I just woke up (12.19pm, muahaha) & came here to write down a dream I had before I forget it. It was really weird & amazing, mind you. I even spoke English in it!
It was quite an awful grey afternoon after my classes & I was walking home through Jeseniova street, thinking of S & how much I'd love to date him and blahblah.... I don't remember anymore whether I've met him there or no. I think I did? Dunno.
Well, I came home then and got to know that a boy Chinese exchange student will come to our flat & stay there for few months. Few days after that he really came....and I took him out to the downtown, but we went there through Jeseniova (again) during one nice sunny day & I was yet again thinking of S, sometimes telling things about him to this guy.
I don't remember much what we were doing there but I know that we've been to the pretty must-see (for all the foreigners) historical centre of BA.
We've returned only when the sky was indigo blue already....and I know that I've started to like him very much & felt so loved, protected and just - natural - around him. We've became great friends in like 2 days!
This Chinese guy was maybe 18~19 yrs old, he was tall (185cm?), he had a short spikey black hair (no gel, it was natural), glowing bright beige skin - flawless!, beautiful hands & a dark sparkling eyes which had that 'loving' look in them. I think he wore some glasses too...or no? O_o Can't remember.
Oh yes, and we spoke English for all the time.
One day when it was as cold as this June (15C) and it was drizzling a bit & the wind was blowing like crazy I took him out to the downtown again. Holding hands! I was asking myself that "why?" are we holding hands (when I love S somemore) & whether it's not stupid but I felt so happy & secure with him by my side so I continued holding his warm hand gently.
We went to my school & I took him to the PE section with the gyms. There were some guys outside playing basketball & there was a simple kiosk at the beginning of the outside's playground. Well, a kiosk - it was more like 4~5 ropes straining at in the shape of a square with one old shabby dirty Romany woman as a seller & many dresses, winter caps, gloves, tank tops & etc. hanging from the ropes.
I was looking at the dresses & thinking of buying one but then those crazy guys playing basketball started to play it brutally & after few balls almost killed me, I went inside.
My Chinese friend stayed outside & played with them.
I waited there for few hours & then got greatly bored and went home by 203 trolleybus.
There I again waited for few hours until I got horribly scared of the Chinese guy and Kika, my cuzin, found me applying nail polish on my toenails (haha) being terribly worried.
To my surprise (and joy) she told me that in few mins she's off to school to pick me up & the last words she told me were:
"But you know, he really likes you.... You two really like each other, you know? There's so much love and care in the way he treats you....he'd be the right one for you."
I blushed & felt very fuzzy & feathery and then KIka went to pick him up.
He came up to our flat by himself & we've hugged really tightly.
"Why did you left the school? I was sick worried of you & you looked so troubled."
"Vice versa... I'm sorry! I was so bored there..no one talked to me.. And I forgot about you not knowing BA too well. But now I'm glad that you're here with me. ^^"
And then I woke up feeling totally confused.
If dreams have meanings, then WTF was this one about?????? O_o Lemme see.
HANDS: "To dream that you are holding hands with someone, represents your connection with that person. Your dream may also reflect anxieties about losing touch with him/her or that you are drifting apart." (HOW can I lose touch with someone I've known only in my dream?!? Or they refer to S?)
LOVE: "To dream of love of being in love, suggests intense feelings carried over from a waking relationship. It implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life. On the other hand, you may not be getting enough love in your daily life. We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted.
To see a couple in love or expressing love to each other, indicates much success ahead for you.
To dream that your friend is in love with you, may be one of wish fulfillment. Perhaps you have developed have developed feelings for your best friend and are wondering how he or she feels. You are so preoccupied with these thoughts that it is evitable that it find its way into your dreaming mind. On the other hand, the dream may also suggests that you have accepted certain qualities of your best best friend and incorporated into your own character.
To dream that you are making love in public or in different places, relates to some overt sexual issue or need. Your dream may be telling you that you need to express yourself more openly. Alternatively, it represents your perceptions about your own sexuality in the context of politic and social norms. You may be questioning your feelings about sex, marriage, love, and gender roles."
I'm nicely confused now. =_=
STUDENT: No meaning for "student", only for "studying": "To dream that you are studying, signifies that you intellect and knowledge will catapult you into a path of success and wealth." Nice. But not that I'm getting it.
HUG: " To dream that you are hugging someone, symbolizes your loving and caring nature. You are holding someone or something close to your heart. Alternatively, it may indicate your need to be more affectionate."
NIGHT: "To have a dream that takes place at night, represents some major setbacks and obstacles in achieving your goals. There are some issues in your life that you are facing that are not too clear. You should put the issues aside so you can clear your head before coming back to it."
COUSIN: "To see your cousin in your dream, represents something or some aspect of your character that is somewhat familiar. Perhaps you need to spend more time in cultivating and developing some emerging ability or character."
Oh no. It's so confusing. =_= Makes no sense to me!!!! I'd better go & think about it, that it was just a lil bit weird dream. :P