORGET: Be online on Friday when His Wavy Hair-ness promised to be online as well.
Monday, May 08, 2006
Logarithms Are Lethal
I've just returned from Piestany where my parents went to relax & I went to suffer. HAIYOOOH. I sense a severe discalculia here cuz really... I am so damn stupid... until now I don't understand it. It must be discalculia. *sigh* -_- Other people geddit, I don't. :P
LOGARITHMS ARE MY OFFICIAL ENEMY. >_<
After maturita I'll BURN all my notebooks! Wahoooo! ^_____^ I'll burn 'em all & then happily go waste 2000Skk on a 90min long traditional Thai massage at the Sabai centre at Laurinska street.
Aaaahhh, beautiful. ^^
Ray is at some heavenly beautiful Malaysian islands with family - darn, I envy him!!!! *_* ^^ I also wanna.... *sniff*
I also envy Chen (that guy from Bkk), his girlfriend from India came today to Thailand & doesn't plan to return back. No more long-d rship for him! Happy Chen. Got SANUK! ^^
Jong Moon oppa e-mailed me today! :D
YAY!!! ^^ He said he hopes to marry this year but I can't imagine married Jong Moon...hahaa..he's already 32 years old but anyways... Oh well, I wish I could attend his wedding in case he marries BUT I can't do so, unless money will start growing on trees or fall from the sky or something.
I know that this entry is VERY random, I apologize.
I miss S!!!!! I seriously miss him!!!! WTF!!!! How can I miss a creature which is completely *ahem* & thinks about me that I'm a complete *ahem* as well?! I seriously am abnormal. >_> Thank Almighty Duck that my crush on him is not returning cuz that'd be a complete disaster. *slaps head*
I'm going to have a MEAT-LESS WEEK.
No more meat, not even a 6 micrograms, it makes me sick. @_#
Eh, I should stop blabbing here, it has no head no tail & go watch Episode 12 of Winter Sonata. I miss drooling over BYJ! *Okay, I have his pics in my cellphone but, still~ ^^*
OH, BTW!!!!!! O_O
My English essay has gotten into the whole-Slovakia-round!!!! *gasp* O_O I'd never expect SUCH a thing to happen - esp cuz after choosing my topic I was staring at the blank paper for long 5 mins not knowing at all what to write. Hehehe! :P
Listening to: "Perhaps Love" by HowL
Yay!: I'm happy that oppa emailed me. ^^
Grrr: Got a test from LOGARITHMS tmr. Die die!!!! @_#
RANDOM WISHLIST:
I've just returned from Piestany where my parents went to relax & I went to suffer. HAIYOOOH. I sense a severe discalculia here cuz really... I am so damn stupid... until now I don't understand it. It must be discalculia. *sigh* -_- Other people geddit, I don't. :P
LOGARITHMS ARE MY OFFICIAL ENEMY. >_<
After maturita I'll BURN all my notebooks! Wahoooo! ^_____^ I'll burn 'em all & then happily go waste 2000Skk on a 90min long traditional Thai massage at the Sabai centre at Laurinska street.
Aaaahhh, beautiful. ^^
Ray is at some heavenly beautiful Malaysian islands with family - darn, I envy him!!!! *_* ^^ I also wanna.... *sniff*
I also envy Chen (that guy from Bkk), his girlfriend from India came today to Thailand & doesn't plan to return back. No more long-d rship for him! Happy Chen. Got SANUK! ^^
Jong Moon oppa e-mailed me today! :D
YAY!!! ^^ He said he hopes to marry this year but I can't imagine married Jong Moon...hahaa..he's already 32 years old but anyways... Oh well, I wish I could attend his wedding in case he marries BUT I can't do so, unless money will start growing on trees or fall from the sky or something.
I know that this entry is VERY random, I apologize.
I miss S!!!!! I seriously miss him!!!! WTF!!!! How can I miss a creature which is completely *ahem* & thinks about me that I'm a complete *ahem* as well?! I seriously am abnormal. >_> Thank Almighty Duck that my crush on him is not returning cuz that'd be a complete disaster. *slaps head*
I'm going to have a MEAT-LESS WEEK.
No more meat, not even a 6 micrograms, it makes me sick. @_#
Eh, I should stop blabbing here, it has no head no tail & go watch Episode 12 of Winter Sonata. I miss drooling over BYJ! *Okay, I have his pics in my cellphone but, still~ ^^*
OH, BTW!!!!!! O_O
My English essay has gotten into the whole-Slovakia-round!!!! *gasp* O_O I'd never expect SUCH a thing to happen - esp cuz after choosing my topic I was staring at the blank paper for long 5 mins not knowing at all what to write. Hehehe! :P
Listening to: "Perhaps Love" by HowL
Yay!: I'm happy that oppa emailed me. ^^
Grrr: Got a test from LOGARITHMS tmr. Die die!!!! @_#
RANDOM WISHLIST:
- miso shiru
- steamed baby kailaan/pak choi & jasmine rice
- kimchi
- wheat grass drink
- all above served by (topless ?) Choi Dong Wook or Bae Yong Joon or both - and they'll both bring me a bouquet of English tea roses
- all above done on the patio of my future bungalow with mahogany floor & elegant white kitchen with orchids which is located on a Thai seashore with swaying emerald green palm trees
Saturday, May 06, 2006
The SMS
I've just SMSed my half-brother Tomas whom I've seen once in my whole life. O_O
Hi Tomas, I know it's kinda late & I'm annoying but....it's really stupid to have a brother & not to know him. :-I I'd like to see you someday so I can at least know how you look, I don't remember it anymore. :S If you don't want it, it's okay. Good night! :)
A bimbo SMS, I admit... In Slovak it looked a bit less bimbo-ish but still enough for him to delete it. -_-
I wonder whether Tomas still uses that number... I wonder if he gets my SMS... I wonder if he replies... I wonder what he replies... Will he want to meet up with me? O_o
We've been SMSing to each other before for some time but then we stopped.. *sigh* All I know about him is that he's maybe 24~27 years old (I don't know exactly), graduated from business, worked for SITA, plays futsal and..hmm...that's all.
It's sad to have a half-bro & not know him at all. We've talked on the phone for few times and he seemed like quite a nice guy... I wonder how he is in real life, in person.
Haiyoooh.
I'm scared of the reply - if I get any...his cellphone number might be different now, I really dunno.
Tomas, will you reply to me? Do you still remember me? Cuz I do... I haven't forgotten you but you looked reluctant to meet me before & I wouldn't dare to force you. Why can't I know you, why my father never let me know you? Fucker, ain't he?
I wish I knew you. Having an older half-bro must be great!
WILL HE REPLY?!
Fuck, fuck, I hope he hadn't changed his number. x_x
Listening to: "Coward" by BUZZ.
Yay!: I've been stalking S's dad & I got to know many things about him. Wahaha.
Grrr: WILL TOMAS REPLY?!?! I'm scared. @_@
I've just SMSed my half-brother Tomas whom I've seen once in my whole life. O_O
Hi Tomas, I know it's kinda late & I'm annoying but....it's really stupid to have a brother & not to know him. :-I I'd like to see you someday so I can at least know how you look, I don't remember it anymore. :S If you don't want it, it's okay. Good night! :)
A bimbo SMS, I admit... In Slovak it looked a bit less bimbo-ish but still enough for him to delete it. -_-
I wonder whether Tomas still uses that number... I wonder if he gets my SMS... I wonder if he replies... I wonder what he replies... Will he want to meet up with me? O_o
We've been SMSing to each other before for some time but then we stopped.. *sigh* All I know about him is that he's maybe 24~27 years old (I don't know exactly), graduated from business, worked for SITA, plays futsal and..hmm...that's all.
It's sad to have a half-bro & not know him at all. We've talked on the phone for few times and he seemed like quite a nice guy... I wonder how he is in real life, in person.
Haiyoooh.
I'm scared of the reply - if I get any...his cellphone number might be different now, I really dunno.
Tomas, will you reply to me? Do you still remember me? Cuz I do... I haven't forgotten you but you looked reluctant to meet me before & I wouldn't dare to force you. Why can't I know you, why my father never let me know you? Fucker, ain't he?
I wish I knew you. Having an older half-bro must be great!
WILL HE REPLY?!
Fuck, fuck, I hope he hadn't changed his number. x_x
Listening to: "Coward" by BUZZ.
Yay!: I've been stalking S's dad & I got to know many things about him. Wahaha.
Grrr: WILL TOMAS REPLY?!?! I'm scared. @_@
Post Of A Hopeless BYJ Addict
Very annoying & stupid post, I recommend you to ignore it.
Episode 9th rewatched...MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....
Yu-Jin decided to break up with Sang-Hyuk who, in my opinion, is one clingy obsessive disrespectful immature asshole & went to the handsome wonderful great lovely (...) Lee Min-Hyung.
Of course Sang-Hyuk is being even a worse clingy asshole & he can't accept that he just isn't the one. Haiyoooh. =_=
If I had to choose between immature clingy assholes & Lee Min-Hyung, I'd run to Min-Hyung in a speed of light!!!! Wahahaha! *_*
Am I on a crossroad like Yu-Jin?
SADLY, I can't choose between Sang-Hyuk & Min-Hyung but.....my situation isn't too different.
Him or.....nobody?
Sigh sigh.
If BYJ came to me now, I wouldn't think anymore. *angelic smile* Someone call him for me please..
Tmr I'm off to Piestany and I'll be thinking deeply. At least I'll see whether I have a brain or no cuz thinking without brain is impossible. :P
I LOVE LEE MIN-HYUNG aka KANG JOON-SANG aka BAE YONG-JOON.
Listening to: "내사람" (Partner For Life") by SG WANNA BE
Yay!: Drooling isn't restricted! ^_^ AAH, BYJ!
Grrr: Why am I so fucking indecisive?
Edit at 9.28pm:
I've just remembered that me & UE have decided that I should write an AT LEAST shounen ai (or maybe yaoi?) fic about S & BYJ. WAHAHHAHAH!!!!! XD
The rough plot will be that S & BYJ fall in love & S gets pregnant but then they find out that they're brothers & S will go get the interruption.
I plan to write it in Slovak but IN CASE you're as mad as you'd like to read it, tell me - I'll just switch to English. ^^
Listening to: "Happiness" by Gavy N.J.
Very annoying & stupid post, I recommend you to ignore it.
Episode 9th rewatched...MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....
Yu-Jin decided to break up with Sang-Hyuk who, in my opinion, is one clingy obsessive disrespectful immature asshole & went to the handsome wonderful great lovely (...) Lee Min-Hyung.
Of course Sang-Hyuk is being even a worse clingy asshole & he can't accept that he just isn't the one. Haiyoooh. =_=
If I had to choose between immature clingy assholes & Lee Min-Hyung, I'd run to Min-Hyung in a speed of light!!!! Wahahaha! *_*
Am I on a crossroad like Yu-Jin?
SADLY, I can't choose between Sang-Hyuk & Min-Hyung but.....my situation isn't too different.
Him or.....nobody?
Sigh sigh.
If BYJ came to me now, I wouldn't think anymore. *angelic smile* Someone call him for me please..
Tmr I'm off to Piestany and I'll be thinking deeply. At least I'll see whether I have a brain or no cuz thinking without brain is impossible. :P
I LOVE LEE MIN-HYUNG aka KANG JOON-SANG aka BAE YONG-JOON.
Listening to: "내사람" (Partner For Life") by SG WANNA BE
Yay!: Drooling isn't restricted! ^_^ AAH, BYJ!
Grrr: Why am I so fucking indecisive?
Edit at 9.28pm:
I've just remembered that me & UE have decided that I should write an AT LEAST shounen ai (or maybe yaoi?) fic about S & BYJ. WAHAHHAHAH!!!!! XD
The rough plot will be that S & BYJ fall in love & S gets pregnant but then they find out that they're brothers & S will go get the interruption.
I plan to write it in Slovak but IN CASE you're as mad as you'd like to read it, tell me - I'll just switch to English. ^^
Listening to: "Happiness" by Gavy N.J.
Friday, May 05, 2006
Boycott Chicken
I really love sweet & sour chicken (and any chicken actually)....except for today & the next century. Duh. I dunno why, but today I went to Bamboo Garden with K & UE, ordered sweet & sour chicken & felt awful by eating it. It actually smelled awfully to me. Like a corpse - and no one can deny that it is a corpse. BON APPETIT.
Oh my.
I dream about miso shiru!!!!! *greedy sniff*
And then.................pak choi & rice...mmmmm.....kimchi.......and after that.....some sushi.....aaaaahhhh... *___*
BEAUTIFUL. DELICIOUS. LIGHT. HEALTHY. NUTRITIOUS. SOOTHING. VEGETARIAN. Except for the sushi.
I can't stand all the meat anymore, it makes me sick. =_=
I wanted to cook my mangold leaves according to that yummy way but I can't cuz we don't have the oyster sauce - my mother threw it away few weeks ago. Sniff sniff. If I knew that I can buy it in the grocery store nearby, I'd go tmr....my craving for it is unbearable! :P
Hubooby's bday gift for me has arrived today. ^^ I got a wonderful bright blue comfy cotton t-shirt by Hang Ten, super kool pink pen in a shape of hand with middle finger raised *very useful in school!* & Hell-No Kitty lil' wallet & hairclips. Wahahaha!!!! Saya CINTA these gifts!!!!! XD They're so kool, wahaha!!!!
TERIMA POOPSIH HUBOOBY FOR 'EM!!!! I LOVE THEM AAALLLL!!! ^____^
Why are we the way we are? Why can't you accept & respect me for who I am? People don't change, you know. If you don't love *this* me....then you don't love me at all. Our relationship is enough difficult as it is with its 10 000km between us. Do we want to screw it up even more? You know what I want from you & I know what you want from me...however, knowing the certain thing & behaving according to it are two completely different things.
You're losing trust in me & that's kinda disappointing. My lovely Pom? Interesting. Tell me if you see another Pom that the one who's my good friend.
I know, this is yet another personal thing I'm posting up here. I'll tell you why am I doing it - I'm too proud to email this to you & putting it on my blog is the other way out; you maybe read it & maybe not. *sigh*
What has to happen, will.
Bae Yong Joon's smile is from HEAVEN, I swear it is!!!!!! *sigh* ^_______^ Oh, I think I wanna marry him. WAHAHA, okay! I'm kidding!!!! *it would be nice though*
Okay, I admit he looks retarded here but I still love him. Wahahaha. :P
Only why, oh why he looks so much like S....that's not healthy. <_< *frowns*
Fine, duckies. I'm off to re-watch Winter Sonata's Episode 9. Jung Yu-Jin & Lee Min-Hyung hugged in Ep. 8. Why can't we hug?! Like me & BYJ???? *sniff* WTF!!!!
OK, OK, kidding. Hahaha. I'm *a bit* retarded. XD
Listening to: "My Memory" by Ryu. I'm feeling very sentimental today....mmmm.....hehehe! ^^;;;;
Yay!: It's FRIDAY. ^_______^
Grrr: Us. ._. I dunno what to do anymore!!!
TASKS: REPLY TO ALL THE EMAILS TOMMORROW FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!! Go buy the oyster sauce. Erase from your mind that BYJ looks like S - it's traumatizing!!!! Hihihi. LEARN SOME KOREAN. How can I live without knowing it?! Me, a quarter Korean? Not healthy. -_-
I really love sweet & sour chicken (and any chicken actually)....except for today & the next century. Duh. I dunno why, but today I went to Bamboo Garden with K & UE, ordered sweet & sour chicken & felt awful by eating it. It actually smelled awfully to me. Like a corpse - and no one can deny that it is a corpse. BON APPETIT.
Oh my.
I dream about miso shiru!!!!! *greedy sniff*
And then.................pak choi & rice...mmmmm.....kimchi.......and after that.....some sushi.....aaaaahhhh... *___*
BEAUTIFUL. DELICIOUS. LIGHT. HEALTHY. NUTRITIOUS. SOOTHING. VEGETARIAN. Except for the sushi.
I can't stand all the meat anymore, it makes me sick. =_=
I wanted to cook my mangold leaves according to that yummy way but I can't cuz we don't have the oyster sauce - my mother threw it away few weeks ago. Sniff sniff. If I knew that I can buy it in the grocery store nearby, I'd go tmr....my craving for it is unbearable! :P
***
Hubooby's bday gift for me has arrived today. ^^ I got a wonderful bright blue comfy cotton t-shirt by Hang Ten, super kool pink pen in a shape of hand with middle finger raised *very useful in school!* & Hell-No Kitty lil' wallet & hairclips. Wahahaha!!!! Saya CINTA these gifts!!!!! XD They're so kool, wahaha!!!!
TERIMA POOPSIH HUBOOBY FOR 'EM!!!! I LOVE THEM AAALLLL!!! ^____^
***
Why are we the way we are? Why can't you accept & respect me for who I am? People don't change, you know. If you don't love *this* me....then you don't love me at all. Our relationship is enough difficult as it is with its 10 000km between us. Do we want to screw it up even more? You know what I want from you & I know what you want from me...however, knowing the certain thing & behaving according to it are two completely different things.
You're losing trust in me & that's kinda disappointing. My lovely Pom? Interesting. Tell me if you see another Pom that the one who's my good friend.
I know, this is yet another personal thing I'm posting up here. I'll tell you why am I doing it - I'm too proud to email this to you & putting it on my blog is the other way out; you maybe read it & maybe not. *sigh*
What has to happen, will.
***
Bae Yong Joon's smile is from HEAVEN, I swear it is!!!!!! *sigh* ^_______^ Oh, I think I wanna marry him. WAHAHA, okay! I'm kidding!!!! *it would be nice though*
Okay, I admit he looks retarded here but I still love him. Wahahaha. :POnly why, oh why he looks so much like S....that's not healthy. <_< *frowns*
Fine, duckies. I'm off to re-watch Winter Sonata's Episode 9. Jung Yu-Jin & Lee Min-Hyung hugged in Ep. 8. Why can't we hug?! Like me & BYJ???? *sniff* WTF!!!!
OK, OK, kidding. Hahaha. I'm *a bit* retarded. XD
Listening to: "My Memory" by Ryu. I'm feeling very sentimental today....mmmm.....hehehe! ^^;;;;
Yay!: It's FRIDAY. ^_______^
Grrr: Us. ._. I dunno what to do anymore!!!
TASKS: REPLY TO ALL THE EMAILS TOMMORROW FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!! Go buy the oyster sauce. Erase from your mind that BYJ looks like S - it's traumatizing!!!! Hihihi. LEARN SOME KOREAN. How can I live without knowing it?! Me, a quarter Korean? Not healthy. -_-
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Being An Artist In Slovakia
I've just watched the Seoul Collection S/S 2006 at Arirang by Byun G. ? (if I'm right) & it was interesting. The models were ugly (esp one European girl, she looked simply awful with nose like a crooked potatoe) but the designs were really pretty.
I can't imagine STV airing something like this. All they can do is air "Slovakia Seeks The Superstar" and "Post For You" and stupid programmes for stupid ppl....at STV1 at least, which is a rather commercial part of STV.
Aigooo. Life in Slovakia sucks if you graduate from something artistic. My art prof's son Ivan is just getting his Master's degree from Sculpture & Restoration at VSVU (Vysoka skola vytvarnych umeni - University of Fine arts) but I can't imagine his career too well. By making sculptures he can't earn for a decent living & even though by renovating he could be well-off soon cuz many things in this country needs to be restored, the investors usually don't have the $$$ for hiring a restorator and all...
No way out.
Poor Ivan.
Especially fashion designers have it tough here. 5 million inhabitants, most of them are conservative villagers and even the state's TV isn't able to air the fashion show like Arirang does. There are few well-known fashion designers here but really just few.
Lea Fekete & Fero Miklosko are the most famous ones here I guess...
Still, it must be a great feeling to watch your own fashion show. Wah! *_* I'm proud even when I create a good make-up to someone, choose clothes well for someone or dye one's hair well..hah...I guess I'd fly to the starry sky from all the proud feelings. Hehe.
This is a very silly entry, full of blabbing.
And SHIT, I'VE JUST REMEMBERED THAT TOMMORROW I HAVE A MATHS EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*faints from horror* @_# H
ow could have I forgotten, even today I was replying to Pom's email telling him about it, aaahhh!!!!! >___< *dies*
Analytical geometry my ass..................... =_=
Btw ...
Haiyah. =_=
I wanted to watch some more Winter Sonata but it seems like I can't. MATHS EXAM. Wtf. I prefer drooling over Bae Yong Joon......................even though he looks almost like S (well, S isn't that handsome). Wahahaha. I'm abnormal, I know. :P
Btw duckies, I really really apologize for not replying to all your SMSes, I don't want my father to kill me, my bills use to be terrible (2000Skk++) & I really don't wanna risk death. *sigh*
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: I've sent out the letter to Ray today, ate yummy stuff at Govinda, finished my oil on canvas, swooned over BYJ (very healthy!), bought Indian sweets to my art prof & K & bought very idiotic yellow-white socks with bunnies. Wahahaha. XD
Grrr: 0th class tmr with English test, MATHS EXAM. Fuck fuck fuck.
DON'T FORGET: REPLY TO ALL THOSE EMAILS FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >___< Pick up hubooby's bday gift. Pick up contact lenses if you can. Wait for grandma to arrive. WRAP UP THE BDAY GIFT FOR IVOR.
I'm going to marry Kang Joon-Sang, whether you like it or no. *happy sigh*
Wahahhahahah, I'm really retarded. XD
I've just watched the Seoul Collection S/S 2006 at Arirang by Byun G. ? (if I'm right) & it was interesting. The models were ugly (esp one European girl, she looked simply awful with nose like a crooked potatoe) but the designs were really pretty.
I can't imagine STV airing something like this. All they can do is air "Slovakia Seeks The Superstar" and "Post For You" and stupid programmes for stupid ppl....at STV1 at least, which is a rather commercial part of STV.
Aigooo. Life in Slovakia sucks if you graduate from something artistic. My art prof's son Ivan is just getting his Master's degree from Sculpture & Restoration at VSVU (Vysoka skola vytvarnych umeni - University of Fine arts) but I can't imagine his career too well. By making sculptures he can't earn for a decent living & even though by renovating he could be well-off soon cuz many things in this country needs to be restored, the investors usually don't have the $$$ for hiring a restorator and all...
No way out.
Poor Ivan.
Especially fashion designers have it tough here. 5 million inhabitants, most of them are conservative villagers and even the state's TV isn't able to air the fashion show like Arirang does. There are few well-known fashion designers here but really just few.
Lea Fekete & Fero Miklosko are the most famous ones here I guess...
Still, it must be a great feeling to watch your own fashion show. Wah! *_* I'm proud even when I create a good make-up to someone, choose clothes well for someone or dye one's hair well..hah...I guess I'd fly to the starry sky from all the proud feelings. Hehe.
This is a very silly entry, full of blabbing.
And SHIT, I'VE JUST REMEMBERED THAT TOMMORROW I HAVE A MATHS EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*faints from horror* @_# H
ow could have I forgotten, even today I was replying to Pom's email telling him about it, aaahhh!!!!! >___< *dies*
Analytical geometry my ass..................... =_=
Btw ...
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SASEONG SEB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
^___________^
Wish you all the best, man.
Be happy, safe, kool, funny & great as always.
*huuuuge huuGGssss*
TAEKWON!!!!
*bows*
^_____^
^___________^
Wish you all the best, man.
Be happy, safe, kool, funny & great as always.
*huuuuge huuGGssss*
TAEKWON!!!!
*bows*
^_____^
Haiyah. =_=
I wanted to watch some more Winter Sonata but it seems like I can't. MATHS EXAM. Wtf. I prefer drooling over Bae Yong Joon......................even though he looks almost like S (well, S isn't that handsome). Wahahaha. I'm abnormal, I know. :P
Btw duckies, I really really apologize for not replying to all your SMSes, I don't want my father to kill me, my bills use to be terrible (2000Skk++) & I really don't wanna risk death. *sigh*
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: I've sent out the letter to Ray today, ate yummy stuff at Govinda, finished my oil on canvas, swooned over BYJ (very healthy!), bought Indian sweets to my art prof & K & bought very idiotic yellow-white socks with bunnies. Wahahaha. XD
Grrr: 0th class tmr with English test, MATHS EXAM. Fuck fuck fuck.
DON'T FORGET: REPLY TO ALL THOSE EMAILS FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >___< Pick up hubooby's bday gift. Pick up contact lenses if you can. Wait for grandma to arrive. WRAP UP THE BDAY GIFT FOR IVOR.
I'm going to marry Kang Joon-Sang, whether you like it or no. *happy sigh*
Wahahhahahah, I'm really retarded. XD
Ugh, S & BYJ
BYJ rulez. RULEZZZ. But he's so damn alike to S, it's scaring me to death cuz now when I'm rewatching Winter Sonata (yes! I'm pathetic!) it's just.......so ridiculous!!!! *giggle*
I can't help to always imagine S as Kang Joon-Sang/Mr. Lee and that's spoiling all the beauty of BYJ. Oh my. Wahahaha!
It seems like I have some S-syndrome. =_= My endless crush for S faded many yrs ago & just when I thought I should laugh by heart at that all my liking of S which was really totally pointless & amusing, I watch Winter Sonata and the big cheeks of S haunt me everywhere. *slaps head*
SCARY. VERY, VERY SCARY.
I'm going to create a stupid meme right now. *cough* Nothing better to do, oh yes, I suck duck! Btw, it doesn't matter how are the things listed.
4 things you'd like to do right now:
1. Be able to hug Kang Joon-Sang tightly (sorry, Ray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
2. Miraculously make my skin smooth & beautiful & completely flawless AND tmr get my eyes operated with laser. 7 dioptries is no fucking fun. >_< *sigh*
3. Sleep on a bed with creamy white satine sheets in a luxurious hotel somewhere in Thailand (rather irrelevant, I know..but *yawn*, I'm tired!)
4. Receive a beautiful bouquet of fresh flowers from my true love, whoever it is~ *sappy sigh*
3 goals:
1. Get an uni degree from Communication Design (Bc. at least!), get recognized for my creativity and talent and of course either work in some outstanding ad agency or establish my own. Mwaha. I'm ambitious, yes, yes....
2. Meet aaaalllll my internet friends. ^__^
3. Be independant. Study at Cenfad (owh, financed by parents..), drive my own lil' car (in case the KL's public transport is really as sucky as I've heard), live in my own apartment and know, that whatever wrong I do, it's my own mistake. Ugh, so much individualism surely isn't healthy. @_@
5 creatures I'd like to be, if I weren't myself:
1. Jung Yu-Jin. I also want Kang Joon-Sang to be my fate!
2. Gandalf! :D I wanna know how is it to fight with Balrog of Moria...ooohh....
3. Ginny Weasley, I'd have a Harry Potter boyfriend! Yay!
4. Haku. His life is so damn trouble-less, I REALLY envy him. *sniff*
5. Drawn kawaii manga animal but not Pom. XD If I were just drawn, I would have no worries at all. Bliss!
3 things I yearn for:
1. Graduate from my school
2. SLEEP
3. Breakfast to bed tmr at maybe 12pm cuz that's only the time when I bother to wake up
AAAAAAAAAHHHHH YYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, I'm sorry, I must go RIGHT NOW or I'll end up sleeping on the table with PC.
YAWN.
I'm so darn tired, I went for 0th class cuz I thought I'm going to write a Maths test & the prof didn't even came. Bitch. -_-
GOOD NIGHT.
Don't dare to annoy me with calls/SMSes/letters/owls/feathers/packages/gifts....NOTHING. Until noon please. Then I'll gladly receive a bouquet of pink-golden English tea roses, especially if your name is either Bae Yong Joon or Choi Dong Wook or Ray. *sweet smile* ^^
Off me go to ZzzzZzzzzz.
BYJ rulez. RULEZZZ. But he's so damn alike to S, it's scaring me to death cuz now when I'm rewatching Winter Sonata (yes! I'm pathetic!) it's just.......so ridiculous!!!! *giggle*
I can't help to always imagine S as Kang Joon-Sang/Mr. Lee and that's spoiling all the beauty of BYJ. Oh my. Wahahaha!
It seems like I have some S-syndrome. =_= My endless crush for S faded many yrs ago & just when I thought I should laugh by heart at that all my liking of S which was really totally pointless & amusing, I watch Winter Sonata and the big cheeks of S haunt me everywhere. *slaps head*
SCARY. VERY, VERY SCARY.
I'm going to create a stupid meme right now. *cough* Nothing better to do, oh yes, I suck duck! Btw, it doesn't matter how are the things listed.
4 things you'd like to do right now:
1. Be able to hug Kang Joon-Sang tightly (sorry, Ray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
2. Miraculously make my skin smooth & beautiful & completely flawless AND tmr get my eyes operated with laser. 7 dioptries is no fucking fun. >_< *sigh*
3. Sleep on a bed with creamy white satine sheets in a luxurious hotel somewhere in Thailand (rather irrelevant, I know..but *yawn*, I'm tired!)
4. Receive a beautiful bouquet of fresh flowers from my true love, whoever it is~ *sappy sigh*
3 goals:
1. Get an uni degree from Communication Design (Bc. at least!), get recognized for my creativity and talent and of course either work in some outstanding ad agency or establish my own. Mwaha. I'm ambitious, yes, yes....
2. Meet aaaalllll my internet friends. ^__^
3. Be independant. Study at Cenfad (owh, financed by parents..), drive my own lil' car (in case the KL's public transport is really as sucky as I've heard), live in my own apartment and know, that whatever wrong I do, it's my own mistake. Ugh, so much individualism surely isn't healthy. @_@
5 creatures I'd like to be, if I weren't myself:
1. Jung Yu-Jin. I also want Kang Joon-Sang to be my fate!
2. Gandalf! :D I wanna know how is it to fight with Balrog of Moria...ooohh....
3. Ginny Weasley, I'd have a Harry Potter boyfriend! Yay!
4. Haku. His life is so damn trouble-less, I REALLY envy him. *sniff*
5. Drawn kawaii manga animal but not Pom. XD If I were just drawn, I would have no worries at all. Bliss!
3 things I yearn for:
1. Graduate from my school
2. SLEEP
3. Breakfast to bed tmr at maybe 12pm cuz that's only the time when I bother to wake up
AAAAAAAAAHHHHH YYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, I'm sorry, I must go RIGHT NOW or I'll end up sleeping on the table with PC.
YAWN.
I'm so darn tired, I went for 0th class cuz I thought I'm going to write a Maths test & the prof didn't even came. Bitch. -_-
GOOD NIGHT.
Don't dare to annoy me with calls/SMSes/letters/owls/feathers/packages/gifts....NOTHING. Until noon please. Then I'll gladly receive a bouquet of pink-golden English tea roses, especially if your name is either Bae Yong Joon or Choi Dong Wook or Ray. *sweet smile* ^^
Off me go to ZzzzZzzzzz.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
My house
I've seen the link at ducky sis' blog, so TERIMA POOPSIH!!!! ^___^
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. (Me? *gasp* Weird!) You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. (*nods to all*) You are very tidy person. (WAHAHAHA!!!! Totally! XD) There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. (I hate commanding & controlling!!! I agree with the rest though.)
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself. (Very true!)
WOW!!!!
It's VERY accurate actually! O_O *gasp*
Interesting, isn't it? ^^
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: Tmr I'm gonna pick up the gift from hubooby & tmr we also have NO CLASSES.
Grrrr: That fucking Maths test WASN'T today & I woke up at 6am for shitty nothing. >_< Arrrgghhh.
CURRENTLY FEELING: Very very very very bored & rather tired. The only cure is Winter Sonata, really. Hehe.
I've seen the link at ducky sis' blog, so TERIMA POOPSIH!!!! ^___^
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. (Me? *gasp* Weird!) You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. (*nods to all*) You are very tidy person. (WAHAHAHA!!!! Totally! XD) There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. (I hate commanding & controlling!!! I agree with the rest though.)
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself. (Very true!)
WOW!!!!
It's VERY accurate actually! O_O *gasp*
Interesting, isn't it? ^^
Listening to: nothing
Yay!: Tmr I'm gonna pick up the gift from hubooby & tmr we also have NO CLASSES.
Grrrr: That fucking Maths test WASN'T today & I woke up at 6am for shitty nothing. >_< Arrrgghhh.
CURRENTLY FEELING: Very very very very bored & rather tired. The only cure is Winter Sonata, really. Hehe.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Random Quack No. 7824751, 2185175, 1875
So today was a VERY useless day. *yawn*
After a sleepless night I went to school on 8am but I was in front of it before 7.30am. There I got to know that I'm supposed to be in front of cinema Hviezda (Star) at freaking 9am so I behaved sensibly (finally) and went for a nice cuppa of black Assam tea at Coffee & Co. ^^
There I was sitting...sipping my tea...reading LOTR II....sipping...watching people rushing to work...examining women's heels & clothes and noticing happily that Bratislava is finally becoming a multi-cultural city with the increasing number of Afro-Americans & Asians. Very nice. Me likes. ^^ It makes me feel like in EUROPE, not in a lil' post-communist country in the ass of the world. Mwaha. ^^
We (the school) went on a STUPID movie by Jan Svankmajer called "Alice". Oh. Never again. =_= I don't like Svankmajer, he's so.....disgusting!!!!! *ewww* Awful, disgusting movie. *bleh*
Aiyooh, anyways..... TOMMORROW I have a freaking MATHS TEST so I think I'll die (and study). @_@ Shit shit shit shit. Before the actual studying I MUST re-watch Episode 2 from Winter Sonata cuz looking at BYJ makes me feel good. Wahahaha. XD
Me is abnormal, that's a sure thing! :P ^^;;;;;
Listening to: "2 Become 1" by Spice Girls. Ha! Don't laugh!!!!! GIIIRRRLLLL POWEEERRR!!! :D
Yay!: Tmr will be 42 schooldays left until the beautiful summer holidays.
Grrr: MATHS! *drops dead* At 0th class!!!!! @_#
RANDOM WISHLIST:
So today was a VERY useless day. *yawn*
After a sleepless night I went to school on 8am but I was in front of it before 7.30am. There I got to know that I'm supposed to be in front of cinema Hviezda (Star) at freaking 9am so I behaved sensibly (finally) and went for a nice cuppa of black Assam tea at Coffee & Co. ^^
There I was sitting...sipping my tea...reading LOTR II....sipping...watching people rushing to work...examining women's heels & clothes and noticing happily that Bratislava is finally becoming a multi-cultural city with the increasing number of Afro-Americans & Asians. Very nice. Me likes. ^^ It makes me feel like in EUROPE, not in a lil' post-communist country in the ass of the world. Mwaha. ^^
We (the school) went on a STUPID movie by Jan Svankmajer called "Alice". Oh. Never again. =_= I don't like Svankmajer, he's so.....disgusting!!!!! *ewww* Awful, disgusting movie. *bleh*
Aiyooh, anyways..... TOMMORROW I have a freaking MATHS TEST so I think I'll die (and study). @_@ Shit shit shit shit. Before the actual studying I MUST re-watch Episode 2 from Winter Sonata cuz looking at BYJ makes me feel good. Wahahaha. XD
Me is abnormal, that's a sure thing! :P ^^;;;;;
Listening to: "2 Become 1" by Spice Girls. Ha! Don't laugh!!!!! GIIIRRRLLLL POWEEERRR!!! :D
Yay!: Tmr will be 42 schooldays left until the beautiful summer holidays.
Grrr: MATHS! *drops dead* At 0th class!!!!! @_#
RANDOM WISHLIST:
- "Stairway To Heaven" or anything similarly sentimental, romantic & beautiful.
- Pic of S
- Like 6000Skk for my expenses. I'm fuckin broke! Aaaaahhhh!!!! I'm really like Pom, always broke!!!! We two must be siblings!!! *slaps head*
- A dress for summer.
- Go to Koh Samet with Mr. Anupong. WTF, I wanna go too, he has asked me whether I wanna join him for like 5 times already - he likes to torture me! *sssssnnnnniiiiiffff* And Ray is going to some islands too!!! Aaaaahhh!!!!! DIE DIE!!!! WTF AM I STILL DOING HERE IN SLOVAKIAAAAA???????
Monday, May 01, 2006
Curly-Haired Confessions
Hullo, my lads. *waves from Bratislava*
Today I'm full of memories so I shall tell you a story about myself & a guy on whom I had an endless crush for at least 4 freaking years of my life.
CURLY-HAIRED?
Don't think of Mr. Anupong. No, no, he is (was) WAVY-HAIRED but not CURLY-HAIRED! Curly-haired confessions are about someone else!
But before I start...I'll tell you a dream I had and you won't understand it at first and only after you read my story, you'll know how ridiculous & funny it is.
The dream went like this:
It was a warm June afternoon and I was sitting in my usual trolleybus No. 203 & going home. I was deep in thought of something - actually I was thinking of the ol' good days of me meeting S in 203 - and I was wishing he could appear there once again.
As if the Almighty Duck heard my wish, suddenly S appeared in front of me, but I somehow overlooked that it's him & thought it's my half-brother Tomas. I had his *ahem* in front of me clothed in his usual black jeans & he was also wearing that ridiculous khaki green t-shirt as always.
He asked me something (I forgot what already) & I replied something like "Hiii Tomas! *Blahblahblah* No, or yes? No?" (makes a total sense XD) and patted his ribs. *cough so silly* Only then I looked up & saw S standing in front me with a soft smile on his lips. I was in a rather big shock & in my mind appeared: "WTF!!! Darn, he's so handsome!!!! Even more than before! *gasp* Those wise dark eyes with black eyelashes hidden behind the cute glasses! Aah! That smooth olive skin & those lips and nose! That smile! O_O *_* But that hair..ugh ahahahaha!"
I was looking up at him wondering what is this all about. The bus stop where he gets off was drawing nearer & before he had to get off he looked straight into my eyes in a rather flirty manner, smiled broadly & finally left the trolleybus.
I was blushing from head to toes & in my mind appeared another big words: "OHHHH, what if he LIKES you?! What if?!?! Oooohhh, can't he ASK YOU OUT?!?!"
My way home in 203 went on and then I woke up.
Hihihihihiiiiiiii~~~~ *laughs stupidly at the mere thought of S asking her out*
*ahem*
So.
S.
I'll NOT call him here even by his nickname we gave him cuz in case he has nothing to do & googles it (he knows about the nick) and FINDS THIS BLOG, then HALLELUJAH TO ME!!!!!!!!! *drops dead*
I've had enough emmbarrasing situations with him already. #_@'''''
Let's just say that his nickname is derived from the word "sacharide" in Slovak. *ahem*. Chemical nicks & names ruleeee, right Justine? :P ^_~
Let me now come to the story itself.... *memories oh memories*
I was a little girl maybe 11 years old & with my friend K with decided to go to Mc Donald's in the downtown before heading to the art course.
I wanted to buy a menu & stood in the row with kinda little people in it. Then.... *dramatical pause* I looked to my right.
And WAH!!!! O_O
In the right row there stood a boy, 15 yrs old (maybe), who seemed like the most handsome creature in this big universe I've EVER, EVER seen.
My heart started to pound crazily and I was staring at him non-stop, hypnotized by his looks.
The boy had a smooth olive complexion, round glasses with thin frames, a pair of hazel eyes behind it, thick dark curly hair, funny round cheeks, pretty lips and a nice tall toned body with broad shoulders & very pretty hands.
(Btw, this pic is made by me & it's a VERY WELL DONE almost-caricature of S! Wahahaha! He looked almost like this. A bit less weird but still 90% like this pic. XD Face almost like here & better body. I wonder what I saw at him for all those 4 years. Haha. *slaps head*)
"OHHH!!!!", I squealed silently, mesmerized, "HE'S SO HANDSOME!!! *___*"
That was the day when I incurably fell in love.
I was hoping to see HIM someday again....and to my amazement, I met him the next day in my school!!!! O_O You can imagine how freakishly happy I was. :P
Whenever I saw him I was all getting hot & trying to look at him without him knowing and noticing my loving stares...we know it, right? Gila. :P
One fine day me & all my classmates were walking to our class No. 212 from the PE gyms and of course I was thinking about S.
Then I saw him standing ALONE by the school buffet & could do nothing better than shout loudly around the whole entrance hall:
"OH! It's him! That one by the buffet! That one whom I loooooove so much!!!!!!! *______*"
@_@
That was the Embarrassment No. 1. One of my biggest...hahhahah.... Imagine that.... Only he himself by the school buffet standing peacefully - and OMG! suddenly some little mad kid starts to shout something about loving him! *drops dead*
Poor little S. XD Poor me as well - he has noticed that it was ME shouting that! *dies*
Few months passed and my love was him was still burning. I went to school even when I was feeling ill just cuz I didn't want to miss the mere chance of seeing him. Such a motivation. XD
It was interesting how my crush for S behaved. :D
The 1st year I saw him I was MADLY in love with him.
The next year I thought that's he looks funny, he's stupid & cocky but I always paid attention to him anyways. By "paying attention" I mean noticing him whenever he moved.
The 3rd year I had a crush on him again. XD
By that time, of course, he has grown up into an even taller, weirder looking creature but what I liked at him - nose & eyes - was even better.
The 4th year I again thought that he's stupid, cocky & funny looking and because he was graduating from my school I was constantly telling my friends that "school without S is no fun!"
I've emmbarrassed myself in front of him for 468889643 times but I particularly remember the time when I lost a bet & I had to - hold your feathers - pinch his butt.
YEAH!!!!!
You hear it right! *dies laughing* PINCH HIS BUTT!!!! XD Poor little me & poor little S.
*mwaha*
He was standing by the buffet with his best friend whom we called "Sour Cabbage" (don't ask but it was my idea! XD).
I came to him & told him: "Eh...hi. Are you tolerant, have a good sense of humor & are you polite? Cuz I've lost a bet & I have to pinch your butt!!!!!"
UGH.
Sour Cabbage started to laugh his head off & S looked at me as if I was retarded (I was!) and said: "Ahem, I think you should leave it like that."
How polite & sweet, right? Wahaha! S is a well-mannered boy, he wouldn't kick my ass. XD
(It was my friend D who pinched his butt few months later & S thought it was me - I was laughing uncontrollably on the bench - but then he saw D with her hand still waving around his butt & said in a resigned voice: "Ehm, well, I think I'm leaving already~")
OH MY. *laughs uncontrollably at the memories*
I sometimes wonder HOW would it be if I actually gained the courage to ask S out. Wahaha. I guess that if we've started to date, we'd be THE WEIRDEST, MOST RIDICULOUS COUPLE ever!!! XD
Unlike Justine who at least knows G, I've never known S in person. Haiyooooh! I was always too shy to talk to him & all.....but once I've made up my mind and decided to ask him out after my classes. I've never done that though for the same thing - I was too shy!!!!
I know his full name, I know that his father is an architect (wow, impressive), I even know his brother (!) & I know where probably he lives. I don't know him though. I even don't have a darn pic of him!!!! Wahaha.
Who knows what madness besets my friend K but she's trying to persuade me that me & S are meant to be together.
@_@ *slaps head & laughs* UGHHHHHHH! She's really mad!!!! XD I told her that if we're meant to be together, we'll meet in Thailand on Xmas. Mwahaha. XD
I've just remember another thing...... *ehehe*
I went to the school buffet (yes, again! :P) to buy some drink & there I saw HIM. I remember that I was clothed all in white - white capri pants & white sleeveless top with a very nice sparkling pattern in front - cuz I wanted to look neat & clean (cuz of S of course). Bwaha! I did my best to come as close as possible to S and when he dropped some coins accidentally I came even nearer so my skinny shaved legs could "accidentally" brush against his body.
Ahahaha!!!!! XD
In case you're now imagining how he looked up lovingly & smiled at me you're WRONG.
In fact he picked up the coins & muttered angrily: "Hey people, do you really have to jam everywhere?!?"
And then his friend told him: "Heey [first name], come on!"
This was the time when I've got to know his first name as well. It's utterly boring & typically Slovak....even though he doesn't look Slovak at all.
In fact, he looks like Bae Yong Joon in the last episode of Winter Sonata!!!!!! *gasp* (there BYJ looked VERY weird)
See this pic????
Well, S has lips like that, glasses almost like that (if he hadn't changed them), cheeks like that & even nose like that!!!!!!
His eyes are different & his hair is different too. I can't decide whether having a different hair is worse or better though.....hahaha....cuz both BYJ (in the last episode) & Sachi have damn funny & terrible hair. XD
I'm SURE that S isn't a Korean though....I would've noticed that in the very 1st second of seeing him in Mc Donald's. :P
Bwaha.
Well my kids, the messy story of Sachi & me is drawing to its end.
Until this day I remember that boy for one simple reason - he's UNFORGETTABLE!!!! XD
Me, K, & UE regard him as our MUSE. Bwahaha. Poor him!!!! If he knew!!!!!! O_O *dies laughing*
The last time I saw him was...well....on the bus stop last year I guess. He looked ridiculous as ever, dressed neatly in his fave khaki green & black, guitar on his shoulder & curly hair flying around his mega-cheeks in a chilly autumn wind.
I looked at him, suppressed my laughter (he as well) & walked towards my father's flat, remembering all the unforgettable experiences concerning him & me. Mwahaha.
This would make a pretty end to the curly-haired confessions, wouldn't it???? ^^
I still wish we would meet one day. Heck, I want a photo of him!!!! Haha!
Listening to: "Cloud Nine" by psy. I LOVE Korean hip hop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay!: I'm going to rewatch Winter Sonata RIGHT NOW. Gila. :P
Grrr: School tmr....
MUST DO: Email to Hanafi, ducky sis, Gou & Mr. Chew. Study Maths!!!
Hullo, my lads. *waves from Bratislava*
Today I'm full of memories so I shall tell you a story about myself & a guy on whom I had an endless crush for at least 4 freaking years of my life.
CURLY-HAIRED?
Don't think of Mr. Anupong. No, no, he is (was) WAVY-HAIRED but not CURLY-HAIRED! Curly-haired confessions are about someone else!
But before I start...I'll tell you a dream I had and you won't understand it at first and only after you read my story, you'll know how ridiculous & funny it is.
The dream went like this:
It was a warm June afternoon and I was sitting in my usual trolleybus No. 203 & going home. I was deep in thought of something - actually I was thinking of the ol' good days of me meeting S in 203 - and I was wishing he could appear there once again.
As if the Almighty Duck heard my wish, suddenly S appeared in front of me, but I somehow overlooked that it's him & thought it's my half-brother Tomas. I had his *ahem* in front of me clothed in his usual black jeans & he was also wearing that ridiculous khaki green t-shirt as always.
He asked me something (I forgot what already) & I replied something like "Hiii Tomas! *Blahblahblah* No, or yes? No?" (makes a total sense XD) and patted his ribs. *cough so silly* Only then I looked up & saw S standing in front me with a soft smile on his lips. I was in a rather big shock & in my mind appeared: "WTF!!! Darn, he's so handsome!!!! Even more than before! *gasp* Those wise dark eyes with black eyelashes hidden behind the cute glasses! Aah! That smooth olive skin & those lips and nose! That smile! O_O *_* But that hair..ugh ahahahaha!"
I was looking up at him wondering what is this all about. The bus stop where he gets off was drawing nearer & before he had to get off he looked straight into my eyes in a rather flirty manner, smiled broadly & finally left the trolleybus.
I was blushing from head to toes & in my mind appeared another big words: "OHHHH, what if he LIKES you?! What if?!?! Oooohhh, can't he ASK YOU OUT?!?!"
My way home in 203 went on and then I woke up.
Hihihihihiiiiiiii~~~~ *laughs stupidly at the mere thought of S asking her out*
*ahem*
So.
S.
I'll NOT call him here even by his nickname we gave him cuz in case he has nothing to do & googles it (he knows about the nick) and FINDS THIS BLOG, then HALLELUJAH TO ME!!!!!!!!! *drops dead*
I've had enough emmbarrasing situations with him already. #_@'''''
Let's just say that his nickname is derived from the word "sacharide" in Slovak. *ahem*. Chemical nicks & names ruleeee, right Justine? :P ^_~
Let me now come to the story itself.... *memories oh memories*
I was a little girl maybe 11 years old & with my friend K with decided to go to Mc Donald's in the downtown before heading to the art course.
I wanted to buy a menu & stood in the row with kinda little people in it. Then.... *dramatical pause* I looked to my right.
And WAH!!!! O_O
In the right row there stood a boy, 15 yrs old (maybe), who seemed like the most handsome creature in this big universe I've EVER, EVER seen.
My heart started to pound crazily and I was staring at him non-stop, hypnotized by his looks.
The boy had a smooth olive complexion, round glasses with thin frames, a pair of hazel eyes behind it, thick dark curly hair, funny round cheeks, pretty lips and a nice tall toned body with broad shoulders & very pretty hands.
(Btw, this pic is made by me & it's a VERY WELL DONE almost-caricature of S! Wahahaha! He looked almost like this. A bit less weird but still 90% like this pic. XD Face almost like here & better body. I wonder what I saw at him for all those 4 years. Haha. *slaps head*)
"OHHH!!!!", I squealed silently, mesmerized, "HE'S SO HANDSOME!!! *___*"
That was the day when I incurably fell in love.
I was hoping to see HIM someday again....and to my amazement, I met him the next day in my school!!!! O_O You can imagine how freakishly happy I was. :P
Whenever I saw him I was all getting hot & trying to look at him without him knowing and noticing my loving stares...we know it, right? Gila. :P
One fine day me & all my classmates were walking to our class No. 212 from the PE gyms and of course I was thinking about S.
Then I saw him standing ALONE by the school buffet & could do nothing better than shout loudly around the whole entrance hall:
"OH! It's him! That one by the buffet! That one whom I loooooove so much!!!!!!! *______*"
@_@
That was the Embarrassment No. 1. One of my biggest...hahhahah.... Imagine that.... Only he himself by the school buffet standing peacefully - and OMG! suddenly some little mad kid starts to shout something about loving him! *drops dead*
Poor little S. XD Poor me as well - he has noticed that it was ME shouting that! *dies*
Few months passed and my love was him was still burning. I went to school even when I was feeling ill just cuz I didn't want to miss the mere chance of seeing him. Such a motivation. XD
It was interesting how my crush for S behaved. :D
The 1st year I saw him I was MADLY in love with him.
The next year I thought that's he looks funny, he's stupid & cocky but I always paid attention to him anyways. By "paying attention" I mean noticing him whenever he moved.
The 3rd year I had a crush on him again. XD
By that time, of course, he has grown up into an even taller, weirder looking creature but what I liked at him - nose & eyes - was even better.
The 4th year I again thought that he's stupid, cocky & funny looking and because he was graduating from my school I was constantly telling my friends that "school without S is no fun!"
I've emmbarrassed myself in front of him for 468889643 times but I particularly remember the time when I lost a bet & I had to - hold your feathers - pinch his butt.
YEAH!!!!!
You hear it right! *dies laughing* PINCH HIS BUTT!!!! XD Poor little me & poor little S.
*mwaha*
He was standing by the buffet with his best friend whom we called "Sour Cabbage" (don't ask but it was my idea! XD).
I came to him & told him: "Eh...hi. Are you tolerant, have a good sense of humor & are you polite? Cuz I've lost a bet & I have to pinch your butt!!!!!"
UGH.
Sour Cabbage started to laugh his head off & S looked at me as if I was retarded (I was!) and said: "Ahem, I think you should leave it like that."
How polite & sweet, right? Wahaha! S is a well-mannered boy, he wouldn't kick my ass. XD
(It was my friend D who pinched his butt few months later & S thought it was me - I was laughing uncontrollably on the bench - but then he saw D with her hand still waving around his butt & said in a resigned voice: "Ehm, well, I think I'm leaving already~")
OH MY. *laughs uncontrollably at the memories*
I sometimes wonder HOW would it be if I actually gained the courage to ask S out. Wahaha. I guess that if we've started to date, we'd be THE WEIRDEST, MOST RIDICULOUS COUPLE ever!!! XD
Unlike Justine who at least knows G, I've never known S in person. Haiyooooh! I was always too shy to talk to him & all.....but once I've made up my mind and decided to ask him out after my classes. I've never done that though for the same thing - I was too shy!!!!
I know his full name, I know that his father is an architect (wow, impressive), I even know his brother (!) & I know where probably he lives. I don't know him though. I even don't have a darn pic of him!!!! Wahaha.
Who knows what madness besets my friend K but she's trying to persuade me that me & S are meant to be together.
@_@ *slaps head & laughs* UGHHHHHHH! She's really mad!!!! XD I told her that if we're meant to be together, we'll meet in Thailand on Xmas. Mwahaha. XD
I've just remember another thing...... *ehehe*
I went to the school buffet (yes, again! :P) to buy some drink & there I saw HIM. I remember that I was clothed all in white - white capri pants & white sleeveless top with a very nice sparkling pattern in front - cuz I wanted to look neat & clean (cuz of S of course). Bwaha! I did my best to come as close as possible to S and when he dropped some coins accidentally I came even nearer so my skinny shaved legs could "accidentally" brush against his body.
Ahahaha!!!!! XD
In case you're now imagining how he looked up lovingly & smiled at me you're WRONG.
In fact he picked up the coins & muttered angrily: "Hey people, do you really have to jam everywhere?!?"
And then his friend told him: "Heey [first name], come on!"
This was the time when I've got to know his first name as well. It's utterly boring & typically Slovak....even though he doesn't look Slovak at all.
In fact, he looks like Bae Yong Joon in the last episode of Winter Sonata!!!!!! *gasp* (there BYJ looked VERY weird)
See this pic????
Well, S has lips like that, glasses almost like that (if he hadn't changed them), cheeks like that & even nose like that!!!!!!
His eyes are different & his hair is different too. I can't decide whether having a different hair is worse or better though.....hahaha....cuz both BYJ (in the last episode) & Sachi have damn funny & terrible hair. XD
I'm SURE that S isn't a Korean though....I would've noticed that in the very 1st second of seeing him in Mc Donald's. :P
Bwaha.
Well my kids, the messy story of Sachi & me is drawing to its end.
Until this day I remember that boy for one simple reason - he's UNFORGETTABLE!!!! XD
Me, K, & UE regard him as our MUSE. Bwahaha. Poor him!!!! If he knew!!!!!! O_O *dies laughing*
The last time I saw him was...well....on the bus stop last year I guess. He looked ridiculous as ever, dressed neatly in his fave khaki green & black, guitar on his shoulder & curly hair flying around his mega-cheeks in a chilly autumn wind.
I looked at him, suppressed my laughter (he as well) & walked towards my father's flat, remembering all the unforgettable experiences concerning him & me. Mwahaha.
This would make a pretty end to the curly-haired confessions, wouldn't it???? ^^
I still wish we would meet one day. Heck, I want a photo of him!!!! Haha!
S LIVES ON FORCURLEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
Listening to: "Cloud Nine" by psy. I LOVE Korean hip hop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay!: I'm going to rewatch Winter Sonata RIGHT NOW. Gila. :P
Grrr: School tmr....
MUST DO: Email to Hanafi, ducky sis, Gou & Mr. Chew. Study Maths!!!
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