SIAL KAU...

...mother, you alcoholic cheebye.

I was right saying that I'd probably need an Mulan therapy. Right after I'm back with Haku, I'm gonna watch it. AARGGGHHH.

Malas to type a lot. My wrist hurts after the 1st ever tennis training.

TODAY'S PROS:

• finished interieur drawing
  
• nice lunch (Liberty Burrito) at the L. A. Restaurant in Polus
• nice time with Kuci
• the Shiseido mascara is good
• Kuci bought a nice bday gift for Mom with my help
• two guys in a sleek black Audi were staring at me apparently mesmerized - I wonder why I didn't smile back! *slaps head*
  Audi = got money = la dolce vita. Rich boyfriend = la dolce vita again! Aigooo. I'm such a materialist. -_-
  
• nice tennis, nice trainer
• my beautiful, pure, snowy white debit card is unblocked!
  

TODAY'S CONS:

• getting caught by the dude who controls the bus tickets. I travelled ONE bus stop from Trnavske myto to Racianske myto (2mins) & I got caught. FUCK!!!!!!!!! 1400Skk is gone!!!!!!!!
• getting home after paying up the fucking 1400Skk and finding my cheebye mother drunk. FUCK. YOU. BITCH. I don't give a flying FUCK about you being my mother, STOP DRINKING YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• getting my period & having cramps right in Polus. Thank god for Panadol Extra, I don't like fainting on public places!
  
• fucking bitch asking me whether I'm PREGNANT when I didn't get my period - which I did get, only she's too drunk to get it. CHEEBYE.
• my wrist hurts!!!!
• feeling very weak because of the period
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• mother
• bitch
• no money for an iPod nano 2GB
• no money for Sony Cybershot DSC-w100/W50/W40 or the lovingly designed Sony T9
• no money for nothing
• I can't reinstall iTunes cuz the fucked up PC has not enough memory on its fucking disc
  

Off I go with Haku. I'm trying to calm myself down with listening to the Ying-Yang instrumental CD for meditating but it's NOT helping.

FUCK EVERYTHING, FUCK ALCOHOL.
Studying in KL is gonna help me a lot... I'll be away from this fucking alcoholic bitch.




Listening to: That Ying-Yang CD
Yay! & Grrr: READ ABOVE.

A Hypothetical Blog Entry From 2026

I've just returned from Le Monde (a restaurant in the very centre of BA) - all of us, our gang, have remembered to meet there after 20 years! Yes, we've decided on this lovely meeting in 2006...
Everyone came.

I was especially curious about Kuci's, Mato's, Dada's and Linda's lifes.
I remember the days, the ICQ chats, the nights when we dreamt about owning a shiny Aston Martin Vantage V8 (Mato), a maisonette in River Park with a mahogany floor and a huge terrace (me), a villa at Florida (Kuci), a yacht in Carribean (Dada) and 200 million Skk (Linda) so you see, I HAD to see whether our dreams have became true or not.

It's great because, even though we haven't accomplished all these things yet, we're all successful and we earn quite a lot so we don't have to think about buying this or that, our kids attend good schools and we can eat out in the downtown whenever we want to. :)))
Some of us live in long-term harmonious relationships, some of us are single and looking.... And I'm a SINGLE MOTHER.

Really!!! Haha! What I've darkly predicted back then when I was 17 has became true. I'm 37 and I'm a SINGLE MOTHER. The man who impregnated me is (thank God) long gone but to be honest, I couldn't care less about that - I've always said that almost all men are assholes. We were happy together, then I got pregnant and that asshole left me. Lovely. Is the history repeating? My father also did that to my mother when she was pregnant with me.

However assholish the father was, my son is LOVELY. He's my little sun! :) He's 8 years old now, his name is Oliver and he's attending the primary school at Koliba, my former one. You see, I could've let him attend the British International school too, but I'm pretty sentimental about my school....I had a great time there when I was in his age. :)
Oliver loves cars, food and - that's great! - he loves to draw as well!!!! I hope that he has inherited my talent so one day he can go study product design or architecture to NYC's Parsons and become the new design/architecture star. Oh, but that's in the far away future.....right now I have to deal with him trying to choose whether he should attend the 8-years long grammar school or the 4-years long one.
I seriously don't know, both has its pros & cons and I want the best for Oli....
Ah, Oli.
You remember how I've always loved guys in polo shirts? :P
Well, Oli wears them almost everyday. My lovely little boy! He's just 8 years old and he already opens the door for the girls in the school..............the perfect darling, isn't he? :)

What about my job?
I LOVE my job.
I LOVE it, it's so creative, demanding, contemporary... I can't imagine a better job for myself, seriously.
You see, I don't want to brag about myself but I'm pretty successful. :)
After getting a communication design degree in NYC (after three years in KL I've transferred to NYC - thanks Mom for all the support!) I've worked for several ad agencies and graphic studios and then I've decided to establish my own ad agency which has became one of the most prestigious in Slovakia. Right now we're trying to get to the Austrian market as well, wish us luck..
There's a lot of work now, and I, as the CEO has to manage it all, represent the agency and be responsible for the ongoing profit..... I'm pretty exhausted, I have to admit.
In the presence we're working on a corporate identity for one artsy bookstore and I've never came across such a difficult task! They want to make an impression of a creative, deep, inspirating bookstore for both the professional and amateur artists and they want us to accentuate the artsy air flowing in the minimalistic interieur of the bookstore.
Oh gosh. @_@
I wonder what does the corporate identity has to do with an interieur... Well, I've already contacted their interieur designer and we're working on it together.
Poor my friends in Le Monde... I couldn't even talk to them because of all the calls - wah, the clients should learn to stop the calls after 7pm!!!!

Have I forgotten anything?
Oh yes, my living. :)
Me & Oli can't afford the maisonette in River Park yet but we have a nice little villa at Koliba which I bought 7 years ago after living in a newly built apartment house in Karlova Ves. I love new apartments but Karlova Ves was really far away from the downtown and anyways, I love Koliba.
I'm just renovating the villa, I want it to lose its shabby exterieur so the architect recommended me to rebuilt it. After a consultation with him (believe or not, but the architect was S!!!! Still remember him? I've almost died on the spot when he walked to the office, I think it was the biggest shock ever. He looks like an old poodle now, very funny~) I've decided on completely changing the windows and for adding a bit of wood here and there.... I go for a stylish minimalism as you know.
Inside we've changed it a bit too, I wanted to have more air there so we're pulling down two walls. I have a huge kitchen - it's light pink and there's a golden marble on the walls, orchids in the windows and a big palm tree in the corner. Very tropical!
The living room is stylish, spacey and crisp with its turquise walls, puristic white sofa and golden pillows from Thai silk. Nice!!!!
The bathroom is lovely too I think... The walls are from white marble, the clayware is white too and there is a beautiful wooden furniture from Korea which accentuates the bathroom's purity and adds a certain vibrant Asian feeling to it.

I'm pretty proud on whole the interieur, it was all my work, I've consulted with the interieur designer only one room and that was Oli's which is whole in boyish blue & brown tones and there are lots of shelves for all the books, cars and toys..

In the garden I have lots of sakuras and peach trees and it's so beautiful in the spring.... Me & Oli use to sit on the terrace and look at the blossoms falling down to the swimming pool's clear water. ROMANTIC. My garden is the best getaway from all the work.


We - the gang - are planning a relaxing trip to French Polynesia in the winter and I can hardly wait for the time when I dare to switch off my mobile phone and ignore all the emails.
The CEO is away, contact the VP, sorry!!!!
Beautiful.

Oh no, another call. I bet it's about the logo for that pharmaceutical company.

Actually I think I'll have to go.... I've promised a car model to Oliver (he wants that new BMW) and he just can't wait for it so we're off to Avion Shopping Park now. I guess we're gonna have some sushi and I'll have a shot of sake cuz I think I need it. @_@

Dear God, make the weekend come when me & Kuci and our kids will go to High Tatra and hike and play tennis!!!!

Daily Tasks

I know that nobody cares for my daily schedule, but because I'm highly alzheimeric, I have to note down my daily tasks cuz only that way I can remember them.

So today I have to:

• take a shower & wash my (they say very beautiful & silky, hohoooo, I'm Cho Chang) hair
• FINISH THAT INTERIER DRAWING IN MY NOTEBOOK!!!!!! (*Cenfad, Parsons, Cenfad, Parsons*, ooooh my mantra)
  
• eat the yoghurt & drink the Pu Erh tea <---------------------- both drawing & eating can be done on the loggia, as it's sunny & nice outside
• TIDE UP my room & CLEAN UP the floor
• 2pm - finish the walk with Haku
• 3pm - Polus City Center with Kuci
• exchange 20 Euro for Skk
  
• late lunch at Polus, use up the Gastropass tickets!!!!
• change ah lian clothes into sporty clothes & go learn to play TENNIS
• poophaps watch Mulan as a therapy? ^_^

Oh gosh, this is such a looooong & exciting day!!!! ^___^ I think that I'll have problems remembering what to do next, so I'd better print this up. Yeah, I'm THAT alzheimeric. :P

Off I go to take a shower & wash my Cho Chang-ish hair. ^^

I MISS SINGAPOOPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Outside it feels like in the Singapooporean morning and I feel like going for a bubble tea & sushi somewhere but WHOOPS, I can't.............................
Shit, I've been to Spoopore only for 8 days cuz I've decided to waste my time at KL with a guy I thought I'm gonna love forever and yadda yadda which of course wouldn't be truth, only if I were Cinderella or WTP.
Waaahhh.

And when talking about Singapoopore, I'd really like to have the TiT Localbrand t-shirt which is so darn cool!!!! *___* A TAI TAI!!!!! WAHOOOOOO!!!! That's whom I want to become, apart from being a successful graphic designer! :D XD
Maybe the red one would do, red doesn't always fit me cuz I'm just so deadly white, but it's a beautiful color, ain't it? ^.^ Or maybe the white + pink one? But that's too sweet or no.....
M or L.
I think I'll be annoying yet again & ask my sayangku hubooby to buy it for me and send me.


And that reminds me of buying somethong for Munie cuz I owe her a gift "Made in Europe" for the ilegal (ssshhhh) VCD with "April Snow", starring BYJ.


ENOUGH QUACKING.
Time to do my scheduled stuff!!!! ^^




Pointless ending No. 1.: I'm not so sure whether I want the iPod or no. Tell me, DO I EVEN NEED IT?!
Pointless ending No. 2.: It's 17th August. The school-year is drawing near. Please, shoot me someone before I do it myself!!!!!




Listening to: nothing
Yay!: I'm gonna try my new Shiseido mascara today! ^_^ Shiseido rocks ducks!!!! ^__^
Grrr: Laziness is bad. MICHAELA, DRAW/PAINT MORE, YOU CHEEBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Updated Standard

I'm in a weirdly blue mood today. ._. And for the recent two days I feel like really nobody likes me, even though I know, that of course there are duckies who DO like me - and I'm deeply grateful for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!! *huuuge hugggzzzz*

I've tried to lift up my mood today by buying a gilaliciously expoopensive brown Shiseido Advanced Volume Mascara for 840Skk (around 22 Euro) which I think that is going to be PERFECT but my mother almost killed me hearing that price.
Aigoooo.
A girl can waste!!!! ^^;;;; Especially when she's feeling blue!!!
Wasting is not a therapy though....I wanted to watch Mulan as a therapy, but it's already 2.11am and that's quite late, the movie has 88mins and I don't wanna look like a zombie tommorrow.

But that mascara!!!! ^_^
YAY!!!!
Its brush is in a triangular shape and I think that that's gonna be very good for my straight Korean eyelashes. A Japanese brand must be producing good mascaras for Korean eyelashes, no? :P

Enough ah lian quack.


I've updated my STANDARD ON MEN aka WHAT MY BOYFRIEND MUST HAVE. From a standard which guaranteed that I'd found no one I've changed it to somethong less demanding. :P

Now my hypothetical boyfriend must:

• be intelligent
• have a good sense of humour
• smell good
• have a good heart & be loyal
  
• A BONUS: a taste in clothes/food & a liking to the art/music/architecture/design
• SUPER BONUS: ability to cook
  

NOW!!! That's fucking all!!!!!!!!!! Just this!!!!
I AM SO MODEST!!!!!!!!!
I think that there are guys like that. Only I dunno where and which one of them would want me. :P

But actually............... I don't feel like I want a boyfriend. I mean, sometimes I wish I had one, but on the other hand....hm. I don't know. I think that I wouldn't have time for one and also I think that having one would kind of, put me into a cage again & I want a FREEDOM.
Oh yes, and I'm probably frigid, but I dislike kisses.
Like BLEAHH.
Hug me all you want but for God's sake don't want kisses from me. x_x

Am I frigid? O_o -_-



Anyways.................................it's already 2.23am and I think that sleeping wouldn't hurt me at all. I'm tired after everything & I think too much.

And our conversations with UJ have became strangely lifeless. I wonder why is that? O_o I guess that either I am empty in my head or he is or both of us & we aren't able to talk deeper things than "Oh, that Vantage V8 is so lovely!" and "Why don't you buy that Lacoste t-shirt?". =_~
Ah yay. Whatever.


I miss hubooby, Ilkka & Nisah.................I MUST COME ONLINE FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not tmr though, I plan to sleep until noon, then I'll go out with Haku, then I'll go to Polus City Center with Kuci and in the evening, at 8pm I have my 1st ever tennis training. ^___^ I'm looking forward!!!! Maybe I won't like it & in that case I'll try yoga or what. :P



GOOD NIGHT.


And DON'T talk to me about ex-boyfriend nor mention him in front of me. My friends can't seem to understand that I don't like thinking about him or remembering anythong cuz I'm super extra sensitive and even now I'm capable of feeling guilty for sending him to the Hell AND they keep talking about him & asking me about this and that...... I tell ya, MY HEAD IS GOING TO ERUPT SOON. @_#

HE. IS. THE. PAST.
Understand it, please. ._.


Listening to: "Gasolina" by Daddy Yankee. Yeah, REAGGETON ROCKS DUCKS!!!!! XD Mwahahaha!!!!
Yay!: I'm looking forward to sleeping. Sleep = no thinking!
Grrr: Why am I so blue? WTF!

Back in BRAtislava!!! ^___^

I'm glad to be here again, dear duckies.
I'm glad to be able to go eat Sacher Torte at Café Mayer & drink a smooth black tea.
I'm glad to be able to go to Grandes Melones (YEAH, again!!!) and have a delicious non-alco Chill On The Sun cocktail with mango, lime & blahblah.
I'm glad to be back in my room & listen to Mary J. Blige & be logged into ICQ and into MSN (I'm "appear offline", sorry la~).

But anyways, it was also great at Alan's cottage. ^^

The guys were drinking, getting drunk & then throwing up. EEEEWWWWW!!!!!!
Rum, vodka, beer, wine....
PRIMITIVE ASSHOLES. *smirk*
Minus points to all of them, maybe except of Miso who didn't drink that much.

Me & Seki were having a good non-alco time & on our last day there we made a yummylicious salad with tomatoes, cucumbers, olive oil, garlic, thyme, lavender & oregano. VEERY good!!!! ^^

Oh yes, and Miso was cooking. Like really cooking!!!! *faints* O_O Many plus points to this boy, I'm seriously impoopressed. Guys who can cook are SOMETHONG. Wow!!!! :D


After this cottage outing I went to Piešťany and there I drew an interior. It's not finished yet, maybe today I'll be working on it more, but so far it looks pretty good. ^^ I'm not too sure about some angles there but PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT and I believe in myself in this, I think I can make it. ^^

Cenfad & yummy Korean food is calling meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
The sales!!!
The parks!!!
The Korean dramas on TV!!!
The warm weather all year round!!!
The sea.................................................................... *orgasmic sigh*
The cheap electronics!!!

I HAVE NO OTHER WAY OUT IN MY LIFE THAN BEING DARN RICH.

Nothong I want is cheap. O_O Poor my future boyfriend!



This entry is very random. I know. ._.

And I have a thing to ask:

Please, if you're a student of Cenfad, Kuala Lumpur or you've studied there - please, email me at kejscha@yahoo.com or leave a comment here and I'll contact you with BILLIONS of QUESTIONS about it.

Thank you very much.......... ^__^
Time to think about my future. Heh.

...

Artwork, consisting of 1 self-portrait, 1 collage and 2 drawings from observation. Report card of grades from last two years at Secondary School (if available)

Someone please tell me why I'm drawing interiors when they aren't even required at Cenfad. WAHAHAHA!!!! XD Okay, but I think they're required at Parsons NYC & that's where I'll be sending my portfolio too not hoping for too much.

TIME TO START COLLAGES AND DRAWINGS FROM OBSERVATION.

Tommorrow I'll finish my interior and start a collage, I promise so. ^^


And a lil' materialistic ending....

5 things I want and don't dare to ask for them:

• black iPod nano 2GB
• DSC-H2 cam
• Kenzoki body lotion
• a better webcam
• that cute white tennis skirt at Adidas' for over 2000Skk

AIGOOO.
And oppa is sending me Rain's 3rd CD, SG Wannabe's 3rd CD and Stairway To Heaven DVD. ^___^ I LOVE THAT DUDE!!!!!!



Listening to: "Enough Cryin" by MJB
Yay!: I think tmr I'm going to call that tennis dude at Koliba. I have nothong to do anythongways. :)
Grrr: Why can't my father understand that I DO LIKE taking pics & that I DO NEED a good cam?! T__T

Noduckingbody
Wants
To
Go
Out
With
Me
In
This
Mad
Rain
!!!

(Plus An Entry About UJ's & Mine Infinite Madness)


I'm so sedih!!!!! Why you ducks are so bodoh & stay home instead of going out with me & let me try out father's mega big umbrella???!!!! TT_________TT

And I oh so wish to try it out & feel like an English gentleman....errr..woman.
SNIFF!!!!!! U_U



Not even UJ wants to go with me, he says he wants to laze around. T_T I'm heartbroken! *sob*


Speaking of UJ....yesterday we've had an interesthong time! ^__^ Yet another absurd day & I totally loved it, cuz it was so much fun! :D

I went to the downtown at 5pm cuz our usual gang went to our usual cocktail bar, Grandes Melones (sorry la, I wanted to link it, but their website ain't working & last time I tried to find it via Google, it found me LOTSA hardcore porn, but no yummy mojitos! XD) cuz UJ came from his cottage and wanted to celebrate the beauty of civilization.

We had 2 hours time before 7pm when we were supposed to meet up with Miso (who, later decided to go with other ppl) at Grandes.
So what we did?
Me & UJ had a mad idea of going to the castle. So we did. In the rain!!!!!!!!!! XD And me & UJ had no umbrellas. Nice, veeerry nice. XD

After that we went back to the downtown, ate some crap at McDonald's (but yum, FishMac!), met up with other guys from our class, who were going to some ugly beerplace & I scared the hell outta Andrej when I jumped at him from behind. XD



And by the way, here are few pics from our recent CASTLE OUTING in July! ^^

UJ, me & Ali. Notice our funny sillhuettes. UJ is like a skinny T, I'm like....hmmm...fat X? and Ali is like I. :P

UJ & me. Yeah, we're two happy retards & I have a messy hair somemore. :D

The castle & UJ and Ali in front of it. The pic was taken at the terrace of the Slovak parliament. UJ's t-shirt is wet, I think it's cuz I splashed water at him....there's a fountain at the parliament. :P

Me & Ali. I look retarded, I know! XD

The castle & its main gate and Slovak flags.

Am I cantik or what? I like my long brown hair BUTT I want it to grow even more, that'd be really kool!

The castle again & you see, it needs some renovation. But it's pretty, isn't it? There's a musuem inside, lots of antique furniture, a cafeteria with pretty good pancakes and currently a Da Vinci's exhibition.


Hmmmm, where were I? O_o
Oh, yes, by jumping at Andrej and scaring him to death. :P

After we were happy & cocktail-ful (I'm so innovative in English XD) we went to meet up with the other gang who was at Námestie slobody (the Square of Freedom) or "Gottko" what's its nickname, because during the communism here, it was called Gottwald's Square.

The guys were drinking there (except of UJ) ....aaaahhhh anal assholes, minus points la....

Some people left, and then Andrej, Alan, me, UJ, Ivor and Marek went to Obchodná street where - SHIT - listen to what happened to us!!!!

We went to Slovak pub cuz we wanted a stupid, non-alco Kofola & a chocolate bar called Horalka. First the waitress sent us from one part of Slovak pub to another cuz she had to "clean up that place". And after that, we were told that THEY WON'T GIVE US KOFOLA, BECAUSE WE'RE UNDER 18 YRS AND THEY'RE SERVING UNDER-18-YRS-OLD-PPL ONLY UNTIL 7PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE DUCK?!?!

I was speechless. What kind of anal rules are those?! AAARGGGHHH!!!!

Anyways.
After that the time of mine & UJ's madness came.
It was 11pm++ and we've decided to visit Slavín, a war memorial above Bratislava with hundreds of graveyards of the fallen Russian soldiers.
And so we did. XD It was chilly, the cold rain was drizzling, I was just in a short-sleeved t-shirt, my debit card blocked, my cellfone's battery dead & I've missed the last regular trolleybus home, so I had to rely on UJ's bus timetables in his mobile phone and at the night's buses. XD

MAN!!!!
It was so fun!!!! :D
Especially cuz we went there by feet. XD Hahaha!!! And on our way there (where Andrej accompanied us) I had to listen to those two crazy duckies competing that who has a higher rating by me & who has more plus points. XD UJ is winning by now, ehem, sorry A. XD

Bratislava in the night is really beautiful, so we stood at Slavín for few minutes, stared at the lights and then, when we were feeling too cold & too thirsty, went away.
UJ has plus points for being a gentleman yesterday, cuz he checked out the night's buses for me, then walked with me to the bus stop & waited those 10mins there with me despite his thirst! NICE! Yay! :D

I came home at 1am & my parents almost killed me. XD

Tmr I'm off to Alan's cottage somewhere nearby Banská Štiavnica and on Thursday or Friday I'll be taking a train or bus to Piešťany, so YET AGAIN I'll be out of reach, out of ICQ, out of MSN & out of Blogger.



QUACK ON!!!!! ^__^



Listening to: Slovak music TV called Musicbox
Yay!: I had a nice Chinese food today at Bamboo Garden & they gave me a beautiful wooden fan!!! ^__^
Grrr: Where's the summer? T_T It was like 17C today!!!!! TT__TT

I'm happy, happy, happy!!!!

There are two tennis courts at Jeseniova, nearby my former primary school & I got the telephone number and I'm going to learn to play tennis there! ^___^

YAY!!!!

The courts are outdoors only though, but hey, who cares...in the winter I can go play elsewhere. Yeah, and I'm assuming that I'm gonna like tennis. :P


And baibee, please forgive me for not replying to your SMS until now.....I basically don't use my cellphone during the weekends....I put it on silent mode & threw it somewhere and didn't hear your SMS coming. :S
I'll reply tommorrow.

Now off I go to bed....I have to go for a walk with Haku tommorrow's morning & instead of sleeping (it's 1.51am liao) I'm looking at Lacoste's beautiful sneakers for guys. Am I pathetic or what.... XD


Hm, I am pathetic cuz I'd really like to have a Lacoste towel. Like WTF!!!!! Who normal wants to have a Lacoste towel?! *slaps head*
I need a medicine, QUACKLY. -_-


Nights! ^^



Listening to: "My Prayer" by BoA
Yay!: UJ is coming to BA tmr. I'm really curious about his hypothetical 'interest' in me. I'm gonna analyze his behaviour, that's gonna be fun! :D
Grrr: My skin is still awful & so is the weather. >_<>

Rich & Poor

I'm such an intelligent duckie. *sarcastic laughter*

Few days ago I accidentally blocked my brand new, pure white, beautiful Visa Electron debit card by mistaking the last digit in the PIN code for another one.
Fine.
The card is blocked.

Now I have to unblock it....but the problem is, HOW to unblock it? O_o

The dude at TB told me to call Dialog (the 24/7 bank on fone) and tell them some password to my card which is found at the contract.
How beautifully easy..... Sadly, I can't find the contract.

There's another way for unblocking the card, by taking out my GRID card and telling them the password for that.
How beautifully easy..... Sadly, I can't remember the password and I can't find the GRID card.

What to do?!?! *bangs head*

This is the tax I'm paying for my materialism & wasting, I know it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KNN!!!!!! TT____TT


4500Skk at my account.
4500Skk which I can't take out, not even 1Skk, no matter how much I want & need.

Shoot me! @_@



Listening to: "So Sick" by Ne-Yo
Yay!: Grandes Melones tmr! ^_^
Grrr: I WANT MY MONEY.

I Healed...

...from the LAZINESS, IRRESPONSIBILITY & PROCRASTINATION and realized the following, well-known fact:

No drawing = No portfolio ---> No portfolio = No Cenfad ---> No Cenfad = No Communication Design course, no KL, no Korean BBQ at Times Square, no M'sian beaches, no K-dramas ---> No Comm Design Course = No future ---> No future = No Money ---> No Money = *kills herself*

YEAH, I'm a materialist.
You know it, I know it, we know it....and don't hide it, *you* also think that life in poverty sucks ducks, right? HAHA. I knew you do! ;)

Right now I'm drawing this.

AMBER CHIA!!!!
Haha!
Know why?
Cuz it's easy to draw. I kinda have some problems with her pouting lips, but the rest is relatively easy to draw, the shadows are strong and well defined, the background is simple and it's just a good photo for an untalented "artist" like me.

Okay la.
I'd better continue the drawing while I'm thinking of CENFAD & my shiny future.



Listening to: "Caught Up" by Usher
Yay!: I bought A4 papers, A3 papers and 3 graphite pencils.
Grrr: No money for a cam!

Back To My Mother Tongue?

Should I get a new Slovak blog or not? *scratches head*

Well, I'm almost convinced that I should, but the Slovak blogosphere is still in its womb, while the, let's say, Singaporean one is an adolescent liao....EEEHHH....what I'm meaning to say is, that I don't wanna get a new Slovak blog at Blog.sme.sk like everyone, BUT there are not many Slovak blog websites...
On the other hand, having a blog at SME would maybe grant me a nice traffic. And maybe not, as for example currently I'm at Blogger and this blog is hardly read by 10 people/day and before when I was at BlogDrive, I was happy to get 20 readers/day.....YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, RIGHT?!

If I suck, then I suck, that's what I mean. Ehh.

Blog.sme.sk sucks too, you cannot edit the template the way you wanna and I doubt that one can have the TagBoard there or SiteMeter or whatever....

Hmm, hmmm.

I dunno, I really dunno.
I'll think about it somemore, maybe I'd get to some conclusion.

***

I'm going to save up on Sony DSC-T9 for 13 000Skk or on Sony DSC-W40 for 9 490Skk.
So NO MORE USELESS WASTING.
I already miss it. T_T XD




Listening to: nothing
Yay!: Hopefully Pityol will heal my awful skin a bit.
Grrr: I still have to go out with Haku...

Duckrribly Bored

Outside is an awful weather (HEY!!!! It's August now! Not October, geddit?!), no friends online, Kuci away in Senkvice, UE probably reading yaoi fics at home, Ali sleeping, UJ helping out his Dad at their cottage or eating something delicious somewhere and me.....me is listening to Robbie Williams' "Sexed Up", singing aloud those sad, bitter lyrics and applying another layer of nail polish on my fingernails.

This boredom will kill me soon. =_=

*sings aloud*

Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
Oh we're not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

So sedih. ._.
It makes me glad that I'm SINGLE and FREE and INDEPENDANT on any guy.
On the other hand I like UJ's hypothetical interest in me. :P ^^;;;;

Boyfriends.
You guys have no darn idea how you're complicating our lifes!
And some of you are sucking money outta us too...hmmm....what does it remind me of, I wonder?! UGH!
ORANG KEDEKUT! *remembers many things & gets furious*
I don't like gender stereotyping (men earning money, women at home) BUT I do agree with the custom of guys paying dinners and etc., in case they invite the girl of course, or just cuz they love her or at least cuz they're gentlemen.
A rare breed now, I tell ya.
But our guys from the class are all opening doors for us or letting us go in front of them in the school's cafeteria. O_o Applause to them!!!!!! Our guys rock ducks!!!! ^_^


Whohooo, my nails are pretty long now.....finally I'm starting to look like a HUMAN.
We should ignore my face though, my skin is again hideously awful and I can't stand it. Yuck!!!!


Can't UJ come duckline????!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH, I'm gonna die of boredom!!!!!! @____@ *bangs head on the wall and yawns*

Yesterday we kept quacking our materialistic, shallow stuffs and I went out with Haku at 1am. Aiyooooh. Pretty late, ain't it? :P

Thanks to UJ I have discovered my father's genes in myself. That means that I'm into pretty electronic gadgets, pretty cars, money-wasting and good food.

In the present I kinda wish I had:

• black iPod nano, 2GB
• Sony Cybershot T9 or Sony Cybershot W100
• white LG Chocolate
• onyx black or tungsten silver or slate blue Aston Martin V8 Vantage with a handsome Korean driver (I can't drive yet so I need some handsome compensation for this handicap!)
• sushi
• wheat grass drink OR bubble tea
• Korean BBQ & kimchi OR
  
• salmon steak & potatoes
• CLEAR SKIN
• that black Lacoste top
  

That Aston Martin!!! OMP!!!!
I'm just configurating my own V8. Such a typical girlie I am! :P

Please, someone save me, I'm more similar to UJ than I thought. =_=

Oh, this boredom.
I think I'm finally gonna wear contact lenses, wash my awful face and wash my teeth. *yawns* Please, some entertain me!!!!!!!!! *_*



Listening to: "Fly To The Sky" by FTTS
Yay!: I like my new V8 which I don't have. ^^
Grrr: My skin. OH, MY SKIN. I know I'm shallow, but I'm really devastated by the state of my skin. =_=

K-Pop Quack

I'm just watching the Show Music Tank at Arirang, and seriously, the Korean music ain't very good....especially those dance tracks! @_@
Those dance tracks....that's not music of an artist...that's just some syntenzator's crap with no deeper message to the listeners who, let's be frank, must be under the ganja influence to love dancing to it!!!

Okay, don't kill me....
This all is just MY opinion and ME never liked dance music in the first place, ME is a fan of R&B, hip hop and a bit of poprock.
*That reminds me of downloading the Hoobastank's beautiful ballad "If I Were You" and of Coldplay's "Troubles".*

Btw, have you noticed that the typical K-ballads all have the same sound, the same melody and the same way of singing?
If you listen to, let's say, Buzz, Jo Sung-Mo or even female artists like Si Nae, it's all the same - sounds of piano, violin and the sad sentimental high-pitched voice of the singer.

Not that I don't love it though! ^^;;;;


A bit of thoughts for today... And off I go to civilize myself and take a walk with Haku.. And then I'm off to his vet cuz Haku is going to get vaccinated.


LESSON OF TODAY: Never eat bryndzove halusky as the first meal of a day.

Now I feel awful, fat and bloated. Someone gimme miso shiru and a bubble tea, please!!! @_@



Listening to: So 80s at VH1.
Yay!: I'm gonna check out some dresses today with Kuci, Seki and Bea.
Grrr: No. More. Bryndzove. Halusky!!!

Shoes Shopooping

Just between you & me, the usage of the word "POOP" or "POO" is rather primitive, ain't it? -_- Eh, but today.....today that "poo" is impooportant there.

And CHECK OUT the EDITED TRAVAIL ET COUCHER SUMMARY!

I bought those white heels sandals by Esprit. LOVELY ONES I tell ya!!!! Even my father & Miso (my friend) were impressed and said that they're pretty and those are men! O_o

Here they are:
Well...you see, they're pure, minimalist and beautiful - just the way I love it. I was feeling so cantik walking in them around the downtown.....until the moment of us coming to one square where I elegantly stepped into a DOG'S POO.

*dies laughing*

Like YEAH!!!! XD
And then I was sniffing around & saying aloud to my friends: "Hey! I smell shit here! Don't you smell it too?"

I'm really bodoh AND it's getting even worse. SAVE ME someone! @_@


I also bought those H.I.S. sneakers & I totally love them cuz they look sporty, yet not stupid, they're actually kinda classy. White, with green, blue and beige-yellowish stripes on the sides.

MMmmmmmMMMM....

I LOVE SHOPPING!!!! *_*
Oh yes, but who doesn't... ^^

***

I actually don't mind UJ (maybe?) liking me. I've came to an agreement with myself & I, that in case there'll be no one suitable for me, I'll go for him, cuz he has maybe 60%~70% of what I want in a man.
He can't cook though and that's a big minus! MUAHAHA!!!! *waves hand in a flegmatic gesture and goes away yawning*

OK la, let's see what I'll be saying when he returns!!!! That's gonna be FUN! :P

***

I don't give a flying duck about S.
I guess it's gonna change once I see him again, so I'd better focus on NOT seeing him..... I'm tired of my life revolving around him. =_= It's very exhausting, you know? I want myself to feel FREE!

Seeing S is bad.
Seeing S is bad.
Seeing S is bad.
Thou shalt not see him!!!!

***

I'm darn tired!!!! I'd better go sleep now cuz it's VERY late (1.45am) and I feel like a dried mango liao. *yawns*
GOOD NIGHT, duckies.



Listening to: "Confessions" by Usher
Yay!: Grandes Melones Vodka & Melon bar RULEZZZ!!!
Grrr: Why is my skin awful again? T_T

Happy Birthday!!!!

Call me stupid, but it's HARRY POTTER's birthday today, so we should celebrate it wildly!!!
Heheee!

WAAHH.
Harry Potter.

*shining eyes*

I LOVE HIM ETERNALLY! *__*
Be safe, happy and magical as always, sayangku! ^^


Listening to: "You Don't Know Me" by Buzz
Yay!: I'm off to buy those sneakers & heels today! YEAH!!!
Grrr: The weather sucks. T_T This is AUGUST, not NOVEMBER!!!!! Aaarrgghhh!

Travail Et Coucher Summary

I think I owe you some description of the camp in France, don't I? Ehm, not that anyone reads this blog, but still!

So.
The workcamp lasted 14 days (July 17 ~ July 29) and it was all held in a sleepy French village called Châtel sur Moselle in Lorraine.
In the village we had one pharmacy, one boulangerie/patisserie, one all-in-one store (you could buy even various types of tombstones!!), one grocery store, one church, one cementery, one night bar, one pizza emporter which was actually a whorehouse (at least I think it was - it was always closed and there were dark purple curtains), one school, one river Moselle (great for swimming!!), one culture house and.....err...and our castle.

We were supposed to work 6 hours per day according to the original plan. 4 hours before noon (8am ~ 12pm) and 2 hours in the afternoon (3pm ~ 5pm).

OOOHHH, how beautiful would it be, if we really worked for only these 6 hours!!!!!

We had this ugly, sweaty, stinky, authoritative French animateur Olivier there and he apparently happened to mistake our workcamp with volunteers for a workcamp with prisoners.

There were days when we worked for 7~8 hours AND then we were preparing a theatre for the visitors.
There were days when we had 25 minutes of free time in total.
There were days when we had dinner postponed from 8pm to 8.30pm.....and anyways, normally dinner used to be served at 7pm - until Olivier came and changed it. BURN IN HELL, YOU SWEATY ASSHOLE!!!!! *kicks his balls angrily*

Then there was Tomas, another animateur, a Slovak guy from Bratislava.
He looked like a frog with big eyes far from each other (but he had really nice eyelashes!), little nose and a wide smile across the whole face. Not a bad dude, BUT he used to annoy the hel outta me with his incredible theory that me & Miso can't live without each other....aiyoooh....luckily he stopped it then!

I remember a day though, when I was pissed off at him for WHOLE 5 HOURS.

That's probably my piss-o-meter's lifetime record!!! O_O :P 5 hours of being pissed off.....and then the French dudes pissed me off, then Olivier, then everyone....so one day I was pissed off for total 12 hours. Exhausting, I tell ya... :P

The castle is a big complex of kool passages underground, wells, traps, stairs and etc.... It's very nice & big! Oh, and no one ever won it. Impressive, ain't it?

Us volunteers were renovating it bit by bit - some of us were shaping the stones with vees (?) and hammers, the others were discharging the old concrete from between the stones/bricks and some of us were putting a new concrete to the commissures. Or everything. Our group did the last two things.

Now I'm DA QUEEN in putting a new concrete to the commissures!!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!!

Natural talent, that's who I am. XD

In the free time (if there was some, that's it) we used to play games, sleep, laze around or go swimming to Moselle, which was a little river with a strong current and max. 1.5meters depth. LOVELY. ^_^

The food was perfect, maybe except of the breakfast which was monotonous (bagette, butter, jam) and crappy...and there was no time for it.
But those lunches & dinners!!! VEERY NICE!!!

Salad, main course (meat/veggies + side dish), cheese, dessert. EVERYDAY. Whohooo!!!

Btw, I've lost weight (thank God), now I'm just 58kg!!!! ^_____^
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~ *dances samba cheerfully*
58kg!!!!
That's LOVELY!!!
I think it's cuz I was working AND not eating sweets AND not drinking sweet craps like Coke or Kofola and etc.
Good diet. Must go on with it.
Now I can even wear those nice Seed jeans I bought in Thailand (a month ago I wasn't able to button it) and the capri jeans I bought in Nancy's Pimkie is size 38 and it fits me. ^__^

***

EDIT AT 1.14am:
I accidentally pressed "Publish Post" instead of "Save as Draft" so the version you've just read is unfinished. My apoopologies!!! Here I go on with Travail Et Coucher Summary!!!!

***

The people.
Patriotic French with little English knowledge....and one funny, relatively cute French dude named Paul who looked like a crazy painter. Hihi. Not bad, but I wouldn't want him as a boyfriend anyways. I'm darn picky now, only few chosen ones can get to my shortlist. Bwahaha.

Err, I digressed!!!!!

So the French... There was a girl named Cecil and she spoke French, English, Spanish, German (I think) and Czech. OMP!!!! O_O Impressive, ain't it...
Then there was a girl called Melanie with a VERY reeking French accent in English and a beautiful face like Liv Tyler.
Also there was a dude whose name was Alexander and he apparently thought that he's da king. Haiyooh.....few slaps would do him good... -_~

Well, there were lots of French and they were nice people, only if they were better in English..

We had there also two crazy Scottish girls, Sally and Carolyn. Haha! On the last day we (Sally, Carolyn, Ali & me) dressed to bras & our working pants and started to shout: "WE ARE NAKED! NO MORE WORK!!!" Crazy, hahaaa!!!! The guys liked it a lot. Duh. XD Oh, and Sally had an iPod (my eternal love! BLACK iPOD NANO, OOOOHHHH, ORGASMMMM~~~) but to my misery she had no R&B there....apparently it wasn't her fav music as she had for example Prodigy there. Heheh.

There were also 11 Slovaks, including us.
Tomas, the animateur, us five and another Tomas, another Mato and two girls, Andrea and Diana who - to my incredible shock - happened to be S' cousins.
YEAH.
You read it right. S' cousins!!!!
I almost fainted when I heard that....imagine...I travel all the way to France to get to know S' cousins?! XD Hihihihi!!!!
The world is really small........and traces of S are everywhere I move. :P Aiyah.

The milieu.
BEAUTIFUL. ^___^
And those romantic French villages!!! Flowers everywhere, clean streets, colorful wooden window shutters, patisseries on every corner, green trees, clean rivers..... Just wonderful! ^.^

I loved those vineyards in Alsace too. My English is too limited for an enough good description, but just imagine LOTS of vineyards in various directions with a blue bright sky above it and lovely tiny villages here & there.
If that's not gorgeous, then I really dunno what else is! *_* ^^

Our village was set among hills called Les Vosges and with the river Moselle curving its way through 'em. It was beauuutiful...well, you have to see it, to appreciate that beauty. ^^

What else should I describe? O_o

The shops?
Hahaa! VERY nice ones were in Nancy and in Metz!
And Lacoste was almost in every town. :P
We chose a good time for shopping as there were sales everywhere. I bought those Pimkie capri jeans for unbelievable 8 Euros, a wonderful turquise-white ZARA strapless dress for 25 Euro (50% down), a lavender pink-silver scarves looking very unique and a very pretty necklace for madre. And few other stuffs but I'm lazy to name them. :P



WAH. I've run out of ideas of what to tell about...you ask me, okie?

***

I have this certain feeling that UJ (a codename apooparently) is trying to gimme a hint of something. Oh...well, not that I mind...hihi...only if he weren't my CLASSMATE!!!! @_@

If these convos at ICQ aren't hinty (wow, I'm so innovative in English :P) then nothing is:

*C1 yesterday*

*busy chat about who me & him want - think e. g. Aston Martin, villa at Koliba, iPod Nano, BMW 5 and etc....and then:*

Me: "I want a perfect man on at least the same level as me who can cook."
UJ: "So that's me."
Me: "You don't know how to cook!"
UJ: "But I'll..." <---- notice those mysterious three dots in the end

*C2 today*

Me: *describes the bleh-ness of ex to UJ and then says sarcastically* "What a great man he was!"
UJ: *also sarcastically* "The best one indeed!"
Me: "Now I'm looking for men on da level who are intelligent, gentlemen, polite, have a sense of humour, are independant, have a taste and can cook. So *his* true opposite."
UJ: "I'm missing only one thing out of those....I can't cook" <--- notice that there's no smiley, nothing, it seems VERY serious~
Me: "Practice makes perfect!" ^_~


WAH!!!!!
What should I think about that? Hm? Ain't that veeery hinty? O_o
Decode it for me, please....thanks..


Oh, alright duckies.
Tmr I'm going to buy HIS sneakers and white Esprit heels sandals so 3500Skk will be wasted...or rather spent on very important ah lian gear. ^^;;;;

Me better go sleep now....2am...OOPS..
GOOD NIGHT!!! ^___^



Listening to: "You Don't Know My Name" by Alicia Keys
Yay!: I LOVE those sneakers & those heels!
Grrr: Fuck Tatra Banka, today my debit card was totally fucked up and I couldn't pay it!!!! AARRGHH!!!

I AM HOOOOOMEEEEE

FINALLY!!!!!

After travail et coucher (work & sleep) all the time I'm finally HOME and I finally can:

• listen to Mary J. Blige (and all the music in general)
  
• access this blog & read all my friends' blogs
  
• log into ICQ & MSN
• check my e-mails after TWO weeks
  
• pick up my pure white Visa Electron at the post
• CIVILIZE MYSELF, e. g: trim eyebrows, bath, manicure, pedicure, wash hair + apply balsam, apply lotion, sunscreen, shave everywhere (I kinda resemble gorrilla now, I'm reelli sexai!), make-up, wear heels (WHEEEEE~~~), wear normal clothes..
• go eat salmon steak to IKEA
• drink Single Mojito (Virgin) and Chill On The Sun at Grandes Melones
• see Li Hong, Kuci, Kika & everyone
• sleep in my own bed and stare at the anti-fur poster in front of it
• go to Vienna with Mato, Kuci, Ali and all da duckies & waste horrible money on sandals Lacoste & Chanel Chance perfume (YEAH, I'm terrible, I know! But I can't resist those two things!!!! *_*)
• go to Panta Rhei (Kinokuniya-like bookstore) and buy books about design & portraits
• learn to play tennis
• fry pancakes with blueberries
  
• make that Horror Night at our apt or at friends' apts
• see Haku & take care of him!!!!!
  
  

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_________________^
I think I'll go now & CIVILIZE MYSELF.
The gorrilla look is getting on my nerves liao. Travail et coucher. For WHOLE DUCKING TWO WEEKS!!~

Arbeit macht frei, ja?! ._.

OMP.
Huhuhu. It was way too tough for my lazy self. But I've survived & now I love Bratislava with undying passionate love! ^___^ *___*

Bratislava is DA BEST CITY EVER.

Remember that, and come here, okay? ^^


I'll quack more after I civilize myself.... I can't stand myself anymore - I'm REALLY awful and I need a 56hrs long Thai massage after 16hrs in bus. Duh. Off I go and I promise that I'll write more after I feel & look better.

*waves with dirty sticky hand*



Listening to: "So Lady" by Mary J. Blige. YEEEEAAAAAHHHH!!!!! MJB!!!! I missed her so ducking much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay!: I'm home. ^__^
Grrr: My chinchilla died while I wasn't here. T_T AAARRGGGH. Sob sob. u_u

Ohhh....

Nisah's post "Finding Love Eventually" made me weep like a lil' duckling.

Read it.

It's sadly beautiful...and I can't stand it!!!!! *dies* Religion and family...but YES, love doesn't conquer all, unless you're Cinderella or one of these happier ladies.

What about me & love?
From the naive believer in true, endless love and all this yadda yadda I've grown into a rather cynical duck who says that there might be a true love, but it can hardly last forever.

Or maybe just by me it can hardly last forever. -_~ :P I'm very impatient you know, and also I'm easily annoyed by people. I say nothing but I'm annoyed and THEN when I finally say something on this matter, the poor duck usually gets blown off by my impolite words.

And NOW!!!! I can't imagine living with the same person for 40 yrs or so. I think that no love can last for that long. In your 15th year together you're just friends, not lovers. You know him/her from head to toe, there's nothing more to discover and you're living your boring daily routine.

BLEEURGH.

I don't like stereotypes. I love changes!

Now I must seem like that kind of duck who has decided to have a new boyfriend every 3 weeks or so, but no, that's not it. I only can't imagine a really serious commitment. That's normal la, I'm 17 years old, not 45.

So far I've been only in one more or less serious relationship (sometimes I felt like it was too serious - why we talked about weddings & etc.?) and I've learnt many things.


....

Sadly, I'll continue with this after I'm back from France. Sigh. Now I must go.

TAKE CARE, DEAREST DUCKIES!!!!!

Love ya forever! ^^




Listening to: "Beautiful Day" by MJB
Yay!: Mato said he'll get me something in Greece! Yay!
Grrr: Have I packed everythong? O_o

Viva La France!!!!!

Bonjour mon amour Bae Yong Joon (et Ji Jin Hee)!
Voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir? XD
Ralph Lauren, Lacoste, Christian Dior, Luis Vuitton, Yves Saint Laurent, Esteé Lauder, Christian Lacroix, Coco Chanel, Prada, Elizabeth Arden, TV5, Fois Gras, Le Monde, Elle, Vogue, Madamme, Lanvin, Marseilles, Cote D'Azur, Nice, Paris, Versailles, METZ, Provance, L'Occitane, Cannes, Haute Couture, Prét-A-Portér, Gérard Depardieu, Tour De France, Marionnaud Parfumeries, Hermés, Seine, Claude Monet, Jean Paul Gaultier, Valentino, Nice, Cannes....

VIVA LA FRANCE!!!!!
^_____^

Hahaha!!!
I'm off to France tmr!!! ^___^

That means that I'll be TOTALLY without net connection for 2 weeks, or at least I think I'll be....well, in case there's a netcafé in Metz, I'll try to post something here BUT don't expect too much from me. And sadly, there'll be NO PHOTOS.
Mérde!!!! *dies* I want my cam back!!!! T_T
May you die in unbearable pain, you fucking thief!!!!!!!!! AAAARRGGGHHHH!!!!


I'm planning to buy some sandals with not too high (max. 5cm) heels there. Something á la what the Singapooporean Charles & Keith sells and I totally love it.

AAAHHH.
ORGASM.
I'm just looking at their website. *_* My size is 38!!!! DEAR ALMIGHTY DUCK, SEND ME SOME HEELS SANDALS!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!

For example these in white. *drools*



*looks at Ralph Lauren website & dies of love*

I'm speechless. Those clothes (at the Collection line) are heavenly beautiful.

*doesn't dare to look at Tommy Hilfiger website anymore*
*looks at Lacoste instead*

MMmmmmMMM, lovely!!!

I want that body, that skirt, that top, those shoes, that bag and that hat. WAH.

ENOUGH LUSTIN'!!!!!


I think that now I'm going to take a looooong, waaaarm bath with magnesium enhanced salt. Maybe it's gonna do well on my (currently) HORRENDOUSLY DUCKRRIBLE skin.

Oh yes, and after I'm back from France, I'm gonna learn tennis. YAY!!! ^____^

Off I go - adieu for now! ^^



Listening to: "Somebody To Love" by George Michael
Yay: I'm STILL not biting my nails. And I'm downloading two MJB's albums! Yay!
Grrr: My skin is TERRIBLE. And I really have cellulitis on my ass. I CANNOT TAHAN THAT!!!!!!!! *jumps off a cliff*

Sleepy~
*yawns*

I've returned from the downtown at 10.30pm and man, I'm tired. =_= We - e. g. me & my friends - went to see Bandidas (quite good!) and then we went to the historical centre where I drank a strong Darjeeling black tea with sugar but it didn't help me with my sian-ness. #_#

*yawns somemore*

This is what I get for going to bed at 1.30am, falling asleep around 2am and waking up at 7.40am. HAIYOOOOH. @_@


Eh.
Btw, I've found out that no one reads this blog. Hmpf.
Well, whatever.....that just means that the duckylation is more normal than I thought. :P


And irrelevantly....I REALLY love Mary J. Blige!!!! *___*
The more I listen to her latest Breakthrough CD, the more I love it.
And those lyrics...!!!!! *shining eyes*

An excerpt:

Take Me As I Am

She's been down and out
She's been wrote about
She's been talked about, constantly
She's been up and down
She's been pushed around
But they held her down, NYC
She has no regrets
She accepts the past
All these things they
helped make to make she
She's been lost and found
And she's still around
There's a reason for everything

You know I've been holdin on.
Try to make me weak,
But I still stay strong.
Put my life all up in these songs
Jus so you can feel me.


So take me as I am,
or have nothing at all.
Just take me as I am,
or have nothing at all.

Now she's older now
Yes, she's wiser now
Can't disguise her now
She don't need
No one tellin her
What to do and say
No one tellin her
Who to be
She's on solid ground
She's been lost and found
Now, she answers to G-O-D
And she's confident
This is not the end
Ask me how I know
Cause she is me.

You know I've been holdin on.
Try to make me weak,
But I still stay strong.
Put my life all up in these songs
Jus so you can feel me.


Or from the previous albums:

Don't Waste Your Time (an excerpt)

What's the point of love
When you got no trust
What's the point of staying
When you seen enough
What's the point of giving
What he don't deserve

No More Drama (another excerpt)

Uh, it feel so good
When you let go
Avoid these drama in your life
Now you're free from all the pain
Free from all the game
Free from all the stress
So find your happiness
I don't know
Only God knows where the story ends for me
But I know where the story begins
It's up to us to choose
Whether we win or loose


AAAAHHHHH, I love her!!! ^^
I think that when I'll have some relationship problems, I'll look into MJB's lyrics. She knows how to deal with em.



And now cuz I (relatively) love myself too, I'm going to bed. *yawns again* Soon I'm gonna faint from exhaustion.....aiyahh....I'm sleeping until noon tmr no matter what's going on. *grim face*



Listening to: "Take Me As I Am" by MJB
Yay!: I cleant some windows today so there isactually some light in our flat. Heheh.
Grrr: I miss Mato!!! He's at Rhodos now and I totally miss him!!! *SNIFF* T_T

你好李虹！！！ ^___^

YAY!!!!!
Finally I've met up with Li Hong today!!!! ^____^
I'm so happyyyyyyyy~~~~ ^___^
She looks so damn good now, beautiful, pure and sexy - and she's great as always.
Me is a happy happy ducky to have such a friend...yay! *dances salsa* ^.^
She returned from the almighty homeland 中国 and said that everything has changed so much there....everything & everyone.
Well, c'est la vie...nothing stays the same!

I'm VERY thankful to her cuz she brought me one wallet I don't like (My standarts for wallets are now at Armani so it's hard to please me~ Haha!) AND bra straps which I totally love cuz they're beautiful and practical and I can't get them here!!!

The first bra strap pair is 100% practical cuz it's a kind of....almost invisible 1mm wide strap from some flexible material. GREAT THING! ^^ I have tonnes of tank tops and colorful bra straps shining from underneath the tank top look rather vulgar.
HA! Now I'll be neat again, thanks to Li Hong. ^^

The second bra strap pair is simply BEAUTIFUL - it's from little white wannabe pearls and even smaller transparent sparkly beads serpentining between the pearls.

I'm lovin' it!!!!!! ^________________^

You see, I'm living such a great, happy life. ^_^ *smiles like a fool* Each day is unique, beautiful in its own way and great thanks to my friends. BIG HUGS TO YOU ALL!!!!!! ^___^

And have you noticed that my life is great like this since I broke up with ex? AHEM. Yes, that's true, since then I'm actually living a life and enjoying every moment of it.

What might that mean?

1) LDRs are idiotic cuz they make you stuck by the PC like a retard.
2) LDRs are tiring and annoying. And without a future. Those who say that LDRs have future are either too naive or too unexperienced or both.
3) LDR often means no freedom. That also equals to 1) and that equals to 2) as well. Being in a LDR was like being caged - sorry to say that, but it's true.


NO MORE LONG-DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS.
I've learnt my lesson and it was an annoying lesson. Ugh!



Anyways!
Yesterday was yet another great day! ^^

I woke up at 8am and went to one place where I wanted to get the new ID but the cheebye there pissed me off and blah blah - that's not important anyways. After that I went to Tatra Banka to get another debit card and because I have the student's package TatraAcademy TB I can choose between four designs of the debit card - black, army, ethno sunflowers, white.



Guess which one I chose? ^.~

The white one of course. Heheh. ^^ It looks awful on the picture but in reality it's nice. I also saw the black card, Mato has one and that's nice as well.

After that I went to CKM to get my Euro>26 card and then eat to Govinda. Yum, I had a sedap Malaysian kiwwi juice by Jefi! :D

After that I was off to Billa and then home.
Kuci came in like two hours, I prepared breads with cheese, curly lettuce and smoked salmon and then I fried HEAVENLY GOOD pancakes with curd & cane sugar and with blueberries. Droolylicious!!! ^^
Because Mato wanted to come but couldn't, we've decided to bring him two pancakes and that boy almost died of shock seeing us in front of his house with such a gift. Hahah! :D

Oh, and then...then we went to the downtown for a nice mojito virgin and an ice-cream. I had the cookies one and Kuci had the caramel one. ^^

La Dolce Vita, mmmm???? ^_________^


Me is happy, happy, happy.

Today's evening I'm off to the downtown again, with Linda and Kuci and maybe with Ali. YAY!!!

OK la. I think I'm going to prepare myself a mint tea and slap it over poor my itchy swollen eyes. ^^




Listening to: "Father In You" by Mary J. Blige. I LOVE Mary J. Blige. So does Mato....and that remindfs me of asking him to send me her older songs.
Yay!: My life is YAY! ^^
Grrr: I'm sleep-deprived!!! @_@ Tmr I'm sleeping until noon no matter what's going on.

White

These titles are so distracting! Once I call something XYZ, I'm writing about XYZ and I can't concentrate on UHG. ._.

Anyways, today was yet another day of my vida loca. ^^
In the morning we (me, Marek & Mato) woke up on the patio of Ali's cottage in Senec (we've decided to sleep outside as it was a nice weather) and then we hectically packed and left for BA by train.
At that time we had no idea yet that there were some assholes thieves and we just told the rest of the dudes to find our missing things (a cam *sob*, wallet *sob*, iPod speakers *Mato's sob*) and bring 'em to us to BA when they get there later.

Well, then we (Ali, Mato, me) spent 2 hours & 30 minutes at the police station in BA what was stupid, cuz we had to talk to the police in Senec, not in BA.

After that we (me, Mato and then Kuci and Linda) went to IKEA for a delicious dinner and then home........and on my way home I had to pass through a weird shadow of one tree - it had a shape of a big hand, in the shadow there were no signs of leafs...brrrr....it even had five fingers and it was swinging from side to side with the wind...bbbrrrr....creepy!!!! @_@ *shivers*

After that I saw a meter long snake on the road.
Most of the ducks don't like snakes but I do - they're so pretty & elegant! ^^


Btw, I LOVE that red Armani wallet from Wallie!!! ^___^
It's small but very nice, cute and of a perfect quality - and because it's small it makes me clean it and don't flush it with century old papers, expired coupons and etc. ^.^


I'm very random today, I know. :P


And I feel that two things are changing......my color preferences and my feelings, or rather my interest in S.

Before I've liked brown, blue, black and hated violet and disliked white and grey. That's what I remember about the past myself. It must've been some boyish phase here, for I've looked like a crap and I behaved like an asshole. Hahah, okieee laaa, I'm NOT saying that guys are like that, OK!!!!! I'm just saying that me in that boyish phase was like that. :P

Now I love white, green, turquise, violet, dark purple and yes, I still like black although I rarely wear it.
It's amazing with this white - if I had to design my own villa (and I DO want it, hohoooo, I just need $$$$!!!!), 80% of it would be white with vibrant colorful details and a dark mahogany floor. MMMMmmmMMMM aaahhhh! *__*

My dream kitchen..... *starts daydreaming* ^.^
Dark mahogany floor, white minimalistic furniture, white marble on the workdesk (this is an invented word! XD Erm, but I mean by it that area where you chop the meat, slice the cabbage, the place where you put dirty dishes & etc.) and...little colorful white-turquise-golden tiles., maybe 5x5 cm. YAY!!!!!! ^_____^
White orchids or English tea roses on the mahogany desk would do great too. MMMMMMM~~~~ ^___^ And long, organza curtains...white, of course.

I have it all designed in my head, I only need the MONEY!!! Haha! :P


What about S?
NOTHONG.
Really.
I just don't care anymore. Not so much. When I'm at Koliba, I look for his car, but I'm not really disappointed not seeing it; I just tell myself that life is long and I might see him next time.
I don't agonize over him anymore - maybe it's cuz I've understood that I can hardly ever have him, and even if I had him, there's no assurance that it'd be a great relationship.
Nah.
I just don't care.

Soon enough I'll leave for KL's Cenfad (I hope, I wish, I want, aaaahhh~~) and I'm sure that during those 3 yrs I'll forget him......almost completely.
After six years of thinking about him, wondering how he is, drooling over him, daydreaming about him, scribbling into my diary about him.....after all this long time my crush is slowly fading away.

The other thing is, what would I do seeing him face to face.... I'm sure I'd be back in the rollercoaster of agony.

I'm glad that it's slowly ending - I feel this kinda...freedom. ^^
I'm (almost) free from my heart's gilaness! Ain't that just great? ^^

And yes, even if S and me dated, it wouldn't be good. We would break up after few moths, for we're too different; at least when I'm comparing my character and his (assumed from my friends' talking, those who know him).


MMMMMMMMMMM.....I'm free. ^^
And I don't want a boyfriend. Not yet. There's nobody suitable anyways...and I like this freedom. ^_^




Uh...1am liao, I'd better go. Tmr I have to wake up at 6.30am cuz I'm off to that place where you get the new ID. Haiyoooh. I'm sian.... *yawns* x_x



Listening to: "Seduction" by Usher
Yay!: Oppa told me that he'll buy me Korean CDs!!! I LOOOVE HIMMM!!!!!~~~~
Grrr: I'm so tired. =_=

$%$#%^&^^%$ #$^%^ &*(^# ^( )&@#!^~~~!!!!!

It's not lost.


It's fucking STOLEN.

DIE IN HELL YOU ASSLICKING FUCKERS FULL OF DAMNED SMELLY VOMIT WITH SHITTY MAGGOTS.
FUCK YOU, YOU DICKHEADED CUNTS!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!

Frustrated Materialistic Lady Blogging

I'm back.
Tanned, sleep-deprived, bitten by millions of mosquitos, with itchy eyes and an unique scent of a big pond with algae, swan's sial (no kidding!) and dead fish.
Oh, and I bit one my nail. -_-

It'd be such a great trip weren't it for a little experience of today's morning:

Me and Mato woke up and realised that some our things are missing.
It's not my cosmetic tampons or Mato's stinky underwear.
NOPE.

It's Mato's iPod speakers (but the iPod is okay).
It's my beautiful good ol' Sony Cybershot P8 digital cam.
It's my turquise bag with my sweetheart, darling, honey Pom the keychain. 2 in 1. FUCK.
It's my wallet with my ID, debit card, school card, bus card, assurance company card, the only photo of me, hubooby & Manis, my temporary Peek & Cloppenburg card, Yves Rocher card, 500Skk and etc.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*jumps from the window*

God.
Allah.
Buddha.
Vishnu.
Hare Krishnaaaaaa.
Zeus.
Aphrodite.
Anubis.
Ra.
Poseidon.
Jim Carrey in "Almighty".
AAAAAHHHHH WHOEVER, OH HOLY TOILET PAPER.

Please, all of You, PLEASE, make these 4 (5) things be just LOST within the cottage and not STOLEN. O_O


I'm gonna take a shower and die.

And thanks Wallie for the beautiful red Armani wallet you gave me. Finally I can use it. SIGH.




Listening to: "Into You" by Fabolous feat. Tamia
Yay!: Mato, Kuci & me are off for IKEA's salmon today. Yay! ^^
Grrr: FUCK YOU, WHOEVER STOLE OUR THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!