Friday, August 10, 2007
Yes, yes, I know, I've been silent for SUCH a long time. Been very busy. Kept my Slovak blog updated. Kept my social life blooming. :)
Things with me & L are going steady and even though he has his mistakes, I feel like I wouldn't change him for anybody, EVER. Yeah, he's a smoker. Yeah, he likes to drink. Yeah, he sometimes doesn't understand that as I'm leaving in 15 days for KL on the other continent, I should be his priority, not his cousin that's leaving for a city 500km away.
Everyday though, I'm finding out how much I care about him. He means SO MUCH for me! The best word describing my feelings would be CONTENTMENT. Yup, I'm really content. I feel like this is the right way; it should be this way, forever. :)
The last drop was today - I've found out that I AM UNABLE TO GET ANGRY AT HIM!!!!!
Me. Unable. To. Get. Angry. At Someone.
SCANDALOUS. @_@ :P
He has promised me to meet up with me today but he has forgotten on that goodbye party of his cousin...so...at last we hadn't met. I was really disappointed & pissed off and I've wanted to tell him so many things...like...
"Why the fucking hell you promise something to me & then you don't fucking do it?! I can't stand that behaviour! You're such an irresponsible, egoistic asshole!"
Sigh, baby. You pathetic fool. Those were my angry thoughts flying around in my mind.
However, after I've picked up the phone.... I said: "Awww...you know...I understand that family is family...but still, I don't like people promising me things & then not doing them...please, don't do that to me, I'm leaving in 15 days and I really care about being with you now..."
CAN I GET ANY MORE PATHETIC?! XD
Hardly. :P
I'm feeling extremely vulnerable cuz my sarcastic & easily-pissed-off attitude is often my only defense. And now..I can't get pissed off....who am I? :P
Hahahaaa.
Lucky lucky L, he's the only person I can't send to burning hells with my raw words. :P
Aaaaah, I'm REALLY tired. Tmr (technically, today) I'm off to meet up with him...nice. :)
Good night!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
Like Yu Jin said in Winter Sonata: "Take one step at a time."

Speaking of hot Asians, know what happened to me yesterday?! *starts giggling stupidly*
I was at this ex-class party in the downtwn and it was held in a restaurant called The Arch. Me & my friends were sitting outside, sipping somethong (me a soda, I have antibiotics & corticosteroids prescribed) when suddenly a SUPER HOT ASIAN GUY PASSED BY.
He was the hottest thing I've seen in my entire life!!!!!!!!! *__* *salivates*
That dude was tall, with a nice body, a Se7en-ish hairstyle (only black, no weird browns), had deeeeep deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep eyes, super cute flat Asian nose (I also have such, YEAHH) and all in all, he was one sexy sexy hot thing. *fans herself*
I saw him. My friends didn't. I exclaimed breathlessly:
..and looked at him, he looked at me sexily and I've put my soda glass to the lips, sipped it and.......SPILLED IT ON MY SKIRT, CUZ I DIDN'T PUT THE GLASS EXACTLY TO MY LIPS, BUT SOME 3CM AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAQUACKQUACKQUACK, cannot tahan myself!!! XD XD XD XD XD
"Girls can't even drink properly when I'm around..", he might have thought.
Tehehehe, I'm such a silly duck. XD
So.
Yesterday I cleant my floor (I've started to like this activity, please slap me), wiped the desk a bit and put the CDs into that CD-holding-thingy (I'm not bothered about its proper English name, sorry).
Saturday, June 23, 2007
My eyes are operated, I can see EVERYTHING; I still have problems with focusing on short distances, but otherways it's fucking AWESOME! :D
Right now I'm in PN and I've successfully decluttered my email at Yahoo....by that I mean that I've finally deleted all the unimportant/read/silly emails, replied to few that I haven't replied to yet & so on.
Mmmmmmm. I like to have things in order, even though I might not look so. :P :D
On Monday I'm gonna enrol to LKW. I've wanted to do so last Monday but my mother forgot to scan my report card and without that I can pick my ears and sing Ricky Martin & NOT apply. @_@ But this Monday....for 100%.
Wish me luck, duckies!!!!!
I'm also feeling like I REALLY NEED A CHANGE.
LIFE = CHANGE.
CHANGE = LIFE.
Isn't it so true? :)
Here it's all the same old stuff.
Same faces, same places, same foods, same problems, same conversations, same shops....
I'm getting SICK of it, seriously. Aaargh. Cannot tahan. It's a damn good reason to go to LKW as well - everything will be different there!
I'm SICK of the people here.
I'm SICK of the Slovak "showbusiness" as well. It's just a false shit full of losers.
I'm SICK even of my friends here.
For example, Kucci, her topics include this one: "I'm so fat & dull and my life's such a boring shit" and another one: "Tennis, tennis, tennis."
The irony of it is, she can't play tennis, she's almost 70kg (and 161cm tall) and I'm afraid it's just a stupid pose. A fleeting pose, I HOPE... @_@
And then, the Hilfiger friend. Let's call him shortly H. Would you believe that his mommy & daddy will buy him an iMac even though his PC is still working AND he's not going to study neither GD nor Arch? Plus he doesn't know how to work with it. It's just so he can brag. His mommy will also buy him a bright pink Lacoste polo that looks well on big guys that have no chance of looking gay; sadly, H is blonde, thin, short and VERY gay.
And he's so fake.
And SO endlessly superficial. @_@
I feel like the people here, save for few exceptions (like DD, for example) are living fake, shallow, unreal lifes. They don't crave for anything deeper than all these materialistic goods. OH MY DUCKNESS. How can they even tahan it?!
Both H & Kucci don't sport at all. Sometimes Kucci goes to play badminton with me, but just to the National Tennis centre where the court costs 200~300Skk (depends on the time) and it's freaking hot inside. Well, but I guess that it's giving her this *feeling*. You know, it's still a National Tennis Centre. Sounds great, ar?
H is a chapter on his own.
But okay, I'll stop bitching, they can live the way the wanna, it's just annoying the hell outta me. @_@
I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
IT'S OVER. And I've gotten the grad report card and I'm FREE! I'm no longer a student of *THAT* grammasr school!!! ^_________^
THANK YOU, EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVE AND EVERYTHING!!!! *hugs* ^____^
Tomorrow me & Kucci will go play badminton at the National Tennis Centre and then on Wed I'll have there the Power Yoga class with two of my friends.
And then, on June 19th, I'll have my eyes OPERATED with the LASEK way (google it, ok, but it's an operation based on the super advanced laser technique) and that means that I CAN'T wear my lenses for the next two weeks.
OMD!!!
Super weird! I'll have to wear GLASSES!!! O_O I haven't worn the glasses on public for million years already; who cares that they're Vogue and I don't look *that* bad in them....I'm still just not used to wearing em. Wahlau. O_o
On another note... I'm glad I won't meet certain my ex-classmates ever again. I'm a bitch, oh yes, I know I am, but at least I'm not being hypocritic. Today me & Kucci went to have some pizza and my Hilfiger Addicted frie..err, an ex-classmate, had joined us.
GOSH. *faints*
I CAN'T STAND HIM A DAMN MINUTE!!! @_@
He's so blunt, he's so stupid, so superficial and so egocentric....THE WORST MAN EVER, IF HE EVEN DESERVES THE NAME 'MAN' AS HE'S PRETTY GAY.
I'm such a bitch. ^_^
But as I'm testing the FS, it's OK. *evil laughter*
I've read we should get rid of stupid & annoying acquitances (or WHATEVER the word is, I can never spell it right @_@ :D) as they suck the positive energy out of us and I can only agree with this, cuz after mere 90 minutes with this Hilfiger Addict I felt more exhausted & annoyed than after a week of listening to Slovak hip-hop. @_@
Nothing against the Slovak hip-hop but it's really quite stupid. :D
Aaaah, I'm so tired already. -_-
Thursday, May 31, 2007
It's OVER!!!!!
It was OVER already yesterday but I was too exhausted to think straight. In fact, I'm still not really GETTING it; all those 8 years of my grammar school are...... *OVER*. *_____*
Gosh, I won't believe it until I get that precious graduation report card!!!!!
Btw, the grad. My results are awesome:
1 - Literature & Slovak language
1 - English
1 - History of Arts
3 - Social Studies (but that was absolutely unfair, I should have gotten 2 or even 1!!!! The prof is apparently a complete bitch, I hope her boobs rot & drop off)
1 is like A and 3 is like C.
I'm proud of myself but I can't say it was entirely my geniality kickin' in cuz it was partially about an INSANE LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh. I've chosen - from all the 35 questions that I haven't studied for - the only one question I haven't studied for as well, but knew about it anyways. That was the "Slovak folk arts and costumes".
Then on Slovak I've chosen the "Baroco & Classicistic" literature to which they gave me three pages with excerpts I had to work with - and that's just what I needed as I'm bad at memorising stuff and good at working with texts. By the way, the other questions had just two papers with excerpts. Lucky lucky me!
English was nice too. Know what have I chosen? ART & CULTURE. Teheheheeee! So we ended up talking about the visual arts I like and about me hopefully going to KL & etc. :P
And then Social Studies, I've chosen a Q where I had to talk about the human rights & the political parties & etc. I've told that bitch EVERYTHING. And she gave me 3???!!!! FUCK HER AND I LIKED HER!!!!
GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ *fumes*
Anyways, I'm happy cuz now the doors to Limkokwing and to everywhere are open wide AND now I have the chance to fulfill my dream & go study Graphic Design overseas. ^_^
Sadly, I've been slacking in the terms of drawing & painting... I must start painting again. For the past three hell of a weeks I was doing three things only: STUDYING, EATING, SLEEPING. Seriously, I've learnt more during these three weeks than during all those 8 years! Hahaha!
I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^__________^

Today I'm going to give back the books they borrowed us and then I'm going to Prague with dad. :) I'm soooo looking forward! ^__^ We'll be going for a KOREAN DINNER and I'm salivating for a Korean food for like 18 years of my life or so. :D Yesterday I've found THREE Korean restaurants in Prague (compared to ZERO in BA) and I really dunno to which one shall we go....it doesn't matter though......as long as we'll go to one! ^_^
I'll have a day off in Prague and I plan to go shopping in the downtown. I hope I won't get lost too often - I've been to Prague million years ago and I don't remember a single thing, not even where the Vaclav's Square is and how do I get to the Karl's Bridge. @_@ OMG, emmbarrasing....and to think we were one country once.... @_# :D
Bikini, sneakers & a bag, that's what I need. So I shall hunt for it. :) I'm thinking about buying some funky Converse shoes cuz I've always been eyeing them but never bought them cuz my cousin told me that they are quite shitty. Well, as they say "Trust but try out"...I shall do so. :)
THen the bikini....well, I've been thinking about buying Lacoste bikini but thinking about it again, it's a waste of money. Do I need to have a crocodile on my boob?! NOPE!!! :P Besides, it's a tennis brand and from a certain time onwards EVERYWHERE I GO, THERE GOES TENNIS. It's like, STALKING ME!!! @_@ I'm starting to hate it!
Wherever I come, there are people talking about tennis. I switch on the TV and there's tennis (but that's understandable, as the Roland Garros is now). I meet new people and they turn out to be tennis players. GOSH.
Whoops....I'm in a quacking mood today but I must go liao - the books are waiting! It's going to be the very last time of myself in *that* school. ^_^ The LAST TIME will be on Monday when we'll get the GRADUATION REPORT CARDS and then.... I'm OFFICIALLY FREE. ^___^
LA DUCKY VITA!!!! ^_^
Thursday, May 17, 2007
I have never 100%-ly believed even in this Feng Shui thing and I think I'll be forced to rethink it too. :P
Three days ago, in the morning, I was in the living room, just about to leave for the school. Suddenly, I heard a REALLY loud chirping and even though I was in a hurry, I turned around and saw two pretty birds on the balcony fence (or whatever) 'dancing' around each other.

"The birds?", I thought, "The birds are supposed to be a super positive sign according to the FS...and TWO birds, that may be a sign of a positive turn in my love life or something!"
Little I believed in that anyways and I went to school.
And then I came back home & logged into MSN & ICQ. I saw Doggy online and I was really tempted to IM him but then I collected all my pride & dignity and my hurt ego & told my friend:
"I'm NOT gonna IM him ANYMORE. It's leading from nowhere to nowhere & nothing's gonna happen anyways."
A minute later he IMed to me & invited me on mutual webcaming.
And from THAT DAY onwards I am chatting with Doggy almost everyday and he's inviting me to see him in Prague (there's a tournament these days) and to "listen to the music by the candles"...oh yes, and he has told me that the way I looked at him once on the webcam (but I swear that was just for fun!) was "really tough weapon" and so on.
O_o
Duck. I can't believe it's JUST BECAUSE. O_o
Who knows what's gonna happen today..tomorrow...later? :)
I have politely declined his Prague offer because I'm graduating in freaking few days and I need to STUDY, not to watch him playing tennis...haha...however...maybe I might go to CZ AFTER the graduation.
I just hope that things will go fine! If not, I'll kill those silly birds for making me believe in things that weren't for real! @_@ :P
*
Slovak lingo composition: 92,6%
English description: 90%
English graduation test: 92,5%
The ORAL GRADS are coming. I'm freaking out....it's not like I've studied too much. @_@ WISH ME LUCK & MANY MORE BIRDS ON THE FENCE, PLEASE. ^_^
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Didf that sound pompous enough? Teheheeee.... I hope it did. :P
Reading it again, it sounds more WEIRD than POMPOUS, but.... Okay, I'm not prince William to speak perfect English, just my teeth are almost his size.
It all leads to one thing anyways - I am (un)pleased to announce that TODAY I've officially launched my newly-found schizo part of myself, that is, THE NERDESS.
*Yes, I also don't think such a word exists.*
I've managed to study for FULL THREE AND HALF HOURS during which I've learnt the mysteries of State, Democracy, Peoples and the blahblahs around it and then Neolit, Paleolit, Egypt, Mykena and Creta and its art, architecture and sculpture.
AWESOME.
UNBELIEVABLE...yet, POSSIBLE.
O_o *_*
I've never thought I'm able to study THAT much! OMB!!! O_O @_@
The nerdess path is gonna continue tomorrow and even fiercely than today, as today was just the warm-up.
Gosh, isn't it scary? :P Ain't *I* in particular scary?! @_@
I believe I am and as a true nerdess I'm now listening neither to Beyonce nor to Avril Lavigne but to a CLASSICAL RADIO via iTunes.
Oh. My. Poopness.
XD
Don't be scared though.... I assure you that the nanosecond after my graduation I will turn into my usual self and enjoy the art of procrastination yet again in its full glory.
It's sad but NOW, in my new Nerdess role, I can't procrastinate as much as my soul wishes to. T_T
True, today all that studying exhausted me as much as I was reading Potter 6 for most of the time after it but....again, today was JUST A WARM-UP. *shivers*
*
Period is bodoh. My complexion is awful, my small of the back hurts bluntly and I can't even go to power yoga because many of the asanas aren't recommended to women in *those days*. :( I've wasted 150Skk already, as I had booked and paid a power yoga class at the morning (8am ~ 9.30am) but I precisely remember waking up at 4.22am and finding out that I have a period.
Sigh.
Next time then...but not even tomorrow...maybe next week... TT___TT
I don't dare to go to yoga despite of the period because I believe that during those thousands of years of yoga's history the yoga masters surely must have found out what's beneficial and what's not for the body, right?!
Aiyah.
Then if they say this asana isn't good when you have the period, I shall not do it.
But I LOVE yoga! ^_^
It's so awesome....those gracious, slow movements we (desperately try) to do...the breathing in & out....the meditative music....those beautiful, balanced asanas...
My most fave ones are the ones where we stand on one leg and hold our hands either together as in a prayer or held out in that 'lotus flower' way or whatever it is called. ^^
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Midnight liao. Eeehhh. I'm just sipping my Sweet Dreams tea & listening to the So 90's iTunes radio and feeling REALLY sleepy already. Got school tmr! UUUAAA!!!! TT___TT
Nite, nite. Love ya all. *kisses*
AMERIE'S "TAKE CONTROL" ROCKS DUCKS!!! ^_^ :D
I've heard Se7en was supposed to be in it but maybe our TVs aren't airing that version or what....sigh...!
Thursday, May 03, 2007
REAL
DUTY
IS
TO
PRESERVE
YOUR
DREAM.
(Amedeo Modigliani)
10pm, no studying yet? KNN!!!!
I saw Yves Klein's, Gustav Klimt's, Egon Schiele's, Pablo Picasso's, Andy Warhol's, Eduard Manet's and other giants' of art artworks today! *_* AWESOME!!!!!!!
We (the class) were in Vienna for the super perfect exhibitions of erotic paintings and of Yves Klein.
I LOVE YVES KLEIN.
He's the Artist with capital A!
Egon Schiele was provocative & almost gross as always, Pablo disliked by me as always and Manet liked by me as always.
I had miso shiru, bulgogi (the KL one was WAY better), one piece of friend's sushi :P, green tea, Almdudler, apple strudel and a salad. Life's good. ^^
I bought sunglasses, H&M eyeshadows and whatever..... Goodbye, 50 Euro. :P
Very boring quack indeed but I'mm tired like hell and I'm planning to get a nice bubbly bath in my lychee bath foam thingee and read up the Society Studies there. SIGH. =_=
P.S.: My tided up, neaty, pretty room is still intact, save for few clothes on the chair and a bag, a book, an iPod and the results of my shopping on the table. YAY!!!! ^^
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Just as the title quacks, I've gotten yet another feng shui mood & I've almost compoopletely tided up my room, cleant up everythong that could be cleant up, threw out almost all useless stuffs AND - and this is an upgrade! :D - even drew a plan of my tiny room and determined which corners of the room are said to be full of the negative qi that can't be roused.
Sadly for me I HAD to rouse one negative qi corner, the Northeast one because I had a mirror there and according to FS, the mirror doubles the qi. In my case it was doubling the negative qi (if we assume that we believe in all these qi quackings) and that really is NOT good at all! @_@
Right now there are two candles lightning up my room. One of them is in a LOTUS shape, now, could you find anything more......feng shui-y? O_o :P
Cantik. ^_^ Me likes! :D
I think I'm getting paranoid cuz of the upcoming graduation and therefore I wanna make sure that EVERYTHING is perfect with me & around me.
(I'm even planning to wear RED TOP & UNDIES on the grad that will bring me luck. In fact, I've realized that whenever we have a difficult test, I tend to wear red. Seems like I'm kinda superstitious. Uhhh. =_=)
Sadly, Snakes (me) are the compooplete opposites of Pigs (this year is the Year Of Pig) and that means that in general this won't be a good year...and that adds up to my pre-grad paranoia. :P
If you catch me buying some esotheric qi-enhancing golden whatever next time, STOP ME!!!! @_@ It means I've gone seriusly GILA and I need just few tight slaps. -_- :D :D
Hmmm, there might be something true about these qi things because immidiatelly after tiding it up here I feel much much better. ^^
It's miraculous - THERE IS NO DUST ON THE FLOOR!!!!! *faints*
Such things rarely happen to me. :P
Eeeeh. It's full moon. Know what that means? That I won't be able to fall asleep!!!! T___T I'm weirdly sensitive to these full moons and I don't sleep well when it's so. I'm not a werewolf (WEREDUCK???? That's more likely :D) though, don't you be scared! :P :D
Feng Shui.
Feng Shui.
Feng Shui.
I like it......at least for the fact that it keeps me tiding up my room. :P
In case you get inspired by me & FS your room too, then WATCH OUT FOR THE WEST, NORTHWEST & NORTHEAST!!!! *waggles feather*
The negative qi (some 'bad stars' or whatever) are said to be there in 2007 and the less you disturb them, the better. In case you NEED to disturb them, at least don't disturb them as the first ones - you better start in another corners of your room.
Now, am I educated or not? :D
HAHA!!!! :P
Uh, now it quacked me. MY BED IS ON THE WEST!!!! @_@
*Borat voice* Nice, nice, niiiiiice.....NOOOT!!!!!!
What do I do? Sleep badly until 2008???? -_-
*inner voice*
Ducky Princess, PLEASE. -_- Wake up lah. Don't take FS THAT seriously....it only has 5000 years worth of history! :P
Okay. Off I go to take my freshly showered plants (new yang qi), put them in my room, then I'll freshly shower myself, set the alarm clock (6.25am T_T) and go sleep to my negative qi corner. Sigh. Hahaha. :D
GOOD NIGHT!!!! ^_^
(And, btw, YANG qi is the good one and YIN qi is the bad one and they must be in harmony. I'm so clever. And check out www.wofs.com) :D
Thursday, April 05, 2007
It's been an exciting time! ^_^
On Monday I lost my nerves and apologised to Doggy and he invited me over a BBQ party right away. It almost seems like he was waiting just for my apology...heheh...
Well, and I also passed one his secret test - he told me to listen to one video by The Genesis...me, unsuspecting anything said I like it cuz it's so nice & relaxing.....and he said he's glad I like it cuz he finds little understanding for music like this in people nowadays! :D
Muahaha. ^^'''''
Yay, and then the BBQ!
It should be on Sunday but he himself isn't sure cuz on Monday he's leaving for Prague for a month to train and then play at some tournament so...
Well, he said that he'll tell me when he'll know more. :)
Am I in a Korean drama or am I in a Korean drama? ^_~
Erm, not really a Korean one, nobody is as far from looking Korean as Doggy. Hahaha.
I'm trying not to get too excited cuz I'm afraid that all this might go to waste and I'd be happy for nothing. I have no idea where will the BBQ be, who will come, when will we come, whether I can take Haku with...... NO IDEA. :P
It's Thursday already and I hope that he'll tell me all these details soon cuz on Sunday I also want to meet up with my kindergarten friend B and I must time manage this! O_O
I definitely DON'T wanna NOT to meet up with B or NOT to come to that BBQ. Or maybe the BBQ won't be at last....?
NO. IDEA!!!!! O_o
Well, on Tuesday me & Kucci went out to play badminton and we've ended up playing it for three hours straight! :D HILARIOUS. I love love love loooove that game!!!!!! ^____^
I bought new Yonex rackets and new Yonex shuttlecocks (I love this word, hahahah) so now the badminton is like never before! :D
On Wednesday me & Kucci went out again to try to play tennis cuz we wanted to know whether there isn't some little Roger Federer hiding in us, but, there REALLY isn't. @_@ :D
OMFD, we have decided that we *MUST* learn that so after graduation (if we survive) we'll go to PN and sign up for some freakishly intensive tennis course at those nice tennis courts nearby my grandma's house.
The thing is, we both love badminton but we can't play it when it's windy. Unlike tennis! Ha! So if we learn to play tennis, then let it be windy, it doesn't matter, we still can play! :)
Today I'm off to DD with Haku and my parents are off to the eastern Slovakia to check out the protestant Easter celebration. I'll sleep over at DD's and then, when I come back, my grandma will come and stay until Monday. ^^
MY LIFE IS KOOL. ^^
I hope the Sunday will turn out well. It MUST. *_*
But I'd better not say "YEAAAHHH" before everything clears out and turns out a certain way in order to prevent a possible disappointment. Hm? Life is very unpredictable, you know...especially mine. :)
Okay, off I go! Soon my father is here and he'll take me to DD's.... I'll be here tomorrow & maybe even quack here. :) Take care!
Saturday, March 24, 2007
I was SMSing with my boy friend Em today.
Me: "Hey you! Whaddya doin? :D"
Him: "I'm sitting in a cafe at the XY street thinking of you. ;) And you? :)"
Me: "I'm sitting in a cafe at the XX street thinking of sexy, blond and arrogant tennis players! :D"
Him: "Sob....and I can play tennis! :D"
Me: "BUT! You're not blonde!"
Him: "So I'll bleach my hair! :D"
Amazing. Kucci says he was just joking, but I wouldn't be so sure. He had invited me over for a coffee twice but it never worked out (not that I mind it). :P
Anyways, today I've talked to Doggy and he has replied to my msg on one stupid Slovak website a la Friendster where we both have profiles.
I've lost all my motivation for schooling as he's not gonna attend school regularly anymore cuz of his trainings. -_- NO MORE VISUAL PARADISE ON MATHS. Sigh. @_@ T_T :D
I am such a stupid 14 year old BSB fan. Hahahahaha. OK, I'm not, but I'm behaving like one. Very primitive. -_-
Anyways, Doggy has replied to that msg, so I've replied to him as well, caressing his ego (as you men like it). I typed there something playful along the lines of hoping to see him at Roland Garros next year and asking him where is he in the ranking of junior players and also I've offered to bring him some notes from the school if he wants as we're practically neighbours.
I'm so proud on that msg. XD
I let go of my pride and behaved like a stupid chick and now I'm testing it...wahahhahah....you BET he'll be glad. XD Poor boy, he doesn't know he's the only and the most important part of my test. :P
All this leads me to one thing.
My cousin was SO RIGHT when she said 6 years ago:
"You know, it's like, now you like guys who are similar to you and later on, you'll find out that you go for your complete opposites in whichever aspects."
I didn't believe her. Now I do. :P
My former standard on guys meant dark hair, dark eyes, Asians preferred and well, if the guy had to be an angmoh, I preferred an exotic look as well. I'd prefer sexy archs & designers with a lovely personality. Think Lee Min-Hyung in Winter Sonata.
And now?
I TOTALLY go for arrogant tennis players with blonde/reddish hair with blue or green eyes. OMD!!!! XD Think Doggy or Andy Roddick, Kucci's eternal love. :P
HOW FUNNY IS THIS?!
My cousin was oh so right. XD
I'd better go to bed right now, it's 1.14am, and I'm sooooooooo tired! *yawns*
Monday, March 19, 2007
I have to have my mud mask on for 20 mins and because it's over 12.30am, I shall write quackly cuz I AM TIRED.
There were many amazing and absurd things happening during this weekend, but I'd like to highlight the Saturday.
I've gotten to know three shocking things.
The first one - my friend quit her Fashion Design course and she's going for Tourism instead. O_o WOW! That was a BIG shock for me, cuz before she sooo wanted to do this FD!
The second one - MY FRIEND MIGHT HAVE THE BRAIN TUMOR. I'm so fucking scared of her. I'm as 'religious' as my mousepad but I am SO GONNA PRAY FOR HER. @_@ I'm so scared!!!!!! Oh godness.
SHE MUST BE HEALTHY.
SHE MUST BE HEALTHY.
SHE MUST BE HEALTHY.
It's enough that she had to break up with her long-term bf because of religion and everything.....I can't imagine that pain and vacuum she must be feeling now!
Well! NO! That obviously wasn't enough! GAH!!!
*THIS* danger of having the tumor had to come as well. God, if you exist, then I'd like to kick your ass. AARGHHHH!!! I'm so angry cuz I'm so desperate! I can't help her, I can only cuss and try to lift her mood. Aiyaaah. T__T
Please, PRAY WITH ME FOR HER HEALTH.
I know you don't even know her, but WTD, you can pray anyways, it's nice to be good at least once a year, isn't it?
Well, and the third thing. That was damn WEIRD! O_O
Remember the Taiwanese Peng (pseudonym), the asshole guy and before one of my best friends ever?
Well, I lost the contact with him like six years ago or so because of him. He chose to ignore me and after few desperate attempts for contact from my side I lost my patience (I have some pride too), told him that he's an asshole and I don't wanna talk to him anymore cuz he's not worth it.
He, then emailed me something along the lines of a deep apology but I was still pissed off and ignored it.
Korean drama, I know. :P
Well, since then I hadn't thought about him at all, save from YESTERDAY. Yesterday was the first time my thoughts drifted to Peng after like six years and I silently asked myself how had he been and how weird it is that he's not in my life anymore....
It felt weird cuz I felt really sorry for all this happening. I liked him a lot, you know! He was like a brother to me!
OK, so, after that I logged into MSN and quacked a bit with Manis and Teresa and all my duckies......AND THEN~!
I got an instant message.
From Peng.
He remembered my bday all that time. And I remembered his, by the way (that's VERY rare, I never remember dates!).
He asked me if I'm STILL so angry at him, he said he felt horribly sorry for being such an ass, he said he regretted it million times and that he missed me all the time.
I was shocked. O_o
He then said he realized that I was a beautiful part of his life and by losing me, he felt like something is missing.
See? We were REALLY great friends, really, almost like siblings. ^^
WTD!!!! O_o
I lost all my ability to speak and then virtually squealed:
"OMG!!!!! PENG!!!!!!!!! HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?????? I'm so shocked!!!!!"
We've talked. And it felt so warm and fuzzy like...like an old friend coming back. ^^ Only now I've realized that I DID miss him, even though, just subconsciously.
Isn't life just AMAZING? ^___^
I don't think about a certain person for six years, then ONE DAY I think about him wondering how is he doing AND 20 mins after that HE ACTUALLY CONTACTS ME.
O_o
Please, duckies, don't tell me that there's no DESTINY. :D
I'm so happy! :D
And sad as well. u_u
Please, pray for my friend. I love her so much and she had gone through so many hard times......this just CAN'T be happening to her! T__T
Hey, Allah! Don't be so cruel to her, she loves You so much!!!!!! T_T
Saturday, March 17, 2007
This is an important DAY (NIGHT)!!!!!!
I AM EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD TODAY!!!!!
^___^

MY CHILDHOOD IS OFFICIALLY GONE.
How sad.
And how cool!
:D
I'll go get my EU passport issued asap cuz in case I get to LKW or La Salle, I don't want to experience what I had experienced before; the KLIA police thinking about me that I'm some whore from Eastern Europe. ARGH. Such a degradation of me! T_T
I don't really believe in horoscopes but since today is so SPECIAL, lemme check out my Pisces & Snake horoscope:
PISCES:
If you have a somewhat busy day today, make an effort to get things done as soon as you can -- you will need some free time in the afternoon so you can daydream about your future. Sound silly to schedule fantasy time? It's not -- in fact, it's just as important as a doctor's appointment or a staff meeting. Your imagination requires maintenance, and you need to get some imagining done so you can recognize a dream coming true when it happens.
SNAKE:
Home is where your heart is today, and that's where you'll want to be. Others may engage in pettiness, but there is no need for you to join in, as this is a very favorable day for you. Focus on spending time with the family and making your home a better place. If you're single, do something to improve your appearance; your love life will thank you for it.
Interesting as always. ^_^ The credits Go HERE.
I'm super tired now, it's past 2am already, but I'll quack more after I get some wonderful WEEKEND SLEEP. ^___^
Stay quacked, there's lot to quack about including my new golden-retriever-resembling-super-cute-tennis-player-crush (who's successfully winning over S in terms of my infatuation!), the public transport fucked up rules and everything. :D
*yawn*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! ^__^
And thanks a million hubooby, Seb and Munie for your super quick congratz! ^_^
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Okay, I came home from an unexpected theatre premiere of one contemporary Slovak play, I was there with my father and 'our' balcony was also occupied by the Slovak president & the first lady, the governor of the Slovak national bank and his wife, the president's bodyguard and another two, probably important, people.
I felt REALLY underdressed cuz I was wearing my terracota brown corduroy pants, the red long top, the polka dot top and my white shoes. CORDUROY to the theatre premiere with the president and all these important people.
Luckily they didn't give a flying duck about me so it was no faux pas (hopefully).
Well, and the GD dude?
He said that I draw good portraits and that there *is* something but if I came to the exams with a portfolio like this, I wouldn't have passed cuz it's not about GD at all.
A good sign is, that he wants to meet up with me again in about 6 weeks.
I like this, because he is known for yelling at students that they suck and etc., so the fact that he even wants to see me must mean something good.
What I find rather idiotic is that me, a grammar school person interested in studying GD is asked to build a GD portfolio! He told me to design some posters, logos and etc. and show it to him. Amazing.
Blahblahblah. More on this logic lacking AFAD thing later.
I'm enroling to Limkokwing now! HUHUHUHUUU!!!! :D
It's 1am liao, I know.......I'd better enrol quackly and go to bed. :)
G'Nite! ^_^
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Who would have expected *THIS*?!
Yesterday I've came across a website of one (pretty good) Slovak poprock group.
(I'm giving out the link on request only! I couldn't possibly tahan *them* tracking my blog back cuz of me stupidly linking their band. @_@)
S IS THE BASSGUITARIST & VOCALIST THERE.
O_O
*faints*
Nice website. Many pictures.
:D
Right now I have one picture with solely S opened up....but.....know what?
I really don't love him anymore.
Because if I did, I would be dead and in tears already...or in 7th Heaven or wherever.
However, all I do, is look at this pic with a nostalgic smile and I sigh. I sigh like "Ah, those were the times..", not like "Ah, I wish he was mine.." and even though I STILL think he's a cutie, I don't feel anything special.
I'm impressed, though!
He's good like hell!!! I didn't know he's *THAT* talented....plus points, S. :D
Isn't life an on-going happening full of absurd experiences? ^___^
Thinking about it again, I WOULD love to hug him, Just once!!!!!!
Sunday, March 04, 2007
SPRING HOLIDAYS.
Here.
*Me* have.
Finally!!!!!! *_*
9 days of FREEDOM. Well, a relative one, I must study for two fucking tests, make one Immanuel Kant assignment and paint, paint, paint...
Today I woke up around 9am but then I've realized - and couldn't believe my sheer luck - that I have HOLIDAYS. No school. No stress. No hatred. No fake assholes. No fucking profs. No tests. No shallow topics being discussed.
P. E. A. C. E.
I still can't believe it. *_*
Naturally, normal people don't wake up at 9am (and on Saturdays somemore, OMP) so I hugged Leif (that's my plushy elk hahah...probably my only love here in SVK after Kucci and Haku) tightly, put my nose under the blanket and slept until 12.30pm. Muahahaha.
Holidays.
I've never felt so much relief and shock after realizing that I have holidays.
Holidays?
Holi days??
HOLY DAYS???
Indeed they are HOLY....... Please, don't disturb this religious fiesta of mine. I don't believe in God, I believe in HOLY DAYS. ^___^
I'll try some loving religious poetry.
An Ode To Holidays
Oh, holy holidays
You free time of mine
I can't let you end your time
Stay
Oh, holy Holy Days
I sacrificed my all for you
Now you're here
Stay
Oh, holy holidays,
You bring me peace & joy
The anger & hatred walks away
Oh, Holy Days, STAY!
That was sooooo from my stressed out, empty heart. *_* I sill feel hatred & anger though, I can't take my mind off everything that's troubling me.... I need time, apparently.
I'll recover hopefully just when will my be Holy Days ending. And I'll jump into this nasty academic shitty hole all over again.
I don't even wanna think about it. @_@
My biggest trouble among all is the MATHS.
Please, PLEASE, God, IF YOU HAPPEN TO EXIST, DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT FUCKING MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I *SERIOUSLY* cannot tahan it anymore. I. JUST. CANNOT.
I didn't need it, I don't need it, I will NEVER EVER IN MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE need it!!!!!!! Yet I have to study for it & be tutored ALL THE FUCKING TIME while I wanna concentrate on more important things, for example, MY THREE PORTFOLIOS, right?!
AAAARGGGHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I know I'm vulgar. So what?!
I need something that will spice up my life but in a GOOD, I repeat, GOOD way. Something interesting, something intriguing & new, that will consume some part of my empty brain so I'll have some topic to think about.
I don't want to think about GUYS though, cuz that's so superficial.
No, in fact, I'd like to get some boost in the area of art..... I need some fresh air, some new inspiration.....something that will keep me going on with my portfolio building, something that will make me think deep...something fresh & fascinating.
Got any idea?????
I don't. -_-
A long time ago I wanted to start the Bollywood Dance cuz that seemed so new, fresh, funny & fascinating to me, something different & inspirational.....but HA!
As if *that* was here. Tsk.
Maybe some Asian cooking lessons would be fun too, but HA! As if *that* was here!!!
*sigh*
I'm tired of this country liao. -_-
I need a change, I need a fresh air.
Or maybe I'd cheer up, if S hugged me?
HAHAHAHAAA, I might as well leave for Singapore and stay there. :D ^___^
This entry is dragging on endlessly. I feel like quacking & quacking & quacking on and on until the wee hours, but I know that it'd bore my few readers to death. Right? :)
In any case, I NEED TO BREATH A FRESH AIR. Hm.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
If I don't do that, they'll EAT me alive. @_@
I cannot tahan it anymore!!!!!! *bangs head*
I tide up my tiny wardrobe.
Then I pick up one top, one jumper & pants to wear.
After I take it off when I come home, I put it on the chair/on the lowest shelf in the shelves by the wardrobe.
Another day comes.
I pick up different clothes and when I return, I do the same as the day before.
Another day comes & the routine repeats.
*repeat repeat repeat*
My lowest shelf is full of wrinkled clothes once worn.
I stuff even the "chair-clothes" to the lowest shelf, therefore it's even messier and even more wrinkled.
Now what do I do?
TIDE IT UP..?
Ha. You wish. =_=
No, I start putting everything on the chair again. Then when I come home & wanna sit by the PC, I take the pile of wrinkled clothes and throw them on the bed.
Later on, when I'm off to bed, I take the wrinkly pile of clothes and throw them on the chair.
Usually some wrinkly pieces fall down, thus I mutter vulgarities under my nose, pick them up angrily & slam them at the chair again.
The next day exactly the same procedure repeats.
The day after that too.
A remarkably long time passes, I lose all my nerves and tide it all up. And then what? To get to know that, read this entry all over again. =_=
*WHAT* do you advice me to do with this fucking bodoh habit?!
I'm going berserk by now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't have lots of clothes and yet this happens! ARGGH!!!!
And all those idiotic WINTER CLOTHES!
Duck you! I hate jumpers (especially the woollen ones), various long-sleeved whatever and all those heavy winter boots!!!! *SIGHHHHHHHHH*
I'm the happiest ducky in a tank top/t-shirt, skirt/capri pants and flip-flops. Well, being barefoot is even better, but that also requires crazy-colored skimpy bikini, hot sand & turquise water. ^^
Like this la:
WAHAHAHAHA, that was a shock, wasn't it?! XD
Okay, here is something better; I hope it will please the disgusted men's eyes after seeing Borat in sexy, skimpy, lime green...errr....DICKINI???? XDDD But hey! What about those chicks by him?! Liked it, eh??
ANYWAYS:

With this I shall sign off and go check out some blogs. ^^
Mwah.
^^
Monday, February 26, 2007
This Monday was less grumpy & annoying than the USUAL Mondays....in fact, it went pretty well with my Southeast Asia presentation being appreciated and with my 1st aquarel(l?) of my life being almost completed in like an hour. :D
I've painted...oh, you shall see, the lack of my English vocabulary doesn't permit me to describe it; too exhilarating! @_#
Just one thing, it looks very relaxing. Yaaay. ^_^
The only bad thing is, that I AM DUCKING BROKE. Argh! Got 70Skk in my wallet for the rest of the week, unless the Lady Diana's charity doesn't support me or what! =_=
(70Skk is like 2 Euro and exactly RM10. ARGHH.)
Midnight liao? O_o
I've spent my evening after the art course by checking out the shops in Polus and watching My Super Sweet 16, The Hills & The Laguna Beach.
Talk about primitive enterntainment! =_= :D
I like watching all those three series BUT it seems like my cashew-nut-sized brainie ain't capable of understanding *HOW* can those people be so fake & mean!!!
I get it, they're rich.
But why almost all those people function according to the equation RICH = MEAN???
I doubt I'd dare to throw out a former-friend-now-nobody-special-to-me from my BBQ party (if I've ever done any, hah)!
I admire this mean-ness (is that even a word?) though, cuz those people STAND UP for their opinions and they LIKE who they are. Slovaks should watch & learn!!!!
On other note, have you seen Christina's "Candyman" video already? :)
If not, watch it here:
(I hope it's *really* embedded, if not, watch it HERE.)
I love the perfectly created 40s styling!!!!!!! :D ^___^ She looks like the perfect pin-up girl (I LOVE pin-up girls cuz they're the epitomes of sexiness; unlike our average blonde playmates with big fake breasts) and I TOTALLY love the retro feeling it has! :D
Christina Aguilera rocks ducks. ^^ I like her more & more...in fact, she's my fav singer cuz I daresay there is NO ONE as talented as her now in the pop music business.....save for Timbaland and Justin Timberlake maybe.
12.12am!!!! @_@
Must go wash hair. Sorry for no reply yet to your previous comments...I'll do it tomorrow! :)
LOVE YA! *kisses*
Saturday, February 17, 2007
We were dancing crazily BUT the moment they started playing the sevond song from one old retro Czech pop-grandma, we left. Hehehehe. :D
We ran for the 212 trolleybus and after that I ran for the 203 trolleybus...and almost got locked in the underground passage. XD It was 10.55pm & they officially close at 11pm!
Happily unlocked I went to the bus stop, met an old classmate & S' SEXY BROTHER with whom I've talked all the way home. I think that from his side it was just a superficial one-ear-in-other-ear-out type of dialougue but I enjoyed it. :P
Fridays are always happening days in 203....one has the possibility of meeting either S or his bro. :D
*
I've realized one quite an alarming & retarded thing.
All the guys I have ever liked were either curly or Asian. There are basically just two types of guys I like and I can't seem to change this.
One type of the guys I like look like a POODLE:
Think S, S' sexy bro, T, James Morrison (he *does* look like a poodle afterall), Adam Brody...
The other type of guys I like are Asians and they resemble AKITA INU to me:

Ooooh, seems like I can be deranged like nobody else. XD
1.12am, lemme go to bed! ^^
Listening to: "Last Goodbye" by James Morrison