Feeling Fine

So I found a reason to stay alive
Try a little harder see the other side
Talking to myself
Too many sleepless nights
Trying to find a meaning to this stupid life
I don’t want your sympathy
Sometimes I don’t know who to be
Hey what you're looking for
No one has the answer
They just want more
Hey who’s gonna make it right
This could be the first
Day of my life

So I found a reason
To let it go
Tell you that I’m smiling
But I still need to grow
Will I find salvation in the arms of love

Will it stop me searching will it be enough

I don’t want your sympathy
Sometimes I don’t know who to be
Hey what you're looking for
No one has the answer but you just want more
Hey who’s gonna make it right
This could be the first day of my life

The first time to really feel alive
The first time to break the chain
The first time to walk away from pain

Hey what you're looking for
No one has the answer we just want more
Hey who’s gonna make it right
This could be the first day of your life
Hey what you're looking for
No one has the answer they just want more


Hey who’s gonna shine alight?
This could be the first day of my life

^__^
(Credits for Melanie C's "First Day Of My Life" to LyricsMania.com~)

I'm in a pretty good mood today & I feel as if...I was starting anew.
Starting what anew???
WHO KNOWS!! O_o

After emailing Teresa & Chris yesterday I feel so much lighter on my berbulu heart. They haven't replied to me yet (and who knows if they ever will!) but I still feel better. I feel less guilty, I feel finer & I feel like a caring ex-girlfriend. Hihi.

I've taken a walk around Jeseniova again & loved the solitude, fresh wind & all the posh villas around. Heheh. ^^
S lives somewhere there, I don't know which house is his but I know that they have a swimming pool. A SWIMMING POOL!!!!! OMT!!!! *faints*
See.
He's handsome (well, to me. And to his gf. Grrrrr.), polite, cute, well-off (swimming pool!!!), from a good family and blahblah.

I'm annoying liao, I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You must deal with me. I think I'll be blabbing about S until I date him & marry him and live with him happily ever after or what. And cuz that'll NEVER happen, I'll be ALWAYS blabbing about him!!!!!!

*recognizes a mass drop of readership to MINUS 89 readers*


Today I've talked to Tsung Long's 朋友 (peng2 you - friend) Ellen for the 1st time & she was SO nice. ^___^ Mwah! I'm happy!!!! Got a new friend from the faaaar away Taiwan! ^__^


Oh well. I'm going...FINALLY. :P Good night! *waves*



Listening to: Something they're blabbing at Arirang
Yay!: A trip to Devinska Kobyla (a hill) tmr.
Grrr: S. S! Bro!