Getting Things In Order

OHOHOHOOO!!! Being back into visual life with full of its tantalizing, beautiful colors, chirping birds and amazing shapes, I'm getting everything that has to be done, done one by one.

Like Yu Jin said in Winter Sonata: "Take one step at a time."

OMD, I think I should rewatch it sometime. Or continue with Stairway To Heaven that EVERYONE had seen million years ago except of me cuz I'm lame. However, I didn't really like STH simply cuz I don't like Choi Ji Woo (and I don't like her cuz she looks so pure & innocent; it's annoying the hell outta me) BUT!!!!!! KWON SANG WOO compensates it 6756 times. He's so hot, I almost cannot speak. O_O *_*

HAHAHA!!!!!

Speaking of hot Asians, know what happened to me yesterday?! *starts giggling stupidly*

I was at this ex-class party in the downtwn and it was held in a restaurant called The Arch. Me & my friends were sitting outside, sipping somethong (me a soda, I have antibiotics & corticosteroids prescribed) when suddenly a SUPER HOT ASIAN GUY PASSED BY.

He was the hottest thing I've seen in my entire life!!!!!!!!! *__* *salivates*

That dude was tall, with a nice body, a Se7en-ish hairstyle (only black, no weird browns), had deeeeep deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep eyes, super cute flat Asian nose (I also have such, YEAHH) and all in all, he was one sexy sexy hot thing. *fans herself*

I saw him. My friends didn't. I exclaimed breathlessly:

"OHMAFREAKINGOD, THAT ONE IS SOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!"

..and looked at him, he looked at me sexily and I've put my soda glass to the lips, sipped it and.......SPILLED IT ON MY SKIRT, CUZ I DIDN'T PUT THE GLASS EXACTLY TO MY LIPS, BUT SOME 3CM AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAQUACKQUACKQUACK, cannot tahan myself!!! XD XD XD XD XD

If he saw it, he might as well died of laughter afterwards and feel proud and his ego might have been pumped up.
"Girls can't even drink properly when I'm around..", he might have thought.

Tehehehe, I'm such a silly duck. XD

That was a BIG digression. What were I quacking...? ....ah yes, about gettyings things that have to be done, done one by one.
So.
Yesterday I cleant my floor (I've started to like this activity, please slap me), wiped the desk a bit and put the CDs into that CD-holding-thingy (I'm not bothered about its proper English name, sorry).

Today I took pics of my two new paitings and right now I'm uploading my portfolio to Shutterfly that I've joined cuz I was tired of Photobucket liao.

This Shutterfly is pretty cool, in my opnion it's better than Photobucket. ^_^

Today I will also apply for LKW even if frogs were showering from the sky, NOTHING can keep me away from doing IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD, NOT EVEN A HYPTHETICAL DATE WITH THAT PURE ASIAN HOTNESS.

Are you also noticing it? My preferences for guys are going around in circles. Asians - blonde/reddish period - Asians.

Pathetic. -_-

Please, wish me luck so I actually *GET* into LKW, ok? ^^'''' Now when it comes so near, I'm having thoughts, like, "OMD, and I'll be so far away if they accept me, that's scary" and "I'll leaaaaaveeeeeeee everyone!!!! UUUAAA!!! SAD!!!!" and etc., but heck, how else can one learn about life, if not by LIVING IT HERSELF?!

No other way, yes.

On the other hand, I've had this pleasant dream recently where I came into the LKW's food court (if can I call it that way; put up with my Eng just this once) and asked for the wheat grass drink. And they didn't have it. So I've asked for the winter melon drink and they also didn't have it. I got sad and asked for the chrysanthemium drink and they DID have it!!!! :D So I took it, it was in a nice, yellow plastic glass, and sipped it happily. ^_^

DreamMoods.com says: To dream that you are making or drinking tea, represents satisfaction and contentment in your life. You are taking your time with regards to some relationship or situation.

OK, whatever, it might be so, who knows? :P

The point is, IT WAS SO KOOL!!!! I *felt* that yummy taste of the chrysanthemium tea in my dream, seriously. Mmmmm. I think it's worth flying 10 000km away just for that one thing. ^^

Back Into Life

My eyes are operated, I can see EVERYTHING; I still have problems with focusing on short distances, but otherways it's fucking AWESOME! :D

Right now I'm in PN and I've successfully decluttered my email at Yahoo....by that I mean that I've finally deleted all the unimportant/read/silly emails, replied to few that I haven't replied to yet & so on.
Mmmmmmm. I like to have things in order, even though I might not look so. :P :D


On Monday I'm gonna enrol to LKW. I've wanted to do so last Monday but my mother forgot to scan my report card and without that I can pick my ears and sing Ricky Martin & NOT apply. @_@ But this Monday....for 100%.
Wish me luck, duckies!!!!!



I'm also feeling like I REALLY NEED A CHANGE.

LIFE = CHANGE.
CHANGE = LIFE.

Isn't it so true? :)


Here it's all the same old stuff.
Same faces, same places, same foods, same problems, same conversations, same shops....

I'm getting SICK of it, seriously. Aaargh. Cannot tahan. It's a damn good reason to go to LKW as well - everything will be different there!

I'm SICK of the people here.
I'm SICK of the Slovak "showbusiness" as well. It's just a false shit full of losers.
I'm SICK even of my friends here.

For example, Kucci, her topics include this one: "I'm so fat & dull and my life's such a boring shit" and another one: "Tennis, tennis, tennis."
The irony of it is, she can't play tennis, she's almost 70kg (and 161cm tall) and I'm afraid it's just a stupid pose. A fleeting pose, I HOPE... @_@

And then, the Hilfiger friend. Let's call him shortly H. Would you believe that his mommy & daddy will buy him an iMac even though his PC is still working AND he's not going to study neither GD nor Arch? Plus he doesn't know how to work with it. It's just so he can brag. His mommy will also buy him a bright pink Lacoste polo that looks well on big guys that have no chance of looking gay; sadly, H is blonde, thin, short and VERY gay.
And he's so fake.
And SO endlessly superficial. @_@


I feel like the people here, save for few exceptions (like DD, for example) are living fake, shallow, unreal lifes. They don't crave for anything deeper than all these materialistic goods. OH MY DUCKNESS. How can they even tahan it?!

Both H & Kucci don't sport at all. Sometimes Kucci goes to play badminton with me, but just to the National Tennis centre where the court costs 200~300Skk (depends on the time) and it's freaking hot inside. Well, but I guess that it's giving her this *feeling*. You know, it's still a National Tennis Centre. Sounds great, ar?

H is a chapter on his own.

But okay, I'll stop bitching, they can live the way the wanna, it's just annoying the hell outta me. @_@

I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!

Meme

I'm painting and I'm having quite a block right now....so I might as well do the meme that Justine has done:


Things You've Done
Copy, bold the things you've done and post. Here are mine:

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said "I love you" and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby's diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten drunk on champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse of the moon.
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states
41. Taken care of someone who was drunk
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched wild whales
45. Stolen a sign
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your CDs
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. Played touch football
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theater
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
83. Got flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark
88. Kissed on the first date
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently
95. Performed in Rocky Horror
96. Raised children
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Touched a stingray
110. Broken someone's heart
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a T.V. game show
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on an African photo safari
115. Had a facial part pierced other than your ears
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Touched a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad - and the Odyssey (in high school, but I don't remember it now T_T)
135. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident
150. Saved someone's life




Quite a silly meme but amazing anyways. :P



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I'm feeling very VERY random today.


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I'm also feelin' like I need a CHANGE. :) OKay, I've decided that on Monday I'll apply for LKW & then, while I'm on Tramal in alpha mood not feeling the pain after the surgery, praying that I WILL get accepted.

Pls, pray for me oso.
Pls, pray for me oso.
Pls, pray for me oso.

Yes, this was that kind of retarded English that I DON'T like, but whatever. Special wish, special English! :D Teheheee, it rhymes. B-)


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I talked today to Xiao Kafka, to Munie, to Kouki & to Justine - all in all, to people I haven't talked to for a LONG time and it felt so refreshing! ^_^
I love you guys, on case you haven't noticed it.

Life without friends would be like summer without sun...


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I feel that I NEED to tide up my clothes. I also NEED to throw out more useless stupidities and I also NEED to buy myself some blossoming plants. :P

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There are birds flying around playfully and happily in the sky & I can see them from my window. ^_^ I LOVE THEM.

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Tralalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa

Dreams

I had a nasty chase dream with an old maniac that was chasing me & that was trying to rape me, a bunch of helpful kids from some school, my friend Kucci and also about a strange tennis player guy that was the only positive phenomena in the dreamas he has smiled at me and we've flirted for a nanosecond. Well, there were also narrow corridors, everything was greyish & depressing and it was all happening in the old communist part of BA called Petrzalka. Ewwwwww.

I might as well be very claustrophobic.

And those LIFTS! Gosh! I was fucking scared cuz lifts are my inner nightmare that I seldomly admit cuz I find it silly. :P It's just that I hate that image of the narrow, tall hoistway that goes on for example for 30m... Ewwww. I'm scared of heights. And also of depths. :D



In other words, I'm a hopelessly EARTHY person. :P

Coincidentally, I've found out that my element (as in those Chinese 5 elements stuffs) is earth and I've read that earthy people like bungalows and the row houses. They usually also like their houses to be low, cosy and not too big.

And guess what?

(Row houses in Limerick, Ireland; I find them awesome in their simple old beauty. And imagine how many sexy Irish guys live around! Haha! OK, I'm stupid. Too much love for Ron Weasley & Seamus Finnigan. =_=. *Credits*)

It fits 100%-ly to me.

Finally something that seemed stupid tome at first & it DIDN'T turn out to be stupid!
YEAH! :D



Two days ago I've had yet another stupid dream, now with sex. In the dream I had sex with Doggy! In the DAYLIGHT somemore! Hahaha! And if that's not enough, it was in our living room on the table where we eat. -_-
How stupid. I think my subconsciousness is feeling sorry for my consciousness not going to Prague where he wanted to "have a glass of wine" in other words, where he wanted to have sex with me.

Perv subconsciousness I've got. Sheesh! @_@ XD



Alrighty! I'm off to make myself some tea. :)















BTW! That strange tennis player! That one in that dream....who the hall was *that*? :P Eh, I think I'm just watching too much tennis. =_=

Chillin'

I know I'm a supper lazy quacker these days. Btw, I've created a HotBlog on my Facebook so, if you're interested, I'm quacking there too. Oh, and I'm becoming ADDICTED to Facebook. Teheheee. Anybody from my friends there? :) Save for Munie Mark and Audrey that are already there?

Add me guys, you know my name. ;) And if not, I'll add *YOU*!!!

GAAAH.


I'm tired. Tired, tired, TIRED.
I'll goto bed, sorry. =_= Tmr I refuse to do ANYTHING, I'm on HOLIDAY!!!!





Let the laziness begin. ^____^

Officially Free

IT'S OVER. And I've gotten the grad report card and I'm FREE! I'm no longer a student of *THAT* grammasr school!!! ^_________^
THANK YOU, EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVE AND EVERYTHING!!!! *hugs* ^____^

Tomorrow me & Kucci will go play badminton at the National Tennis Centre and then on Wed I'll have there the Power Yoga class with two of my friends.
And then, on June 19th, I'll have my eyes OPERATED with the LASEK way (google it, ok, but it's an operation based on the super advanced laser technique) and that means that I CAN'T wear my lenses for the next two weeks.

OMD!!!

Super weird! I'll have to wear GLASSES!!! O_O I haven't worn the glasses on public for million years already; who cares that they're Vogue and I don't look *that* bad in them....I'm still just not used to wearing em. Wahlau. O_o



On another note... I'm glad I won't meet certain my ex-classmates ever again. I'm a bitch, oh yes, I know I am, but at least I'm not being hypocritic. Today me & Kucci went to have some pizza and my Hilfiger Addicted frie..err, an ex-classmate, had joined us.
GOSH. *faints*

I CAN'T STAND HIM A DAMN MINUTE!!! @_@

He's so blunt, he's so stupid, so superficial and so egocentric....THE WORST MAN EVER, IF HE EVEN DESERVES THE NAME 'MAN' AS HE'S PRETTY GAY.




I'm such a bitch. ^_^



But as I'm testing the FS, it's OK. *evil laughter*

I've read we should get rid of stupid & annoying acquitances (or WHATEVER the word is, I can never spell it right @_@ :D) as they suck the positive energy out of us and I can only agree with this, cuz after mere 90 minutes with this Hilfiger Addict I felt more exhausted & annoyed than after a week of listening to Slovak hip-hop. @_@

Nothing against the Slovak hip-hop but it's really quite stupid. :D


Aaaah, I'm so tired already. -_-

Back From Prague

I'm back.
Tired after running around the downtown from 9am to almost 4pm.
Had to wake up at 6.15am.
OMD OMD OMD.
Bought nice clothes. :)

GOT CELLULITIC HIPS & BUTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Too tired for proper quack. @_@

Back To BA

Helloooooo!!!
Long time no see & I know that 0.45 of my readers deserve a long post BUT I'm very lazy & escematic so I'll be really brief.

So:

• One more topic left to learn from Literature (Lit after 1945)
  
• I have ecsema, swollen red right eye, nose bleed and allergy (thus, a running nose)
  
• Got my hair trimmed and now I look like 8 year old
  
• I've slimmed down 3 kg! :D THANK YOU, BADMINTON SWEETHEART!!!! Now I look more appropriate for the hostessing job. :P
  
• I've decided to wear my platinum + brilliant ring from the Korean grandpa for luck...I think it's a stupidity, but I've got nothing to lose :P
  
• May 31st ~ June 1st, I'm off to PRAGUE. With my father, that is.
  Hahahaaa, who would've thought that? :P My woman's pride & dignity aside, I wouldn't mind meeting Doggy there just for the sake of seeing WHAT may happen. Teheheheee.
  
• Shit, I don't have 3 red things to wear. Or golden. I'm superstitious even though I pretend I'm not, but neverthless, I ALWAYS wear something red when I need luck. -_-

Okay. I'm sorry but I'm off liao - I need to bath in the bath sea salt that is supposed to be beneficial for the skin irritation.... I'm irritated EVERYWHERE!!! GOSH!!!!

Golf/R&B Chicks With Long Legs/Awesome Tennis Panties

It's THURSDAY already! YEAH!! *dances salsa*

Tomorow is FRIDAY and then SATURDAY....and that's when I'm off to some VIP golf tournament as a hostess. 1000Skk netto. AWESOME. ^^

I'll buy the Slovak version of the HK Octopus card (although here we don't tap anything as we're in paleolitic age in terms of mass transport), buy the fitness member card and then indulge. Perhaps on sushi or aromatic candles.... Or on new flowers! ^_^

There's the new Rihanna's single "Umbrella" playing on the radio and I must say that I REALLY like it. It's so....different. :)

(credits)


It's Beyonce that's considered as the unofficial "Queen of R&B" but...she's so....UNORIGINAL. I find all her songs sounding the same, her style is the same and it's all more an average pop with a hint of R&B than R&B itself.
She has a ducking hot body though, I wouldn't mind having one myself. *bats eyelashes*

(credits)

Wahlau, her legs are 5x longer than my ENTIRE body. O_O

BUT! My fave is AMERIE! ^^
Maybe it's also cuz she's a half Korean and we all know that I'm biased.

Have you heard her new single "Take Control" liao? More impooportantly, have you seen the video liao?
Gosh, it's so sexy, I think I'm turning lesbian while watching it. O_O

And again, even her legs are 5x longer than my ENTIRE body, even though you can't see it on this pic.
Well, in my next life I'll be Barbie and then *THEY* will envy *ME*! MWAHA!




I bought AWESOME panties today @ Accessorize. :D They are stripy on front and these stripes are rasberry-pink & white....and on the back they have this hilarious patterns consisting of little tennis racquets, tennis balls & hearts. XD
It's HILARIOUS, really!!!!! XD

There were also other hilarious panties (with watermelons & chrries, with lil' doggies...) but none of them were THAT hilarious.

I feel like I can finally go play tennis. ^_~

....Marx, Heidegger, Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, the After-Classicist Philosophy...that's what I've learnt today. Sian lah. NITES! ^^

I'm Scaring Myself

I've just CLEANT UNDER MY BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMD!!!! OMD!!!! *dies of horror*
Oh yes, and then I've wiped the wooden shelfes & the funny sculpture of a lazy, laid-back laughing Buddha that father brought from Taiwan many years ago.

We have this cleaning thingamajig (I love this word, HAHAHAAAAA, ducky sis, thanx for teaching me :D) for wooden furniture that contains honey and it TOTALLY changes the quality of the wood. It's so shiny and pretty.

Mmmm. ^^


Oh, duck me, I'm quacking like a 89 yrs old grandma. =_=




Yesterday I was SO boasting on the topic of myself being a nerd and..?!

It's 8.32pm and I STILL haven't studied a single page.
GAH. =_=

I'd better do so ASAP cuz I've counted that I have only 26 days left until the grad and that's a freakishly short time, considering those 58847547857785 pages worth of uninteresting notes that I have to remember. @_@

Today my Society Studies prof accused me of slacking and losing the grip of things when I've muttered that I don't understand the Slovak annuity plan that includes the 1st, 2nd and 3rd pillar and 18% and 9% and other 9% and the Social Insurance Co. and BLAHBLAH, in other words, it's madly complicated and not even my mother understands it.
GRRRRR.
Thank you, professor. =_=

The thing is, it's in the B level graduation questions (that she & her colleagues prepared!) and she was explaining that to us today, in case we get that question.

Wahlau. I'm worried bululess, I really am! @_@ This prof liked me at first but now I think she no longer does that much. Then there is the Geo prof which is a complete bitch and I am SURE that she hates me. We have this kind of Potter-Snape relationship. :P




Aaaaahhh well...................................................................I think there is no more room for procrastination for me left. Maybe only.....checking out my horoscopes. XD

And after *THAT* I WILL go study Slovak literature which is the most annoying subject EVER but I'll try to autohypnose myself into loving it more than sushi.

Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.


NO PAIN, NO GAIN. In my case, no FREEDOM.

The Painstaking Path Of A Nerdess

Didf that sound pompous enough? Teheheeee.... I hope it did. :P
Reading it again, it sounds more WEIRD than POMPOUS, but.... Okay, I'm not prince William to speak perfect English, just my teeth are almost his size.

It all leads to one thing anyways - I am (un)pleased to announce that TODAY I've officially launched my newly-found schizo part of myself, that is, THE NERDESS.
*Yes, I also don't think such a word exists.*
I've managed to study for FULL THREE AND HALF HOURS during which I've learnt the mysteries of State, Democracy, Peoples and the blahblahs around it and then Neolit, Paleolit, Egypt, Mykena and Creta and its art, architecture and sculpture.
AWESOME.
UNBELIEVABLE...yet, POSSIBLE.
O_o *_*

I've never thought I'm able to study THAT much! OMB!!! O_O @_@
The nerdess path is gonna continue tomorrow and even fiercely than today, as today was just the warm-up.
Gosh, isn't it scary? :P Ain't *I* in particular scary?! @_@

I believe I am and as a true nerdess I'm now listening neither to Beyonce nor to Avril Lavigne but to a CLASSICAL RADIO via iTunes.

Oh. My. Poopness.

XD




Don't be scared though.... I assure you that the nanosecond after my graduation I will turn into my usual self and enjoy the art of procrastination yet again in its full glory.

It's sad but NOW, in my new Nerdess role, I can't procrastinate as much as my soul wishes to. T_T
True, today all that studying exhausted me as much as I was reading Potter 6 for most of the time after it but....again, today was JUST A WARM-UP. *shivers*



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Period is bodoh. My complexion is awful, my small of the back hurts bluntly and I can't even go to power yoga because many of the asanas aren't recommended to women in *those days*. :( I've wasted 150Skk already, as I had booked and paid a power yoga class at the morning (8am ~ 9.30am) but I precisely remember waking up at 4.22am and finding out that I have a period.
Sigh.
Next time then...but not even tomorrow...maybe next week... TT___TT

I don't dare to go to yoga despite of the period because I believe that during those thousands of years of yoga's history the yoga masters surely must have found out what's beneficial and what's not for the body, right?!
Aiyah.
Then if they say this asana isn't good when you have the period, I shall not do it.

But I LOVE yoga! ^_^

It's so awesome....those gracious, slow movements we (desperately try) to do...the breathing in & out....the meditative music....those beautiful, balanced asanas...

My most fave ones are the ones where we stand on one leg and hold our hands either together as in a prayer or held out in that 'lotus flower' way or whatever it is called. ^^


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Midnight liao. Eeehhh. I'm just sipping my Sweet Dreams tea & listening to the So 90's iTunes radio and feeling REALLY sleepy already. Got school tmr! UUUAAA!!!! TT___TT

Nite, nite. Love ya all. *kisses*












AMERIE'S "TAKE CONTROL" ROCKS DUCKS!!! ^_^ :D
I've heard Se7en was supposed to be in it but maybe our TVs aren't airing that version or what....sigh...!

Pink

I'm scaring myself with my sudden growing affinity to the color PINK.

Two days ago I bought dark pink-bordeaux-blackish sunglasses. Yesterday I bought a bright pink bra, it has that almost invisible powderish shade, but still, it's PINK. And today I bought a pink (in the scariest combo EVER with BABYBLUE) toothbrush!!!!!!!!!

*wails in horror*

I'm scared that one day I might end up like Xiaxue having everything...




OMD!!!!!!!
@_@
Wouldn't THAT be the biggest horror?! UHHHHHHHHH. @_@

Maybe it just means some subconscious need for love (as pink symbolizes romance, feminity & blahblah) but - I ask myself: WHAT LOVE?!
I'm enjoying my singlehood, okay?! I have Haku's love, that's the only one love I need and as I've understood that men (save for baibee & BYJ) are bodoh I don't need to trouble myself.

The other option is that...


...maybe I'm just becoming a REAL ah lian.
It had to come one day, it really had. =_=




Irrelevantly, I had a dream about PRINCE WILLIAM.

WAHAHAHAHAAA, no kidding! I think in the dream we were in bus or something and we became friends and all in all, the dream was as if I had smoked sa good old ganja before I closed my eyes. XD Amazing, it was SO real! :P





Hmmm. The beauty of my room is STILL intact. In fact, I've removed my curtains today because I felt (or lured myself to feel) that due to their filthiness they emit the bad yin qi and I cannot tahan that.
Somebody please SHOOT ME soon, okay?

Today I was even determining my Four Pillars (whatever it is) now I have a super beautiful Four Pillars chart with me being the "Yin Fire Snake" and etc. but I don't really understand what am I supposed to do with it. Like, ooops! XD

I've checked my ASTRONOMICAL WEIGHT today & this is what I've learnt:



Your astronomical birth is 3 (liang) 6 (chin).

Solar DOB: 17 Mar 1989
Lunar DOB: 10 Feb 1989

You will have a very busy schedule ahead, but this is good as you will be busy attaining great success in life! You enjoy excellent family affinity and they will bring you lots of prosperity luck. Lucky stars will always shine on you, helping you achieve all your wishes. Keep a wealth vase at home to enhance your wealth and prosperity luck further. And do not be afraid to be ambitious. You have a lot of potential based on your birth weight, which you can realize if you have the conviction and courage to do so.


Sounds good, I just hope it's TRUE! :D







I'm sooo sleepy today. Not even this FLUFFY PINK bathrobe I have on helps me to wake up! T_T @_@ Probably it's cuz of the grey skies outside and the sleepy chillout lounge music I'm listening to. Sigh. *yawns*

Time to try finding something nice to eat.... And maybe I'll just cook a plain, white rice, I love its aroma. ^^

FengShui-ing Around Da Room

Just as the title quacks, I've gotten yet another feng shui mood & I've almost compoopletely tided up my room, cleant up everythong that could be cleant up, threw out almost all useless stuffs AND - and this is an upgrade! :D - even drew a plan of my tiny room and determined which corners of the room are said to be full of the negative qi that can't be roused.

Sadly for me I HAD to rouse one negative qi corner, the Northeast one because I had a mirror there and according to FS, the mirror doubles the qi. In my case it was doubling the negative qi (if we assume that we believe in all these qi quackings) and that really is NOT good at all! @_@

Right now there are two candles lightning up my room. One of them is in a LOTUS shape, now, could you find anything more......feng shui-y? O_o :P
Cantik. ^_^ Me likes! :D

I think I'm getting paranoid cuz of the upcoming graduation and therefore I wanna make sure that EVERYTHING is perfect with me & around me.
(I'm even planning to wear RED TOP & UNDIES on the grad that will bring me luck. In fact, I've realized that whenever we have a difficult test, I tend to wear red. Seems like I'm kinda superstitious. Uhhh. =_=)

Sadly, Snakes (me) are the compooplete opposites of Pigs (this year is the Year Of Pig) and that means that in general this won't be a good year...and that adds up to my pre-grad paranoia. :P

If you catch me buying some esotheric qi-enhancing golden whatever next time, STOP ME!!!! @_@ It means I've gone seriusly GILA and I need just few tight slaps. -_- :D :D



Hmmm, there might be something true about these qi things because immidiatelly after tiding it up here I feel much much better. ^^

It's miraculous - THERE IS NO DUST ON THE FLOOR!!!!! *faints*

Such things rarely happen to me. :P



Eeeeh. It's full moon. Know what that means? That I won't be able to fall asleep!!!! T___T I'm weirdly sensitive to these full moons and I don't sleep well when it's so. I'm not a werewolf (WEREDUCK???? That's more likely :D) though, don't you be scared! :P :D




Feng Shui.
Feng Shui.
Feng Shui.

I like it......at least for the fact that it keeps me tiding up my room. :P

In case you get inspired by me & FS your room too, then WATCH OUT FOR THE WEST, NORTHWEST & NORTHEAST!!!! *waggles feather*
The negative qi (some 'bad stars' or whatever) are said to be there in 2007 and the less you disturb them, the better. In case you NEED to disturb them, at least don't disturb them as the first ones - you better start in another corners of your room.


Now, am I educated or not? :D

HAHA!!!! :P





Uh, now it quacked me. MY BED IS ON THE WEST!!!! @_@

*Borat voice* Nice, nice, niiiiiice.....NOOOT!!!!!!
What do I do? Sleep badly until 2008???? -_-


*inner voice*
Ducky Princess, PLEASE. -_- Wake up lah. Don't take FS THAT seriously....it only has 5000 years worth of history! :P






Okay. Off I go to take my freshly showered plants (new yang qi), put them in my room, then I'll freshly shower myself, set the alarm clock (6.25am T_T) and go sleep to my negative qi corner. Sigh. Hahaha. :D

GOOD NIGHT!!!! ^_^


(And, btw, YANG qi is the good one and YIN qi is the bad one and they must be in harmony. I'm so clever. And check out www.wofs.com) :D

Enough @_@

The ORAL GRADUATION is drawing nearer and nearer and I'm starting to be scared shitless. @_@ I should be studying 24/7 as I don't know anything yet but I just can't push myself to doing it.....the sun is shining outside, the birds are chirping, my beautiful badminton rackets and the shuttlecocks (HAHAHAAA) are smiling at me sexily and the power yoga is seducing me with its smooth & relaxed nature......

GOSH.

I. CAN'T. BE. LIKE. THIS!!!!

I MUST study.
Every minute of my day MUST be dedicated to diligent studying!!!!
Only if *that* was possible!!!! *bangs head*

I'll tr, try, try, try.....I'll do my personal possible & healthy best to learn everything required AND not jump outta the window during the process. -_-
I wonder if that's even possible....??


Today I've realized in its full glory how important is it for me to graduate and get accepted into LKW. O_O It is, in fact, my biggest dream & goal....it's the doors to the exciting future and I must do EVERYTHING I'm capable of for ACHIEVING it. *_*
There's no possibility of me failing either in the first or second task or in (god, no!) both!
Ducky Princess shall get down to work!!!!!!! *roarrr*

I'm graduating from Slovak (level B), English (A), History of Arts (B) and the Society Studies (B). All these subjects, save from English, are idiotic cuz there are so many facts to remember..... *sigh* The worst is Slovak cuz there so much Literature & Grammar, there's no possible way for me to remember EVERYTHING.

But I ought to BELIEVE in myself.
Wahlau.

Me & my friend Dominica have decided on one hilarious thing:

IF (WHEN?) WE GRADUATE AND GET ACCEPTED INTO THE UNIVERSITY OF OUR CHOICES, WE SHALL WALK AROUND THE WHOLE DOWNTOWN AND THE KLCC-LIKE SHOPPING MALL IN PYJAMAS AND WITH TOWELS ON OUR HEADS.

Now, Dominica is already accepted into the Uni of Westminster so all what's left for her is to graduate.
And me?
I must graduate as well as get accepted into LKW. @_@


Oh, you Almighty Duck, please, HELP ME OUT!!!!!!!! @_#
I'm scared bululess!!!! #_#

Aiyah~

Okay, I came home from an unexpected theatre premiere of one contemporary Slovak play, I was there with my father and 'our' balcony was also occupied by the Slovak president & the first lady, the governor of the Slovak national bank and his wife, the president's bodyguard and another two, probably important, people.

I felt REALLY underdressed cuz I was wearing my terracota brown corduroy pants, the red long top, the polka dot top and my white shoes. CORDUROY to the theatre premiere with the president and all these important people.
Luckily they didn't give a flying duck about me so it was no faux pas (hopefully).


Well, and the GD dude?

He said that I draw good portraits and that there *is* something but if I came to the exams with a portfolio like this, I wouldn't have passed cuz it's not about GD at all.
A good sign is, that he wants to meet up with me again in about 6 weeks.
I like this, because he is known for yelling at students that they suck and etc., so the fact that he even wants to see me must mean something good.

What I find rather idiotic is that me, a grammar school person interested in studying GD is asked to build a GD portfolio! He told me to design some posters, logos and etc. and show it to him. Amazing.

Blahblahblah. More on this logic lacking AFAD thing later.

I'm enroling to Limkokwing now! HUHUHUHUUU!!!! :D

It's 1am liao, I know.......I'd better enrol quackly and go to bed. :)

G'Nite! ^_^

@_@


To the previous entry: Okay, I'd love to hug him (S) twice too. Or thrice. Why not ah! HAHAHA!!! He looks so funny & serious, that's the sexiest combination EVER!

Okay, I know that normal people find curly guys with rim-less glasses super fugly but I AM DIFFERENT. Teheheheheeeee.

Have I said I don't love him? Fuck, I dunno. But probably not. It's 50:50 I guess.
Oh, I wish I knew myself at least a tiny bit. -_-'''''


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The nearest suitable test date for me is March 23th. FUCKING NEARBY!!!!!!! I AM SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My mother was just threatening me that if I don't get into LKW/Cenfad/LA SALLE, I'll have to stay here & work. SCARY.

I dunno if I can make the TOEFL. Well, hopefully yes....... I MUST. O_O



Wish me luck. O_O

If I weren't bodoh, I WOULD BE DRAWING/PAINTING & STUDYING MATHS now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*fumes*

Sadly, I'm bodoh, so I'm happily PROCRASTINATING. =_=''''



EU countries aren't visa-required in Singapore, are they???
Cuz if it's as I think (that they are not), then my application deadline is on April 17th, instead of April 1st!!!! :D


I've printed out billion of forms, documents, applications & etc. in order to have them all collected cuz who knows, I might even:

• get 30,0% from Maths --> 4 --> being accepted for graduation
• graduate
• get accepted into La Salle
• get the scholarship

If all this happens, I'll come to S, French kiss him & dance away singing ABBA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Whohohooo, btw, I *can* work part-time in Singapore, ain't that cool? :D

I don't think I'll get accepted into La Salle though...still, LKW & Cenfad might accept me. Well, Cenfad is NOT replying my emails (ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) so I think I'll apply just for LKW!!!!!!!!! GRRR!!

Eeeeh. 7.12pm. Me is tired liao.

I keep getting little headaches when staring at the PC for too long. I guess my body is controlling myself from being a PC maniac?? :P
I'm glad for that cuz it also prevents me from blindness, fatal procrastination & fatness at its best. ^^

I think I'm gonna draw something now & then.....the MATHS is waiting. @_#



I wanna be an university accepted grammar school graduatee already!!!!
ARGH!!!!!
Korean food from food courts is awaiting me!!!!!! *____*

Femme Fatale

I'm REALLY sexy now. I'll oh so make you horny with my TEA TREE OIL FACIAL MASK & my FLUFFY PINK BATH ROBE!!!!!

Would you choose Angelina Jolie over me? Surely not. ^_~


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I had a very TRAUMATIZING SICKENING EXPERIENCE right now when I've opened the mango juice can/bottle/WTP and poured myself the rest that was left on the bottom.

It was mysteriously dark in the living room.

I smelled it & it smelled fine. Mango juice la.

I sipped it. My tongue came across a LUMP in the juice......I turned on the light and - to my most horrific horror ever - saw that the 'lump' was a lump of FUNGUS in the juice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


So fucking gross, I've spent the past 10 mins by rising out my mouth, gulping down 10 litres of tea and eating up as quackly as possible some cake.

EWWWW BLEEAAAUURGGHH. @_@


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Just read Aud's blog and also tried the Past Life thingy! :D

See see, it's amazing!!!

Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Burma around the year 1825. Your profession was that of a artist, magician or fortune teller.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
As a natural talent in psychology, you knew how to use your opportunities. Cold-blooded and calm in any situation.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your task is to learn determination and persistency. Youd should not allow to let misfortunes take influence on your strong will.


Do you remember now?



A Burmese artist/fortune teller/magician? O_o ^^;;;
Sounds sooo exotic & lovely. I love it! :D
And that LESSON, OMD, I totally duckingly hella lot agree with it cuz I *DO* have to learn to be determinant & persistent!!!!! @_@

It might be quite accurate afterall. :) :P




OK la. Time to washj away my sexy facial mask. I hope I won't get rash now. =_=

Aquarel(l?)ing Around

This Monday was less grumpy & annoying than the USUAL Mondays....in fact, it went pretty well with my Southeast Asia presentation being appreciated and with my 1st aquarel(l?) of my life being almost completed in like an hour. :D

I've painted...oh, you shall see, the lack of my English vocabulary doesn't permit me to describe it; too exhilarating! @_#
Just one thing, it looks very relaxing. Yaaay. ^_^

The only bad thing is, that I AM DUCKING BROKE. Argh! Got 70Skk in my wallet for the rest of the week, unless the Lady Diana's charity doesn't support me or what! =_=
(70Skk is like 2 Euro and exactly RM10. ARGHH.)

Midnight liao? O_o

I've spent my evening after the art course by checking out the shops in Polus and watching My Super Sweet 16, The Hills & The Laguna Beach.

Talk about primitive enterntainment! =_= :D

I like watching all those three series BUT it seems like my cashew-nut-sized brainie ain't capable of understanding *HOW* can those people be so fake & mean!!!
I get it, they're rich.
But why almost all those people function according to the equation RICH = MEAN???

I doubt I'd dare to throw out a former-friend-now-nobody-special-to-me from my BBQ party (if I've ever done any, hah)!

I admire this mean-ness (is that even a word?) though, cuz those people STAND UP for their opinions and they LIKE who they are. Slovaks should watch & learn!!!!





On other note, have you seen Christina's "Candyman" video already? :)
If not, watch it here:




(I hope it's *really* embedded, if not, watch it HERE.)

I love the perfectly created 40s styling!!!!!!! :D ^___^ She looks like the perfect pin-up girl (I LOVE pin-up girls cuz they're the epitomes of sexiness; unlike our average blonde playmates with big fake breasts) and I TOTALLY love the retro feeling it has! :D

Christina Aguilera rocks ducks. ^^ I like her more & more...in fact, she's my fav singer cuz I daresay there is NO ONE as talented as her now in the pop music business.....save for Timbaland and Justin Timberlake maybe.





12.12am!!!! @_@
Must go wash hair. Sorry for no reply yet to your previous comments...I'll do it tomorrow! :)

LOVE YA! *kisses*

Busy Busy Busy

No time at all! HA! My social life is getting BIG again! :D

St. Valentine's with Li Hong, one Chinese dude (he wants to get to know me, WTP), on Friday I bake a poopy seed cake for Hong Hong, her sis, then on Saturday lady's night with DD & girls, then bowling with Li Hong at CNY...
Oh, and aerobics + salsa on Wednesday with Kika.
GILA!!!!! :D
Me likes this. ^^

Btw, La Salle had replied to me liao & I have to send them the application + portfolio + the required documents AND in case I get accepted, they'll give me a conditional offer; I'll just give them my report card after being accepted.
Also, they have only one intake & that's the one on August 2007. Hmm!


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Keane's new song "Bad Dream" ROCKS DUCKS!
I looooooooove these hurt masculine voices trembling with love...aaaahh,.......

...and do I sound like on weed today? XD

Sorry, I'm sleep-deprived & cuz of the lack of normal food I've already ate TWO PIZZAS today!!!! @_@

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My Sweet 16 with a GUY?! O_o Must go watch!